In this room, Yan Baishu hasn't been in for more than half a month. The window was open, and a freshly lit stove was placed in the center of the room, and the charcoal fire of the stove was thriving, but it could not withstand the cold that crept in through the window. The lights and candles were still out, and only the natural light from the windows was shining.

Qin Wanru sat on the head of the bed, and when Yan Baishu came in, she raised her head slightly and looked at him.

Neither of them spoke.

After being silent for a while, it was Qin Wanru who opened her mouth first, she stroked her chest, and said in an extremely laborious voice: "Why is the master here?" ”

"Come and see you."

"It's hard to be a master, I only thought of me at this time."

"Do you hate me?" Yan Baishu walked to the end of the bed and sat down: "If you hadn't met me, maybe you would have married another man who was the right person." Although your temperament is not suitable for the Yan family, it is suitable for those merchant families. In that kind of home, you may be able to live more wantonly, so that you will not follow me and suffer so many grievances. ”

"Is this taking pity on me, sir?"

Yan Baishu looked at Qin Wanru's eyes and shook his head: "In the past few days, I always think of the situation when I saw you back then, your eyes are full of small joy after the calculation succeeds, do you know?" I don't like that in the eyes. ”

Qin Wanru wanted to laugh, but found that she couldn't laugh.

"I've seen too many of those looks, but I never thought that the person who would be counted would be me one day. I know that you are not one of those women in the palace, and I have nothing for you to plot as a royal doctor, and you are calculating my people. But Wanru, what comes from calculations is unreliable. ”

"You can refuse, you can not marry me."

"Refusal? How did you let me refuse at that time. Yan Baishu's voice couldn't help but get louder: "Don't say that at that time, even now, I have to think about the consequences of this refusal." Marrying you is indeed a last resort, but over the years, I haven't thought about treating you well. As a wife, you try your best to please me and help me, as a mother, although you are not qualified, you can't erase the credit for giving birth to three children for me, but Wanru, what I need is not a wife who pleases me, not a reluctant mother, but a housewife who can support the Yan family. ”

"Can't I hold on?"

"In my heart, you can't hold it."

"So, in the master's heart, who is the one who the master thinks can hold up?"

"Alas!" Yan Baishu didn't answer, but sighed deeply: "If you just stay in the mansion and don't give birth to those thoughts that shouldn't be, we may be able to grow old in peace." ”

"What do you mean, master?" Qin Wanru asked with her head sideways.

"Don't worry, after you leave, I will find a good family for Weilin, Yun'er and Tong'er."

"What do you mean by that, sir?"

"Having a mother like you will only ruin them. Wanru, in this life, I owe you, and in the next life, if you can meet and get married, I will treat you well. ”

Yan Baishu said, took out a small waist-pinching bottle from his sleeve pocket, poured out a white pill from it, and handed it to Qin Wanru.

"Don't worry, it won't hurt."

"Sir, are you going to kill me?" Qin Wanru had sadness in her eyes, and that sadness gradually turned into hatred: "When I marry my master, I am single-minded." Even if I knew that the master didn't have me in his heart, I never thought about anything else. Over the years, I have waited and looked forward to it, hoping that one day the master will find out my goodness and give me a little tenderness like he did to other women in the yard. But I never expected that what I was waiting for was the poison that the master had repeated over and over again. ”

"I just said it, and I owe you it all my life."

"The master knows that he owes me, so he should pay me back." Qin Wanru stood up with a sigh of relief: "The master has never treated me well in this life, but he still wants me to hope for the next life, heh...... Hehe......"

Qin Wanru smiled bitterly, and her shoulders trembled.

"In the next life, in the next life, if people really have the next life, I would rather never see you and never like you. Yan Baishu, Yan Baishu, I've been with you for half my life, but I didn't know that you were an imperial doctor who could kill his wife. ”

"I am for the Yan family and for our children."

"For the Yan family? A good one for the Yan family. Qin Wanru stared at the pill: "You asked for Yan Su, right?" ”

"What's the matter with Guan Su?"

"Of course it has something to do with that girl, you killed me, it's nothing more than resenting me for making that girl ugly several times, and offending that Gu Xiangye several times. You are worried about your future, and you want to please your future uncle of the Yan family, so you can't tolerate me. ”

"Whatever you think, in short, if you die, it's a good thing for the Yan family, for Weilin, for Yun'er and Tong'er."

"A good thing?" Qin Wanru clenched her fists, and looked at her husband with a calm expression in her eyes, "The father who killed the children's mother, you still say that this is a good thing?" ”

Yan Baishu glanced at Qin Wanru, and there was no expression on his face: "Yes or no, in short, you can't live anymore." ”

"What if I refuse to die?"

"Then I will send Yun'er and Tong'er out, so that they will not be able to return to Yecheng in their lives."

"They're your own daughters!"

