Cloudy July 10
Afraid that I would be too sad, my daughter specially asked for leave to be by my side today. However, the items used by the gentleman, the photo of the two of us...... All of them evoke memories in me.
Because of her busy work, her daughter has no time to take care of herself, and she hasn't seen her for almost a year.
When I saw my daughter limping and walking, I was shocked. Seeing that her ankles were swollen like steamed buns, and hearing that the doctor suspected "rheumatoid arthritis", and was waiting for the examination report, I almost cried when I heard it.
"It's my mother who is not good, because I took care of your uncle and couldn't go home on time to accompany you for a few days every month, if someone urged you to see a doctor early, you wouldn't be like this", "It's okay, Mom, I'm seeing a doctor". I'm guilty, and not a little.
Since my husband's diagnosis, I have focused all my energy on him. In order not to let her daughter know that her husband was sick, she also used the epidemic as an excuse to prevent her daughter from coming over during the holidays.
Because I was worried about my daughter, I could only call her occasionally to listen to her voice and talk about her work. My husband knew that I was worried about my daughter, and often advised me to go back and see my daughter. But in the face of a seriously ill husband, how can I walk on my feet?
Mr. sometimes jokes, "We two rats bother my wife...... maybe it's because Mr. and his daughter are both rats, so they get along. Every time my husband drove to the subway station to pick up his daughter for dinner, whether in the car or at home, there was always an endless topic to talk about.
This heartwarming image will forever linger in my mind.
Because I didn't sleep all night, I went to Chongming to go through the procedures the next day, and I felt like I was going to fall. But tomorrow is a memorial service, and there are still many things waiting for me to deal with.
I really want my grandson, who I think about day and night, to send my grandfather on his last journey, and I also want my husband to have a son with a white cloth around his waist to send him off like ordinary people. My uncle reminded me that if my grandson came, my ex-wife would definitely be with me.
I understand very well, isn't it just thinking about the second house and a car left over after my husband's divorce? Uncle is very dissatisfied with Mr. not making a will in time, but I don't blame Mr.
After receiving treatment from the Heavy Ion Hospital last year, my husband told me that he had searched on the Internet and found an institution that makes wills for the elderly over 60 years old for free, the China Wills Database, and was going to take me to make a will after finding the specific address.
In order not to make my husband feel a shadow in his heart, I persuaded him, "Don't think about it yet, it's important to recuperate, and you will get better...... My husband is worried that in case of an accident, I am not an opponent of my ex-wife and son. I comforted him, "Don't worry, it's a legal society now, if it really gets started, I will seek legal protection, everything is in accordance with the letter of the law...... Mr. understood my ability to deal with things, so he didn't insist.
Unexpectedly, Mr. left suddenly before jaundice and liver pain, could it be that he was really said by the uncle, because of intervention?
And I suspect that it is the problem of "Shan's Chinese medicine", and the gentleman vomited the blood on the bed and the ground mixed with the dregs of the Chinese medicine he ate.
The husband never told me about the specific situation of communicating with Shan, and always said that Shan's medicine saved tens of thousands of patients with abnormal liver function.
But now that my doubts have grown, I have the idea of testing the medicine.
Unexpectedly, the second batch of medicines was delivered to my door by SF Express today, and I said sadly, everyone is gone, what more medicine do you need. The courier was stunned for a moment, and Jier left quickly.
I want to open Mr.'s mobile phone to check the content of his conversation with "Shan's Chinese Medicine", but because I don't know the password and can't open it, there are continuous authentication problems1.Name of the school where I studied in primary school2. Teenage friend names.
I had to turn to my uncle and sister-in-law for help, but I got nothing.
At night, I accidentally opened the bedside table drawer and found pieces of paper and bank cards with passwords, and I couldn't help but feel sad, when did my husband prepare it, I don't know, but he must have left it just in case.
I opened the phone according to the password, and watched the conversation with "Shan's Chinese Medicine", my tears couldn't stop flowing, and the tough Mr. turned out to be because he had a fever after taking medicine, no wonder he always sat on the rattan chair at night. In order not to alarm me, I endured silently alone.
He begged the other party to think of a way, and the other party asked him to pay the second batch of medicine again, saying that it could relieve the symptoms.
When I saw that my husband paid a deposit and asked the other party to transport medicine by plane, I broke down, "What a confused husband, why don't you tell me the truth, and ...... go through this torment alone"
I made a bold decision that after the funeral, I would definitely go to the relevant institutions to test the medicines.