Chapter 120 Memories That Don't Belong to Yourself

Shu Yao opened his eyes with a dry mouth, and as soon as he regained consciousness, he smelled the strong smell of hydrogen peroxide.

The pale girl's delicate brows frowned slightly, and she looked at the hanging bottle of water with misty eyes, and it took a while to slow down before she realized that she was in the hospital.

She's safe.

After three or four days of worry, I was finally able to catch my breath.

Shu Yao came back to his senses, moved his fingers, and found that there was no such severe pain as he imagined.

Although my whole body is sore, I can endure it.

It's just the head, and when you move, there is a sharp pain running around the brain.

She clutched her head in pain, remembering how the wound on her head had come about.

It seems that Song Jiming called the police and angered the group of people, and they were responsible for the person who contacted Song Jiming with a steel pipe.

The steel pipe swung over, and she couldn't feel anything but pain.

The frail girl covered her head and moaned in pain.

At this moment, a white light flashed in front of her, and in this white world, she seemed to see a lot of herself.

On the broken fragment, she is still young, and her facial features are not as delicate and charming as they are now, but more of a girl's roundness and cuteness.

She saw that she was shopping with a young boy, and the two were talking and laughing.

The boy is very gentle, and he looks good when he smiles like a runaway boy in a comic.

On the street, they share a cup of ice cream and buy the same couple ring.

Another clip is that they are watching a movie in a dimly lit movie theater, and the young boy kisses her on the cheek in a restrained manner.

As a viewer, she even felt the shyness and love of the girl.

This kind of simple and beautiful love made Shu Jiao, who was a bystander, also feel excited

On the faces of the two of them, there was a clean and pure smile, without a trace of narrowness and haze.

Shu Yao recognized the boy the first time he saw him.

The gentle and delicate young man is none other than Hua Xijun.

How could he be with himself?

Why is their relationship so close?

When did she meet him, and why she didn't have any impression at all.

In an instant, countless questions poured out of Shu Yao's heart.

Those memories that she didn't have, like outsiders intruding into her mind, gave her the feeling that she had experienced it herself.

But as soon as she touched the fragments of memories again, trying to remember the whole process, her head ached sharply and unbearable.

"Ahh My head hurts. ”

The girl with a headache didn't care about the injuries on her body, she held her head and whispered on the hospital bed, her little face was pale, without a trace of blood.

The door to the intensive care unit opened, and doctors and nurses ran toward her.

"Mrs. Song, let go of your hand first, you will tear open the wound that has just been sewn up."

The nurse stepped forward and gently pulled away the girl's hands holding her headache, and the doctor took out a medical flashlight from the pocket of her white coat and broke the girl's eyes to observe her pupils.

"It's okay, it's okay, Mrs. Song, you're safe, relax, don't be afraid, don't think about those bad things, try to exhale and inhale, relax your body."

The doctor induces the girl to relax.

Shu Yao grinned in pain, and wanted to roll on the bed.

But the conditions did not allow it, and she could only rely on crying to relieve her pain.

Song Jiming heard the girl's heart-rending cry outside the ward, his heart clenched together, and he looked at the ward door that cut off the communication between the two, and couldn't wait to go in to accompany her now.

Fortunately, the girl cried for a while, and after the doctor pushed her with a painless needle, she slowly quieted down.

Shu Yao lay tiredly on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the roof, gradually losing focus.

The door of the intensive care unit opened, and Song Jiming saw the doctor come out, and asked worriedly, "How?" ”

The doctor took off his mask and shook his head solemnly.

He looked around with scruples, and when he noticed that there were family members of patients walking in the corridor, he lowered his voice and said, "Ming Shao, please come with me." ”

The doctor's expression made Song Jiming's heart tighten.

This is usually the case in the hospital, either when the patient's condition is turning or when the patient has a new problem.

Song Jiming thought that girls with more serious head injuries should belong to the latter.

Actually, he was right in his guess.

After the doctor showed the CT film of the girl's brain to the man in front of him, he said with a solemn face: "Ming Shao, do you have any previous cases of your wife, or know the medical history." ”

The doctor's heavy expression gave the man a bad premonition.

His face changed slightly, and he said calmly, "No." ”

"How is she doing?"

"Not so good."

The doctor sighed, pushed the black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, folded his hands on the table, and explained to the venerable man in the wheelchair.

"According to Mrs. Song's self-report just now, after being hit on the head, she didn't lack a memory timeline, and things appeared in her mind that she had never experienced, and those memories were not in her memory, but she had a feeling of personal experience."

The doctor's words made the man's heart alarmed.

His eyes were cold, and he suddenly clenched his hands on his lap.

Shu Yao, do you want to get up......

Song Jiming listened to the doctor's words and was silent for a long time before he spoke dumbly.

"Since there is no lack of time memory line, how can there be an extra memory."

"This situation is not unprecedented, a person after suffering a major blow, he is mentally unable to bear, when he does not want to face the past, he may split into a second 'me', in order to face for himself; endure, or revenge, in short, this 'me' completely subverts his previous temperament and character, and 'I' has an independent sense of behavior, even gender, can also exist in the body without oneself, this phenomenon, in medicine, is called 'split personality'."

"Cases of split personality are rare at the moment, but that doesn't mean there aren't any."

The doctor was afraid that this incident would scare Song Jiming, so he said euphemistically: "Because I don't know Mrs. Song's previous medical history, it can't be completely determined that it is a split personality, which may also be a memory confusion caused by the emotional stimulation of the kidnapping or the head injury." ”

"You can be hospitalized for a period of time, you can pay more attention to her language, behavior, and changes in her emotional personality before and after, and we will discuss it again."

Although the doctor said so, Song knew that maybe things were really as complicated as he said at the beginning.

Perhaps, Shu Yao really suffers from split personality.

Because, in the information he investigated, the girl from one year old to thirteen years old was a good girl who was obedient, and she didn't dare to disobey Shu Dongrong and his wife at all.

After Grandpa Shu died, her personality changed greatly......

Song Jiming came out of the doctor's office, and he was still not at ease, so he asked Li Fengji to secretly contact a professor on spiritual matters that he had known abroad before.

He hopes to find a solution to Shu Yao's memory problems before they occur.