I felt a burst of coldness in my back, my neck was also very sore, and the discomfort in my body made me instinctively want to stay away from these, and as soon as I moved, I felt my body lean forward, I subconsciously stabilized my body and slowly opened my eyes.

The first thing I saw was the terrazzo bricks on the ground, and the hands on my legs, and the worn watch on my left wrist was a gift from my mother when I first went to work, and I had never changed it for so many years.

Shaking his neck from side to side, he had been leaning against the wall and falling asleep with his head down, not only did he not see relaxation at this time, but he was more tired, looking at his watch at more than 2 o'clock in the morning, he went to the water room to wash his face briefly, and walked to ward 1201.

At this time, the lights in the ward had been extinguished, only the light in the corridor and the night light at the bedside were still on, and I gently walked to the side of the bed closest to the door, and looked at my father lying on the bed from a short distance.

He lay on his side, as usual, his right hand bent over his face, his emaciated left arm with a needle attached to the hanging bottle, he did not sleep very peacefully, his brow was always wrinkled, and the disease did not treat him well because he was good.

At night, even when the doors and windows of the hospital were closed, there was always an indescribable cold, so I walked to the bedside, draped his favorite plaid shirt over his shoulders, blocked the abrupt shoulder blades and collarbones, and covered it, he was the same person again.

Exiting the ward, I lay on the folding bed outside the corridor, took out my mobile phone and looked at it, and then looked at the ceiling of the shed in a daze, the time was just right, I would definitely not fall asleep this time.

Man is a very strange animal, and when you feel happy and sad, you always don't feel the passage of time.

"Yingying, you can sleep for a while, I'll look at your dad for a while," the sky was already bright, I felt a warmth on my shoulders, it was my mother who put on my clothes, haggard face, eyes full of worry about me, why didn't I notice it at the time, I can't remember and don't know how to calculate the time, I haven't heard anyone call me that.

"I'm fine, I've been asleep for a while, I'll go in with you," I put on my clothes and walked to my dad's bed together.

Sneaking a glance at the watch, the time was almost up.

"Here you are," he woke up.

"I've cooked some porridge for you, can you get up and eat some?" Mom asked softly.

"Eat, I'll sleep again." He gave me a strong look, soothed me with a look, and then fell asleep, this time without frowning.

It turned out that what I had missed was such a simple conversation, and the eyes that I knew all too well.

Separation is sometimes in the next moment without thinking.

I know what happened next, this is the saddest day of my time as Du Ying, this man who means so much to me never woke up.

This is the first time since being reborn on Hyrule that I have dreamed of the past, or if this is not just a dream. It's a goddamn fate that people love and hate, and I wouldn't have died if it hadn't been for that birdstorm, but if that hadn't happened, maybe I wouldn't have had a chance to make up for my regrets.

I still want to go home to see, walk into the elevator, when the number is displayed as 1, the elevator door opens, I look up, it is the familiar entrance at home, quite intimate.

Gently walking through the hallway and looking into the living room, this is a habit I have developed for many years, always inexplicably nervous, even now I instinctively feel the familiar tension.

The man was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, playing a game intently, I glanced at the TV screen, and I couldn't help but curse in my heart, what the hell was arranged, why was it that day, did I think I wasn't miserable enough.

I walked softly to my room, silently thinking that I am air, I am air, and I feel that I can still change something in this dream.

"Du Ying, how many times have I said it, if the cabinet door is broken, you go to find the property, what's the use of you looking for me," his tone was full of dissatisfaction and boredom, this home is just a hotel for him.

"You said you were going to fix it......" It turns out that some dreams won't let me change, although I know it's all in the past, but I'm still affected by the atmosphere and brought into the plot trend, maybe I can consider being an actor.

Bang, he threw the game controller in his hand to the sofa next to him, and then looked at me with resentful eyes, "Du Ying, you said you didn't want to divorce, that's how you don't get divorced?!" ”

"Don't scare me with divorce anymore, you are a big man, have you done anything for this family? As long as you don't want to do something, you threaten me with divorce and make me give in, are you embarrassed? ”

It turns out that it is not difficult to shout out, why was I so cowardly before.

"I can see that my mother is the only one in the world who loves me the most! Others, hehe. He stood up suddenly, with a mocking look on his face that I still can't describe or understand.

"You're right, of course your mother loves you the most, and my mother still loves me the most, but don't measure me by your mother's standards, I'm not your mother, I'm your wife!" This time I gave myself a thumbs up, thinking back to the time when I was submissive and spoke with a crying tone, why bother.

I thought my hardness could suppress this former husband of mine, but fate, let's call this unknown controller fate, it's quite skinny, just gave you sweet dates, that must give you a slap in the face.

What changed was my tone, what didn't change was that I still didn't avoid the punch and kick that I didn't want to think about, but was forced to experience again, and the funny thing was that I naively reached out to the kitchen knife in the living room at first.

Unfortunately, there is no magnetic energy here, and my contempt is only more physical pain.

When it was all over, I walked to the door and didn't look back at the dark brown door.

"I agree to a divorce and I'll go tomorrow."

Without any nostalgia or hesitation, push open the door.

Oh, I smiled, it was the sacred tree in the park. Sweet dates-slaps-sweet dates, the routine of fate has been seen through by me.

The dark night sky is dotted with stars, and under the ancient trees in the park, I am standing with a blue nose and swollen face, but fortunately, it is not raining today. Learning from the common jokes in Hong Kong movies, I raised my hand and wiped the corner of my mouth, and I couldn't help but sizzle twice.

Today, I have re-experienced the worst experience of my life, and my mood is different. Human beings are really cute animals, and the beautiful things will become more and more profound after repeated repetition, and the ugly things will gradually fade into oblivion.

Thinking about this, I used an emotion in my heart, and I couldn't help but have a sour nose and tears, it turned out that those who loved me would always love me deeply, no matter how the world changes, it will only last for a long time, and those who don't love me will never turn back, no matter how it changes, it will only drift away.

The sky made a roaring sound again, it was thunder, I guess it was going to split me again, even the wake-up service was so chic, it was worthy of fate.

I tried to look at the starry sky in the distance, and sure enough, I vaguely saw a little red light, and the next second I was split again, although it was said that it was raw and ripe again, but it was still very nervous and scared, subconsciously covering my eyes, numb and stuffy, or the original formula, although I was uncomfortable, but it made me feel a little steady.

"Are you lost......?"

Suddenly, I heard someone talking to me, and there was no such paragraph in the script, so I quickly opened my eyes.

"Who are you?"

My eyes were bright red, my eyes were very uncomfortable, and I only saw a faint outline, I hurriedly asked.

"Don't be afraid."

This sentence, this voice, I have some familiarity, but before I can think about it carefully, my eyes are dark, and I don't know anything.