The gaze didn't look up suddenly, but stared at the door for a moment.

The woman was a little apprehensive, and she met her son's eyes: "What's wrong Lin Sheng, is you not feeling well?" If you feel so uncomfortable, Mom will help you ask the teacher for a leave of absence, and you can go home and rest. ”

Yang Linsheng smiled sarcastically, and slowly spoke: "Forget it, it's better to stay at school in that kind of home." ”

The woman walked into the room a little disappointed, and then continued to ask him with a hint of expectation: "Then let's go home for dinner, anyway, it's okay not to live in school for the next two days." ”

"No, the food at school is delicious." Yang Linsheng didn't think about it, deliberately missed his head and didn't look at her eyes, and decisively refused.

"Lin Sheng, my mother really misses you, you haven't been home for a long time, and I don't know if you've been living like this outside." The woman begged pitifully, grabbing his hand, and there were many bruises and small coagulated scars left on her slender fingers.

Yang Linsheng was moved in his heart, but he didn't want to go back, he didn't want to stay even for a second in that smoky and depressing house.

He rolled down his throat and didn't speak again.

The woman knows her son very well, as long as Yang Linsheng no longer refuses strongly, then there is hope, she continued to plead, "You see you didn't go back, your mother doesn't sleep well every day, she doesn't think about tea and dinner, and your father and him are like that." ”

She choked up as she said: "When you go home occasionally, there will always be hope in my mother's heart." Otherwise, I am alone in this world. ”

Sure enough, the knuckles that were clenched in his hands moved without a trace.

"Lin Sheng, let's go home. Do you really not want to go back at all? ”

Yang Linsheng's body rose and fell, he took a long breath, his expression floated, and then he asked dryly: "Is that person going back tonight?" ”

"He's supposed to be working overtime today, he's coming back late, maybe you've already slept." Seeing that he finally relented, the woman hurriedly said.

"Got it, I'll go back." Yang Lin said sullenly.

The woman's face showed joy, and this was probably the thing that made her happiest for a few days.

After Yang Linsheng relieved himself, today's project had ended, and no one in the dormitory had ever come back during this period.

He followed the woman back to the community, and the moment the woman opened the door and entered, the steps under his feet hesitated, he looked at this extremely familiar environment, but he couldn't find the mood to like it, this place was like a prison, and he was imprisoned here for as long as he could remember.

Every day of his childhood was torment, he witnessed the man go crazy, witnessed all the pain his mother suffered, and when it affected him, his mother would always use her methods to defend herself.

At that time, every minute and every second, he desperately hoped that he would grow up quickly and leave with the poor woman beside him.

"What's wrong? Come on in. The woman looked at him as he refused to enter the room, and turned her head to urge.

Yang Linsheng didn't say anything, silently

The moment I walked into the house and entered the house, the feeling of deep depression swept over me again.

He thought he was half of the way out of this nightmare, but now he realized that he hadn't even walked half the way.

It's not that he didn't try, but the swamps and quagmire were too big, and they were too deep.

The nightmare that I worked hard for three years in high school to get rid of suddenly seemed like a joke and was broken up by this family's vulnerability.

He deliberately avoided everything related to the man when he took his slippers, and carefully separated his things from the shoe rack after changing his shoes.

The woman in the kitchen hummed a little song with pleasure on her face, and it wasn't long before he heard the roar of the range hood and the crackling of the pan.

After a moment in the hallway, he was the first to walk to his room, a door he hadn't touched in a long time.

He pushed open the door with a little anticipation, and everything inside was exactly the same as the day he left, untouched, similar to a little trance. He even wondered if he had really left during this time?

The rough fingertips caressed the familiar books, and the figures on the table that he had previously stored remained in place, but there was not even a trace of dust.

He opened the drawer, everything was neat, even the football star pictorial who had been disliked by his mother before was lying quietly inside, and the sound of the range hood from the kitchen rang intermittently.

Yang Linsheng has almost flipped through all kinds of pictorials and books about football stars in his drawer.

These things carry the dream he has had since junior high school, and only when he is playing basketball can he leave all the painful things behind him, and have a moment of respite, he can know that life is not endless darkness or there is a ray of sunshine.

As soon as he put down the booklet in his hand, a woman's voice came from outside: "Lin Sheng, the meal is ready, it's time to eat!" ”

Yang Linsheng put away his things and walked out of the room, the fragrance that came to his nose was a little long, he hadn't tasted his mother's food for a long time.

"Sit, sit down, what are you doing standing there in a daze?" The woman looked at him standing stupidly at the dining table, handed him chopsticks, and urged.

Yang Linsheng took it and sat down, the dishes on the table were very simple, three dishes and one soup, but they were all very fond of when he was young, and what he liked to eat, his mother would make the same thing repeatedly every day until he was tired of eating.