"No matter how close my daughter is, she will also go out of the pavilion, and when she leaves the pavilion, she worships the ancestral hall of another family, and enters the ancestral tomb of another family, and has nothing to do with my Yan family. Besides, I don't have two daughters. Yun'er was raised by you with conceit and arrogance, if you don't die, she will feel dependent, even if she finds the right in-law, she will inevitably be criticized and cause trouble. Tong'er, although her mind is not as good as Yun'er, is an impulsive and easy character to be taken advantage of, and she can't withstand the slightest instigation from others. My Yan family, a century-old foundation, has long been shaken, if you are not careful, it will be difficult to finish the eggs under the nest. ”

"That's why you killed me?"

"I said yes, you don't believe it, I said no, I'm afraid you won't believe it either. Believe it or not, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that you can't live anymore, the important thing is this pill, you have to take it if you don't eat it. Wanru, you and I are husband and wife, I don't want to come, and I will embarrass you. ”

Qin Wanru's eyes were dark, and there was a tingling pain in her heart.

"Yan Baishu, I hate it so much, I hate myself so much, I hate why I fell in love with you when I was blind in the first place."

"I also regret that if I hadn't taken care of so much, maybe you and I would have been different." Yan Baishu once again sent the pill to Qin Wanru's lips: "Just think it's for the Yan family, it's for the children, and it's for me." ”

"Okay, I'll eat, for you, I'll eat." Qin Wanru took the pill, opened her mouth, tears slipped quietly, her heart was still soft after all, and she still cared about him so much.

The pill rolled down the root of her tongue, Qin Wanru straightened her hair, and slowly leaned back again.

"Master, go back, if people see it, I'm afraid it won't be clear."

"I'll treat them well." Yan Baishu got up and glanced at Qin Wanru again, then turned around and left.

Qin Wanru didn't speak again, nor did she open her eyes again, she just raised her hand to wipe away the undried tears on her face, and waited quietly for the poisonous hair. Her thoughts drifted far, far away, and she seemed to have returned to the day she first saw him. He was on his horse, and the man beside him said nothing, and the sun fell on his hat, scattered, and fell on his face. His wide forehead, high nose bridge, and lips under the bridge of his nose suddenly broke into her heart.

Everything seems to be destined by God, destined for her to meet him, which should not have been.

The hand became colder and colder, and the face in my memory became more and more blurry, and finally turned white.

Baifutang, Yan Suwen closed the medical case, although she guessed that this medical case was deliberately placed here by her grandmother for her to see, so that she could see people's hearts through the case, to see the intrigue behind the powerful, and people's hearts are sinister. But she didn't want to watch it anymore.

In the yard, there was the sound of footsteps, very light kind. She looked up at the hidden door, and in a moment a shadow came in through the crack in the door.

"What are you doing here?"

"Miss, it's not good." Errong, who was bent on the cat's waist, stood up: "Youbai let me tell you, the eldest lady is gone." ”

"What did you say?"

"The eldest lady is gone, what just happened, and now the entire mansion, except for the old lady, is all in chaos."

"You said the eldest aunt is gone?" Yan Su asked repeatedly, and when he saw Errong nodding, he subconsciously said again: "Impossible, I have diagnosed her condition, although it is extremely difficult to control, but it will not be ...... in just a while."

Suddenly, she remembered what Yan Muyun said before, Yan Muyun said that she took the opportunity to see her aunt to poison her aunt. originally thought that it was just Yan Muyun deliberately going to her grandmother to stir up trouble by taking advantage of Qin Wanru's illness and the opportunity when she was treating Qin Wanru. ”

"Why didn't the eldest aunt have it?"

"I heard...... I heard that he was poisoned. Er Rong hesitated and replied: "Miss, don't worry, Youbai has already gone to the Prime Minister's Mansion." What kind of person is Miss, we all know that if Miss wants the eldest lady to die, just stay in Ning Xinzhai, why bother doing it, she has to run over and poison her. ”

"Youbai went to the Prime Minister's Mansion?"

"Youbai is worried that those people will slander Miss." The last time Yan Su asked about the situation of being locked up in the dungeon, Er Rong still remembered it vividly: "Although the eldest lady was sick before, she still had a breath, but she died after the young lady saw a doctor." This head is not clear, and he must think about Miss. With Xiangye here, those people don't dare to embarrass Miss. ”

"No, when I saw my aunt, my eldest brother was also there, and he was right in front of me, whether I poisoned my aunt or not, he saw it clearly. The prescription I prescribed to my eldest aunt, my eldest brother also tested it himself. The medicine was grabbed by the little guy next to the eldest brother, and the person who decocted the medicine must be the person in the eldest aunt's yard, no matter how you count it, it can't be counted on my head. ”

"What if the eldest prince also identifies the young lady?" Er Rong's unintentional questioning made Yan Suwen shocked.