204 Both of us are sick

Han Mo's voice was deep and muffled, I had known him for more than eight years, and I had not heard him speak to anyone in such a tone except for that day when he begged me.

Listening to him ask me that now, I can't help but feel like my throat is clogged.

I took a breath and swallowed the wetness in my eyes before I spoke, "No."

He raised his hand and pressed me to his chest: "Fu Yao, you are really ruthless."

I closed my eyes, and the tears finally fell.

yes, I'm so ruthless.

Before going abroad, I made an appointment to meet Anxin, and she told me that marriage was her request because she liked Han Mo.

Anxin is about the same age as me, and he looks quite beautiful, with willow eyebrows and cherry mouth, I think Han Mo should like it.

"Fu Yao, I know you, Han Mo and Xu Ran divorced before because of you."

Compared to Xu Ran, I prefer peace of mind, if I have to lose to fate, I am glad that I lost in the hands of peace of mind, not Xu Ran.

After all, she was straightforward and straightforward, she didn't want Xu Ran, she was pretending, but she always stabbed me in the back.

But Xu Ran can't stab me anymore, her matter was exposed, Ye Zhiqiu's car accident more than ten years ago was re-investigated, and it was finally found out that Xu Ran bought someone to do it.

This is nothing, for the sake of Han Mo, Xu Ran killed more than one person.

This matter is not over yet, the matter of her child has also been exposed, it is not Han Mo's, she wants the Han family to force Han Mo to remarry her, and find someone to conceive.

This has become a scandal for the Xu family, as well as what Xu Ran did to me before, the car accident that took place more than two months.

She now faces three lives and a sentence for intentional homicide.

However, I heard that she was crazy and was sent abroad for treatment.

I don't know if these are true or false, they were all told to me by Xue Jiaying.

After collecting my thoughts, I looked up at the peace of mind in front of me: "What do you like about Han Mo?"

"I don't know, I saw Han Mo when I was very young, he was only in high school at that time, and the people around me from childhood to adulthood were very good-looking, but Han Mo was indeed the first one that made me excited. Pretty superficial, right? But later, the more I got to know him, the more I found that I couldn't extricate myself, he was like an abyss, but I was willing to jump in. ”

I hooked my lips: "You're really confessing."

"I don't need to hide anything, I believe you know the situation of the Han family. I know that what Han Mo has been guarding since he was a child is the Han family, and I asked my father to set up this game, he gets ten percent of the Han family's shares, and I get Han Mo, the best of both worlds. ”

"You're so confident."

"It's not my self-confidence, it's Han Mo's stubbornness. If you've seen Han Mo at that time, you'll know why I'm so sure. ”

Even though I had known it for a long time, I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable when I heard these words from my safe mouth.

The smile on the corner of my mouth couldn't be maintained at all, I raised my hand to wipe my eyes, and asked the last question: "How do you know that Han Mo doesn't choose me?"

"Because I know you're not going to let him make a choice."

I finally couldn't help it and raised my hand to cover my face.

She raised her hand and pulled out a tissue for me: "Wipe it."

I nodded, "Thank you."

After less than half an hour of talking, I realized that the first snow in City A had actually fallen like this.

I put my hand in my pocket and looked up into the snowstorm.

An An Hao behind him suddenly called me: "Fu Yao."

I looked back at her, and she was standing at the door of the café, looking at me with a very gentle expression on her face: "Thank you."

I tightened my hands in my pockets, pursed my lips, and turned to walk to the middle of the road.

When Han Mo came back, I was sitting on the sofa, a little distracted, and he touched my hand: "It's snowing outside, why are your hands so cold?"

I raised my hand and hooked his neck: "I just went downstairs and walked."

He raised his hand and pulled my hand down and put it on his palm, "Are you all packed?" ”

The day after tomorrow, the plane got a transfer in Hong Kong.

I nodded, "Cleaned up."

He didn't speak, and between the two of us, the extension of this matter was silence.

Han Mo wanted me at night, I raised my hand to clasp him, didn't let him touch me, looked up at him, and prayed a little: "Han Mo, tell me about what happened when you were a child, I don't even know what happened when you were a child."

He was stunned for a moment, his face a little stiff: "What is there to say, isn't it just skipping class, fighting, smoking and drinking."

The corners of my mouth twitched: "You summed it up really well!"

He glanced at me and started moving me again, "Of course."

I knew he didn't want to say it, and I didn't force him.

When his hand was on my chest, I slowly spoke: "Han Mo, do you hate your father?"

His hand paused for a moment, then let go of me, "What's going on with you today, how do you ask these upset questions?" ”

He was obviously a little irritable, his hand clutching his hair, and his hand began to smoke again.

This time I didn't stop him, and watched him say quietly: "I went to France, are you smoking again without telling me?"

His hand pulled back and he pinched my chin and kissed me hard.

It took a few minutes for him to let go of me: "Don't smoke, Fu Yao, I will never break my promise to you again."

He said it so seriously, I only felt more and more uncomfortable when I listened to it.