After a meal, it was beautiful and quiet in this family, and the luxury made him a little trance.

If you live like this every day, it's not impossible.

The woman made him a cup of tea after the meal, and Yang Linsheng quietly stretched out his hands.

It would be nice if there wasn't that man.

If only he never came back.

The moment the water cup was picked up by the calloused hands on their fingertips, the two of them secretly thought about it.

However, the real peace does not last long, and the beauty of nostalgia will always be suddenly shattered inadvertently, and they have not stood in the clouds for too long, and once again fall back into darkness.

When Yang Linsheng came out of the toilet after taking a shower, there was a "click" unlocking sound at the door.

His chest

Suddenly tightened, and subconsciously guessed who the person standing outside the door was at the moment.

"Maybe your dad came back early, and you don't want to see it, so hurry back to the room to rest." The woman noticed his expression, knew what he was thinking, and escorted him into the room.

Yang Linsheng was a little staggered by her push, and a trace of melancholy appeared in his eyes, but he finally returned to his bedroom under the woman's tough attitude.

At the same time, the security door at the entrance was completely pushed open.

A strong smell of wine suddenly spread throughout the living room, and the man was still a little sober, changed his shoes, and walked in slowly.

After shaking a few steps, his body was a little unstable and leaned heavily against the wall.

"Boom!" Through the door, Yang Linsheng could hear a dull voice.

There was nothing else but this sound, but his nerves still subconsciously tensed.

The man's eyes were somewhat red because of drunkenness, and he looked at the woman in front of him a little dizzy, and stared at her in a daze: "Ji Ruyun? Look at what you see! What are you doing standing there stupidly? If you don't come to help Lao Tzu back into the house, believe it or not, I'll whip you later! ”

Ji Ruyun, that is, Yang Linsheng's mother, she didn't dare to say much, she hurriedly put down the things in her hand, walked over hurriedly, and carefully hugged Yang Linsheng's father, Yang Mu.

The strong smell of alcohol, suffocating smoke and pungent cheap perfume mixed together, sweeping through her nasal passages, making her subconsciously a little nauseous.

But she didn't even dare to wrinkle her eyebrows more, and slowly walked towards the master bedroom with his heavy body in a restrained manner.

"Huh, wait?" Yang Mu was obviously a little vague, but he still smelled something wrong, and the direction of the master bedroom happened to pass by Yang Linsheng's door, he paused, raised his head and pulled his throat, and pointed to the door.

"What were you doing standing there? Yes?! He asked fiercely, "Do you still expect that white-eyed wolf to come home?" I tell you, don't dream! If he dares to come back, I'll break his dog's leg!" ”

"Let him run! Where do I see him going? A white-eyed wolf with no heart and no lungs! Yang Mu relied on the strength of the wine, while viciously abusing the room, his fingers kept poking hard at the room.

Ji Ruyun's frightened soul was about to fly away at that moment, and he was afraid of revealing any flaws, so he hurriedly hugged his hand and said with concern: "Be careful of falling!" Watch out for falls! ”

Then he thought of a way to drag Yang Mu back to his house quickly.

"Don't pull me!" Yang Mu pushed Ji Ruyun away roughly, looked back at her, and looked at people with drunken eyes, as if he wanted to swallow Ji Ruyun in front of him alive, he himself propped up the wall and mocked: "I know, you feel sorry for your son, right?" ”

"I can't hear me say he's bad! But look at what you've raised! What a profit! He looked in the direction of the room with disdain, and the more he scolded, the more energetic he became, "I'm fooling around outside all day long, and my grades in school will always count down!" Lost all my face! ”

"If it weren't for me, you mother and son would have been asking for food on the street! And you, you can't raise a son, all day long

Knowing that crying and mourning in front of my eyes is an eyesore, what will you do except ask for money? ”

Ji Ruyun didn't even dare to say a word, and timidly stayed behind and sent him back to the bedroom.

Yang Linsheng listened to the scolding that gradually went away, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, just at the moment when Yang Mu was about to approach, he had been leaning against the door tightly, for fear that something unexpected would happen.

The clothes I had just changed at the moment were wet on my back again.

He lay back on the bed in a bit of a daze, the bed was very soft, but he was still sitting on pins and needles.

This man is the source of all nightmares, a demon that has encroached on most of his memories for as long as he can remember.

He stared at the ceiling in a trance, until his eyelids slowly heavily, and just as he was drowsy, "Ah!! A terrible scream suddenly sounded next door.

Yang Linsheng woke up like a dream, and the consciousness that was still blurred just now was suddenly washed away.

"Smack!" It was as if some glass had fallen to the ground, followed by a screech.

"Mom!" He didn't have time to think about it, so he rushed out of his room and ran to the master bedroom.

(End of chapter)