The mental state of the husband is getting worse and worse, and the person has lost a lot of circles, which is not beneficial to the postoperative recovery. thought that he would see it, but after all, he couldn't reach the transcendent realm of "idle clouds and wild cranes".

He thought that a comprehensive operation at Zhongshan Hospital would make him recover immediately, but the discomfort after the operation caused him to fall into a trough of disappointment. Every day, he would involuntarily touch the lump in his liver, muttering "Grow up again, grow up again......

I persuaded him, "It's like a woman who is pregnant, and when she has a baby in her belly, she will not be able to adapt to it, and her appetite will be lost, and she will be disgusted." And the seed implantation and the drug you do can also cause reactions such as that, try not to think about it......"

I remember reading a translated novel, and I only remember a scene where a patient always wanted to have spores on his hands, and then he did have them; There are also women who are too anxious to have a child and have false pregnancies...... This has a lot to do with psychological suggestion. And my husband is now in the midst of this kind of psychological suggestion, and for this, I am very worried.

In the past few days, his behavior has also become strange, curled up in the corner of the sofa in a daze from time to time. Yesterday I went to the North Hospital for an infusion, and asked him to stop and go to the designated emergency pre-examination office, he walked through the outpatient hall and went directly to sit in the emergency room...... It took nearly half an hour to sit down for an infusion.

Today, my husband repeated the same mistakes, and delayed for a long time like hide and seek, and I was so anxious that I raised my voice: "Husband, why do you have to act according to your imagination?" The doctor also thought he was weird, and suggested that I should go for a blood test tomorrow and beware of his "encephalopathy". I hope the doctor is overthinking!

The idea of going to Guangzhou for "argon-helium knife cryoablation" became stronger and stronger, and in desperation, he learned through a friend that only a private cancer hospital in Shanghai could do this kind of surgery. I know too well the marketing strategy of private hospitals, and even if I don't want to, I can't bear to let my husband suffer from psychological torment. Instead of going to a private hospital in Guangzhou thousands of miles away, it is better to be nearby, and you will not be isolated when you have something.

God always favors me, and coincidentally, I occasionally learned from the promotional materials that Director L of the Hospital of Integrated Traditional Chinese and Western Medicine is a specially hired expert there. After a few hours of persuasion, my husband agreed that I should go and see it first. I made an online appointment to go to the hospital on Saturday to see Director L's specialist outpatient clinic, and asked my uncle to drive with me, so I had someone to talk to.

In the evening, my friend from the newspaper had a voice call with me, and I was so anxious that I was repeatedly reminded not to step into the "pit" of a private hospital. Oh, yes! We are both in charge of the newspaper and periodical health edition, I used to be the director of the advertising department, and I have dealt with private hospitals many times, but even the "pit" has to be seen, do you watch my husband suffer so much because of disappointment?