Bai Jinyan didn't know how to answer this question.

Regret it?

Why don't you regret it.

In the past four years, he has not had a good life at all, emotional loss, mental torture, and all kinds of setbacks in life...... Day and night, in his waking dreams, there was not a place that did not torment him.

Every time he couldn't get up, he couldn't help but think that if he hadn't run away from marriage back then, if he had been a little selfish, if Su Xue had appeared a little later...... Maybe now he can have a wonderful family, a wife who loves him and lovely children.

There may be some messy things in life, but will it really be harder than it is now?

But every time he received a call from his parents, every time he thought about what happened four years ago through other things, he didn't regret it.

After Bai Yuqi's phone call last night, he was even glad that he didn't waver so quickly.

Chen Liwan sighed weakly.

"Sincerely, since I heard what you said four years ago, I have decided that no matter what happens in the future, I will not let Minwen be with you. But now, I can't hold on to that anymore.

Yesterday, just after Minwen went to look for you, she set a fire in Ziwei Garden and committed suicide by jumping off the building. ”

Bai Jinyan almost died in fear.

When he heard Gao Tang shouting, he had a bad premonition. But no matter how bad it was, I never thought that she would actually ......

It was hard to breathe, as if someone had grabbed him by the throat, pinched his trachea, and covered his mouth and nose.

How can it be.

How could someone like Chen Ruowen embark on the road of suicide?

"She ......" Bai Jinyan didn't dare to ask his words at all.

"Rescued, still alive, but I don't know how long she will live."

"Very badly injured?" Bai Jinyan said eagerly.

Chen Liwan shook his head: "The injuries on my body are not serious, but ...... Yesterday wasn't the first time she had sought her death. ”

Chen Liwan inserted his fingers into his hair in some pain.

"207 times." "That's the number of times she's been looking for her in the last four years, and I've had 207 times, and I've almost lost my daughter......

I would like to say that we worry about this and that all the time, that she is unhappy, that she is wronged...... I want her to live well, but ...... I wish she was alive! If even the people are gone...... Others, does it really make sense? ”

"She's ...... now. Where is it? ”

"At home."

"Can I go see her?"

Chen Liwan didn't answer immediately, he stared at Bai Jinyan for a while before saying.

"I don't want you to see her until you make a decision, and I don't dare let you see her."

I saw them once last night, and when I came back, I jumped off the building. What if we see each other again, what if something happens again?

Chen Ruowen finally calmed down a little, if Bai Jinyan went to see her again, and didn't get back together after seeing her, would Chen Ruowen be able to withstand another blow?

Chen Liwan has no confidence at all.

"Think about what I just asked you. You're still young, and if you regret it, it's not too late to start over. However, if you stick to the decision made four years ago......"

Chen Liwan took out a bank card.

"Whether you go into seclusion or start a business, the money in this is enough for you to squander for a lifetime. I have only one request, don't go back to Nancheng again, and never appear in front of Minwen again. ”

……

It was still early for Chen Liwan to go home, but Chen Ruowen seemed to have fallen asleep, and Gao Tang was with her in the room...... It's still a one-sided accompaniment.

Chen Liwan had the heart to talk to Gao Tang Ye, but he didn't dare to leave Chen Ruowen at all, and Chen Liwan couldn't find a chance to talk.

On the third day of junior high school, a guest came to the Chen family.

Chen Liwan and his wife have not seen guests for the past few days, but their daughters are like this, who is still in the mood to meet guests?

But this guest didn't know how to buy Pan Pan who was standing guard at the window, and actually asked him to leave Chen Ruowen temporarily and go to the door to pick up people in person.

It wasn't until they brought people into the house that Chen Liwan and Yang Anxin were speechless in shock.

"Jing, Jingyuan?" Yang Anxin read Guo Jingyuan's name incredulously, and held her hand with red eyes. "You...... We all thought ...... Great, great. ”

Chen Liwan was much more cautious, immediately asked people to close the door, and then approached Guo Jingyuan with some suspicion.

"Are you Xiao Guo? The election venue exploded four years ago, not that you ......"

"It's me, uncle and aunt, I didn't die, I escaped."

To be exact, Pan Pan rescued her, but if you say so, you have to explain why Pan Pan appeared at the venue at that time, so whether it is Guo Jingyuan or Pan Pan, they all tacitly chose to hide this matter.

"You escaped, but the Yu family ......"

Chen Liwan was a little confused, after the death of "Yu Xiangyi", the Yu family hung up for a month, and the Lu family, Lu Xiu was even more disheartened, almost collapsed, and did not reappear in front of the public until the year before last.

If she escaped, why did she fake her death?

"You didn't go back to Yu's house?"

"What are you going to say?" Guo Jingyuan smiled, "Uncle, so many people and so many important people died at the venue, only Lu Xiu, who was lucky to be far away, and my uncle, who did not attend the banquet due to illness, were spared. If I go back alive, how can I explain it to the public? ”

Chen Liwan shuddered.

Yes.

The only one who was unscathed in the sexagenary branch four years ago was Yu Chuwei, and the Lu family was the in-laws of the Yu family, if even "Yu Xiangyi" escaped safely, then even if the explosion was not done by the Yu family, it would become the Yu family's doing.

Just for this point, "Yu Xiangyi" must also die.

"How have you spent the past few years?"

Guo Jingyuan explained: "After leaving Beicheng, I went to Mengcheng, where my brother helped me get a new identity, and then I used my new identity to go to a small neighboring country, where I didn't have an ID card, I changed my identity again, and then immigrated to a small country in Europe, and a year ago I moved to a small country in South America, and I am currently living in Banguo." ”

Chen Liwan and the others were a little dizzy, but they also heard from this statement that Guo Jingyuan was not easy.

I changed my identity several times, and I went through many migrations, just to completely dissociate myself from before.

"Do you still have contact with Yu Xiangli?"

Guo Jingyuan hesitated: "I reported his safety in a special way, but I didn't tell him my whereabouts. ”

"You've been ...... all these years It must be hard. Yang Anxin sighed.

Guo Jingyuan smiled again: "My brother gave me a sum of money when he sent me away, and I also looked for a job after I stabilized abroad, so it's okay." ”

Yang Anxin seemed to have a lot of questions to ask, but Guo Jingyuan stopped her first.

"Auntie, I saw the news of "City of Despair" abroad, Ruowen her...... Isn't it good? ”