Chapter 405: Or Until I Die
Lin Muyao ignored Gu Lanqing, but Gu Lanqing still followed behind. Ma Dong and Gu Lanqing have always been good friends, and after greetings, he didn't let Gu Lanqing leave: "You have some tea here, and when I finish talking to her, I'll talk to you for a while." ”
Gu Lanqing did not refuse, he came to City A to follow Lin Muyao. Lin Muyao didn't want him to follow all the time, and she couldn't get rid of him, so she could only pretend that it didn't matter. She sat opposite Ma Dong and reported her work in order: "This is the relevant document, you can take a look." "Report one, add one document.
The documents are all prepared in advance, and it is OK to hand them in order!
She handed it in one by one, and when she handed in the last one, she suddenly said, "There is a little problem here, let me add, wait a minute." Ma Dong said okay, bowed his head and calculated the data on her other documents. Gu Lanqing sat on the sofa behind her to deal with company affairs, her fingers on the keyboard typing like flying.
Lin Muyao glanced back at him, and he also looked up at her.
The eyes collided, and she smiled, and he smiled as well. The atmosphere is good, the feelings are very good, and Ma Dong is happy in his eyes. Thinking that when they didn't reconcile at the beginning, Lin Muyao was really fierce to Gu Lanqing, and the fight was accurate and ruthless, and it hurt when he watched it from the side. And Gu Lanqing spoiled her, and she was really spoiled, but she was powerless when she looked back.
Lin Muyao retracted her gaze and began to write supplementary instructions. After finishing writing, he pushed it in front of Ma Dong, and his eyes were firmly fixed on Ma Dong.
When Ma Dong saw the explanation, his eyes were panicked. Looking up at her, I saw her blink again, and her fingers were suggestively tapping the tabletop. He was a little panicked and had to suppress his panic, and at the same time looked at Gu Lanqing. Gu Lanqing didn't sense him, and was still looking at his notebook to deal with affairs.
"What does Ma Dong think of this supplementary note?" Lin Muyao called his eyes back.
"This ...... This ......" Ma Dong retracted his gaze and looked at her supplementary explanation again, still feeling very surprised: "I can't make up my mind about this, you come with me to ask the relevant person in charge." He picked up the document and stood up, and said to Gu Lanqing: "Mr. Gu wait here for a while, let's go out and come back soon." ”
"Okay, please." Gu Lanqing didn't think much about it, this kind of thing is not too common in the company. Lin Muyao followed out, and as soon as she went out, Ma Dong pulled her into the reception room where no one was: "Grandma, where do you want to play?" Okay, what are you proposing to resign? ”
Right! Resign!
The last document was not a company document, but a resignation prepared by Lin Muyao these times. She didn't want to stay in KG Group, and she didn't want to stay in F City. She wanted to leave, to leave the familiar city and the familiar people, to go to a place where no one knew her.
It's as simple as surviving or dying!
She didn't tell anyone about the plan, she just wanted to leave secretly. She came back to report this time, and to put it bluntly, she came back to do the handover. She has been working at headquarters for longer periods of time and has more tasks to handover. So they were right, never dreamed that the real purpose of her return was to resign. Trade Winds Literature Network
Lin Muyao asked Ma Dong not to be excited, and handed the case and treatment process in the bag to Ma Dong: "I have a very bad disease, this disease is simple, and I don't have the ability to work." A lot of times, I don't have the ability to take care of myself. Every time I go on a business trip, I take a lot of people out with me, and they say that I am a big scene, and they say that I put on a show, but it is not right. The real reason is that I can't survive alone in a strange environment of the opposite sex. ”
The case is not a handwritten case, it is a printed case in pure English, which Ma Dong can understand. It is also clearly written: mental illness and mental illness and other related words. The treatment lasted for up to four years, and it was clearly written later: the condition deteriorated.
As for what she said, it is true that she took a dozen people out on her first business trip. Because there were too many people brought, it aroused various opinions, and everyone from the department to the top level was unanimously opposed. If it weren't for the difficulty of that project, she wouldn't have been approved.
However, she also took the risk at the time: if she couldn't get the project done, all the travel expenses and salaries of these people would be deducted from her salary. And then she got it, not just the project, but a lot of tricky ones. So how many people she took out on a business trip, other departments and headquarters did not give any more opinions.
They didn't know the truth, and they all thought that she needed more people to support her aura. Ma Dong never thought that she did this because of her illness. She looked so healthy, how could she have that kind of disease?
"I'm in a bad state right now, I'm on the verge of collapse. You may not be able to see it, but I know I can't hold it for long. Ma Dong, I was injured some time ago. He said the incident again: "Since the injury, my whole person has not been in good shape. I can see hallucinations and hear auditory hallucinations anytime and anywhere. It's like now, besides my voice, there are other voices in my ears. ”
Qi Ran's voice.
Gu Lanqing's voice.
Baby's voice.
Also, Lin Jingbai's voice ...... The voices that appeared became more and more frequent, and the number of people increased. It was a very bad trend, and her state of mind was completely disturbed. Her overcoming now is to remind herself to distinguish between the real and the fake. However, when her mind is completely disturbed, she will not have this discernment.
When the time comes, she will not be the only one who will suffer.
She continued: "I'm in a bad situation right now, and I'm on the verge of going berserk every day. I don't know how long I can endure it, endure one day normal day, endure ten days normal ten days. If I can't help it, I'll probably go completely insane. Ma Dong, I don't have the ability to work now, and I don't want to lose all of them in one game. I want to make a good impression on the company before I leave. ”
"Gu Lanqing doesn't know about this?" Because she just wrote on the paper: After reading this paragraph, please don't be surprised, let alone let Gu Lanqing see the problem, I want to resign and leave the KG Group forever. Writing and saying this, there is a good chance that Gu Lanqing will not know about this matter.
Lin Muyao nodded, her eyes were gloomy, and her heart was sad and heartbroken. She has to disguise in front of others, but in front of Ma Dong, she doesn't need to disguise and can't disguise. This kind of non-disguise made her a little slighter, and it also made her lose her self-control, and her heart took off in chaos. He let out a long sigh again, and first stabilized his mentality of taking off: "Gu Lanqing doesn't know about this matter, I hide it very well, not only him, they don't know." To be exact, no third person knows but you. Please also ask Ma Dong to help me hide it until I return from recovery or until I die......"