I raised my hand to hug him, but I didn't dare to look at him, so I had to lean on his chest: "Your mother told me that the matter between your mother and your father has a great impact on you." You used to do that to me, is it because of your dad and your mom's affairs that left a shadow on you? ”

He froze for a moment, not speaking, but I knew that he acquiesced.

I didn't speak again, and I don't know how long it took before he spoke: "Hate, Fu Yao, I hate him very much." I don't understand why my mom would do something like that, my mom is so nice. ”

He raised his hand and wiped his face before continuing: "When I was a child, my mother used to tell me about his pursuit of my mother, and at that time I always thought that if I met a girl I liked one day, I must treat her like him. But after that, my mom didn't talk about them anymore, and I didn't know what was going on at that time, and I often pestered my mom to ask them about the past. My mom always laughed and said at the time, it's all over, there are so many things. At that time, I didn't know how uncomfortable my mother's smile was, and I kept asking. ”

"He won't let my mother divorce him, once my mother divorces him, I won't get everything from the Han family, he said it himself. He tied up my mother with me, and my mother was ruined at his hands for the rest of her life. ”

He had never told me about his past, and now that he had said it, I hated myself for not having known him sooner.

"It's okay, you hate it."

He raised his hand and hugged me, and he didn't speak for a long time.

"Han Mo, can you not come and see me off the day after tomorrow?"

"Fu Yao, don't you have to inch in!"

He pulled me away, his eyes falling on my face, and he was slightly stunned.

"I'm afraid I'm reluctant to go."

"Heh, if you're really reluctant, don't go!"

"That's not going to work!"

"Hypocrisy!"

"Okay?"

I looked up at him and continued with the question.

"Not good."

"Then I won't come back from vacation."

"I can't afford a ticket to France?"

I raised my hand and pushed him: "Han Mo, why don't you accommodate me?"

He looked at me and sneered: "If I don't accommodate you, why are you chained here by me now!"

“……”

Han Mo still didn't come on the day he left, and Xue Jiaying was a little dissatisfied beside me: "Why didn't he come to see you off?"

"There was an urgent matter in the company, and his father asked him to go back."

He was going to drop me off, but as soon as he got downstairs, he answered the phone.

I knew that Han Mo would definitely come to see me off, so I had already told Han Baiyou that it was just a phone call, just drag him back.

No one knows where I'm going, I'm talking about France, but it's not going to be me.

They all thought I was going abroad, but I was still at home.

I didn't say anything, Jiang Feiyi knew what I wanted to do, he didn't intervene, I know, he acquiesced.

Xue Jiaying also knew, she hugged me before boarding, and her voice was a little choked: "Fu Yao, do you have to be like this?"

I looked up and let the tears flow back: "I'm doing this for everyone's good."

I know that choice is the most painful thing.

She held my hand tightly, I was almost out of breath, and I don't know how long it took before she let go of my hand: "Fu Yao, Han Mo has a sentence that is right, you are really ruthless."

I smiled, raised my hand to touch her eyebrows, leaned over and said something in her ear.

She stared at me in disbelief: "You are crazy Fu Yao!"

"My brother knows too."

Xue Jiaying was stunned, "Nonsense! Jiang Feiyi, is he having a brain convulsion?! ”

"Don't talk about him like that, he's quite aggrieved."

"Fu Yao! You're so damn that you leave me speechless! ”

I smiled and patted her on the shoulder, "Go back."

It took at least two hours to get from Zhanbo to the airport, and my flight was forty minutes later.

Xue Jiaying let go of her hand, looked at me, and cried in front of me for the first time: "Fu Yao, you are so stupid!"

I blinked, turned and walked to security.

Stupid is stupid, doesn't it mean that one pregnancy is stupid for three years?

After going through the security check, I found my waiting room, and Han Mo really couldn't find me this time.

Obviously, I made my own decision, but I still felt uncomfortable in my heart.

This time I didn't want him, but it was even more uncomfortable than hearing him say he didn't want me.

It turns out that two people who love each other but can't stay together are even more uncomfortable than unrequited love, at least they don't have to go from hope to despair.

When the boarding announcement rang, I subconsciously looked back, and there was no one coming and going.

Pretty good.

"Miss, please board."

The staff at the entrance looked at me and smiled, and I smiled too, and walked in with my legs raised.

"Fu Yao!"

When I heard Han Mo's voice, I thought I was hallucinating, but the next second, he rushed over and dragged me out.

The staff reminded: "Miss, the flight will take off soon, please board the plane quickly!"

"Han Mo!"

I raised my hand to pull him, and he dragged me for more than ten meters before stopping, looking at my face blue and purple: "Where are you going?" Where the hell do you want to go? ”

I looked at him, my face full of tears, "Are you sick, Han Mo!" Zhanbo, do you want anything special? ”

"You're sick, go to a special exhibition, Lao Tzu only needs you! As long as you! ”

In the next second, he directly held me in his arms, and the angry kiss fell.

I was standing there, my mind blank.

There were sparse voices all around, and I thought, both of us were sick.