Despair hangs over the head, and there is no way back.

Su Bairan rubbed his cheeks vigorously, squeezing his whole face into a little deformed, his face was really pale, and he never thought that he would fall to this point.

First of all, there are many of their own endings, and most of them are also after the matter is revealed, Su Gulin or Liu Qingyao makes a move, and the characters disappear into this world quietly, and there is no shadow again.

But who would have thought that I was originally just a trapped person in the courtyard of the four directions.

Thinking about how to escape from that sleep, it turned out to be an accident that I could dream of, and the young man I knew was blocked in the ground.

is still in the company of the young man, he is not only persecuted by himself, but even he himself has no nostalgia.

If the young man wants to die, why bring him to accompany him?

Su Bairan couldn't figure it out clearly, but there seemed to be nothing worth pondering at this time.

Blame yourself!

If you didn't act so impulsively at the beginning, you wouldn't have encountered the strange mountain road, you wouldn't have met the neurotic young man, and you wouldn't have been stunned to talk to someone else, such a fate that there is no way to escape.

Who is to blame a person who is obviously mentally problematic and has a completely abnormal mind, who clearly pulls this person into his life step by step.

And occupies a very important position of the other party, and now the road to death can only be said to be a normal reaction in the other party's heart, but he has brought the relationship between the two people too close, so he will take himself down when he wants to die, in the end... Alas, it was also a mistake on his part.

Thinking of this, the panicked emotions in my heart are a little relaxed, if it is my own operation problem, I can more or less make my mentality a little more balanced, not too desperate, and can only be said to be willing to gamble and lose.

Looking around, it was pitch black, and there was a small oil lamp left at the door, flickering and flickering, but the light was too faint, only a little bit of light, looking at his side, reflecting the shining eyes, a little painful.

It's a little unclear that if you die here, will it still be like the zipline it used to be, and the impact that others can't see will turn into a shadow that even I feel a little boring, squatting somewhere and waiting quietly.

I hope not, the taste is a little unbearable, turning into a shadow in a loneliness, there is no one to talk to, only the emptiness of nothingness, only the words of oneself alone, even if you listen to other people's chatter, you can only wait in that valley of emptiness, waiting between chaos, there is no way to participate in any life, it is like being abandoned alone between heaven and earth.

At one time, at least in the prosperous ending, I can still stay in that lively place, I can still hear the sound of other people chatting and gossiping, even if it is a little annoying, but seriously, it will not be so unacceptable to myself, but if it is in such a dark and oppressive cave, it will completely disappear, and it is still in this piece of dust...

Su Bairan. To be able to think of a better position, at most is to stand in a narrow gap that is a little more empty, silently counting how long you have been here, knowing that your consciousness is completely blurred, and there is no way to figure out when you came here, who and why.

The story of the past, and then I remember it over and over again, the paper turns into nothingness, and there is no way to remember it, and I will forget my life after all, like a madman, colliding back and forth in the dark, but there will be no relevance, and there is no way to do anything, only in this piece of nothingness car completely crazy.

Even more depressing is that there is no way to imagine, this madness, this loss of consciousness and autonomy, when will it come?

When will the torture disappear, I am afraid that I will have to endure a long period of loneliness before the oil lamp goes out.

Bearing the loneliness that the future cannot be suppressed, and even praying in my heart at this moment is to end my life at this time, so that I can completely disappear everything in one stubble, without any consciousness, without any belief in thinking, and let myself completely disappear from this area.

There is no shadow, just stay forever, not waiting for the long loneliness.

"What is my sister thinking? Looking at your face and crying, it seems painful, are you blaming me? ”

The young man's voice was as joyful as ever, and even a little jumpy.

Su Bairan was stunned.

There is a kind of helpless laughter, sent from the inside to the outside, there is not much resentment in this heart, but it inevitably appears at the moment of death, a relief.

Yes, relieved.

Maybe at this time, many of his own things were achieved because of the actions of the other party, but at this time, at the moment when he was about to disappear, he didn't want to let himself leave this world with a resentful attitude.

"Young man, don't think too much, maybe I will die at this time, but I don't want to blame you in my heart."

Although I really can't figure out why the young man suddenly got nervous and wanted to take himself to death together, but from a certain point of view, the two of them want to pile up here together and turn into a white bone.

At this time, there is no need to worry too much, when there is no way to change, why quarrel and face it calmly, but can make yourself decent.

Han Yuhuan said with a smile: "Why is my sister so pessimistic, and why is the sky upstairs not dead, could it be that the people who followed me silently at the beginning were all casually coaxed me?" ”

Su Bairan: "..."

Cautiously at the last moment of his life, let himself hold the temperament to firmly tell himself that at this time, there is really no need to be calm with the young man, too fierce words conflict, and there is no need for him to tear off all his face at this time, but to be calm, in order to be able to face the tragic fate that he will have in the future.

However...

Occasionally, I also want to hear something that human beings can say at the last moment of my life, instead of hearing such words, which increases the burden on my heart again and again, and there is no way to relieve it.

"Do you have a better choice? Maybe it's better to wait quietly here for death, right? ”

Su Bairan couldn't say anything else, but he was able to try his best and tactfully not to jump.

She couldn't see how Han Yuhuan was, but she seemed to have a joy when she heard this voice.

"My sister is not lying when she talks about living and dying together, at least she really wants it, right?"

As he spoke, he reached out and grabbed the other man's hand, rubbed it carefully, and his eyes burst out, a joy he had never experienced.

"Why be so sad? We'll have other options. ”

Su Bairan tilted his head, suppressed his desire to sneer and ridicule, and took a deep breath, resting on the smell of the earth.

"What?"

"Oh, by the way, I forgot to tell my sister, I dug a passage in this courtyard, and when I came here before, it was already ready, and I only need to tap it to the side a few times to get through."

The young man said with this kind of inflexible flash in his eyes, and between such dim narrow passages, under the frenzy of dim lights, he could still see the flickering light.

"Otherwise, why should I hide in such a position with my sister, that is, before, before I saw you, I had already built all kinds of passages, so I already had it in my heart, and I was ready to take my sister with me, but I didn't expect to be able to get an unexpected joy and be able to hear my sister's sincere words to me."

Su Bairan: "..."

Han Yuhuan said: "Sister? Why don't you speak? Didn't you still want to go out just now? Do you really want to live here for the rest of your life? That's not good, the two of us, but what about a friendly future? ”

Su Bairan didn't say anything, just raised his hand and followed the beating pulse of the other party, touched his face all the way, gritted his teeth, and pinched it fiercely.

If it weren't for that passage, I didn't know how to open it, maybe these hands would have been clasped on the young man's neck and pressed down fiercely, without any stop.

What kind of psychiatric operation, what challenges the psychological bottom line of human beings, if there is a channel, you would have said it earlier, here you have already done the final summary of life, and you have already begun to plan to read the last eulogy to yourself, and at this time suddenly came such a sentence.

In the end, it is a desperate situation, or after the last hope is shattered, suddenly come to pray for a blessing, so that she has no way to adapt, it seems that her heart, the heart that is still alive, has long been unable to learn how to beat, just clinging to the other party's face, eager to tear off the other party's face with nails, but unfortunately there are no nails left, at this time it can only be said that some sharp weapons were used.

There was a slight pain in his face, but the young man was very witty, he didn't say anything, just endured it silently.

Blinking his eyes and looking at the girl in front of him, maybe he also had full doubts, but the joy from his heart at this time had already buried him, and he couldn't even say any words.