Chapter Twenty-Nine: His Current Situation
In later life, there is this bright existence, which can be awakened at any time and retreated at any time, making life a lot easier.
Just like now, Yao Qiao faced Ni Yan in front of her, she could sense that her feelings were heating up, and she couldn't stop at all.
Maybe it's mainly because the heartbeat is slowly accelerating, or it may be because Yao Qiao is looking at the subtle changes on Ni Yan's trouser legs.
The pants have gradually begun to brighten, which is a phenomenon that Ni Yan has had once before, not before.
It's just that now it has appeared again, and it didn't frighten him, and Ni Yan in front of him was also very calm, standing motionless.
However, it seems that the appearance of this light proves that Yao Qiao's feelings for Ni Yan have not changed at all after so many years, and under the tempering of time. She is really a very affectionate person, this is not Yao Qiao's self-exaggeration, this is a fact.
If Yao Qiao identified someone in his heart, then he must have to, at least now.
Yao Qiao can sense that she has really become more persistent, just like the light around her, and gradually integrates her into the scene.
Yao Qiao's brain was constantly thinking about how to answer Ni Yan's question next, so that it would be more secure.
can make himself look as calm as ever, and there is no great mood swing because of Ni Yan's words.
After all, Yao Qiao didn't want to show her love for Ni Yan too obviously, and it was better for the girl's family to be a little reserved.
Not too obvious, tactful, gentle, she is not such a casual person to agree to other people's requests.
Being able to stick to her principles, Yao Qiao believes that she can resist, after all, she has changed from the inside out.
But the problem is that these are the psychology of little girls, and over the years, Yao Qiao's girlish feelings are no longer as strong as before.
The current Yao Qiao just wants to hear Ni Yan's inquiry again, and it seems that only when Ni Yan patiently asks again can she be able to withstand her waiting for so many years. In this way, the relationship can be more balanced and equal, and no one is sorry for anyone.
Yao Qiao had even thought about everything she was going to say next, and at this time she was just waiting for an opportunity, waiting for a gap.
When the time comes, just say all these words, so many days, so many nights, how did she survive Qiao Qiao.
Yao Qiao wanted to tell Ni Yan, she wanted to share with him, and share with him her fantasies and longings in the dead of night.
They can even discuss and plan what the two of them will do after they go out of the mountain, and what the future of the two will be like after they are together.
This moment has finally arrived, and Yao Qiao can feel that her heart is about to beat to her throat, and it is difficult to say it.
Yao Qiao just waited for the next sentence, Ni Yan's next sentence, as long as he hoped that he could go with him, she would leave immediately.
Yao Qiao will definitely not look back this time, she will definitely leave this familiar place without looking back.
To start a new life, to start a life with Ni Yan every day, this is the life that Yao Qiao dreams of.
It's just that for a moment, Yao Qiao suddenly thought of one thing, that is, if Ni Yan was not what he thought.
Or that Ni Yan will no longer speak, or that Ni Yan has forgotten everything they have said, so what should I do?
She can't afford to wait for the next four years, and in the next four years, she will be twenty years old, and twenty years old is a watershed.
That's a big girl, it's impossible to be as unrestrained as now, I just want to be able to stay with Ni Yan.
For a while, Yao Qiao seemed to be panicked, she hadn't imagined this happening, but it didn't mean that it couldn't happen.
If he has changed, then Ni Yan will definitely change, and it is impossible for only one person in this world to change. Will he no longer be the young man he had in his heart before? This is all difficult for Yao Qiao to be sure, she doesn't know how.
She didn't know how she should deal with this if this happened, and Yao Qiao thought that everything would fall into place.
But the general trend is basically a matter of course, and Yao Qiao forgot that there are still many branches among them. She forgot that Ni Yan also has the right to reject herself, and he may have changed a lot, maybe he is unrecognizable, and Yao Qiao doesn't know him.
Maybe Ni Yan has already married, maybe Ni Yan has already married, maybe Ni Yan has even had a child now.
Maybe Ni Yan even has a concubine room, these are all uncertain things, and Yao Qiao couldn't convince himself for a while.
None of this could have happened, it was just Yao Qiao's self-deceptive words, how could she possibly guess what the future would be.
Ni Yan came this time, will it be a special trip to say goodbye to him, there is no other meaning, it is all his own fantasy.
And now he asked himself if he wanted to go out, but he just wanted it, but he hadn't forgotten the ethereal promise before.
Could it be that Ni Yan fell in love with his appearance back then, and one day suddenly remembered himself and the girl in the mountains.
came to himself, wanting to marry him and become a concubine, so that he could enjoy the joy of a group of wives and concubines, Yao Qiao was not sure.
Yao Qiao felt that her head had suddenly become very large, as if it was about to explode, and even full of despair.
She really didn't know what Ni Yan thought, the decision on the relationship between two people was definitely impossible for one of them.
That's for sure, so at this moment, Yao Qiao even had some eagerness to know Ni Yan's intentions and the purpose of his coming.
She hadn't thought that Ni Yan would like other girls, which was simply one of the most difficult things for Yao Qiao to accept.
But often in life, many things seem to be unexpected, but more of them are reasonable.
No one can stipulate Ni Yan, he can only like Yao Qiao alone in his life, even the emperor does not have this power. People's likes are uncontrollable, but more often than not, it is people's freshness that is at work, which makes people think that this feeling is like.
Maybe Ni Yan didn't like Yao Qiao so much at all, and Yao Qiao didn't like Ni Yan so much, they were all fantasy feelings.
It was nothing more than the joy at the beginning, but later because it failed to show it, it became a reason for crankiness, and finally trapped the two.
Originally, this was just a question, Yao Qiao was a little nervous, not only that, but her body had some changes with it.
Yao Qiao could feel that his body was starting to stand a little unsteadily, I don't know if it was because he had been standing for too long, and his legs were cramping, there was no way to do it. Or because he thought of other possibilities that Ni Yan would have, Yao Qiao couldn't accept it for a while.