If we can try to redeem it, then is there a better way to recover it?

These are some of the things to consider.

, there will be some turnarounds in the future.

It's to fill the regrets.

But sometimes, after some careful consideration, no amount of effort on the part of others may make a difference.

Because once something is missed, it is really missed.

However, if you don't miss it, it may cause more harm to others, so in this case, the other party is likely to choose another way, such as leaving.

It's as if the old man chose to leave.

Although he was reluctant to give up in his heart, he knew that if he stayed, once he died at home, he might leave a lot of trouble for that guy, and even let him not cross this hurdle at all, because he had experienced such a feeling, not once, but twice.

Once when his children died, and the other when his wife died.

When he was still dying, he thought that he had gone through so many ups and downs, and in the end he couldn't hold back it, and he had been in pain for a long, long time, and his own experience was like this when he encountered such a thing, so how could those children behave better than him when they encountered such a thing?

Obviously, that's absolutely impossible.

When they were children, their hearts were the most fragile, and at that time, they encountered any difficulties together, and it was difficult to overcome them without help.

Because he also came from childhood, he understands it very well.

Finally, after a few reluctant glances, he couldn't help but leave a few tears in his cloudy eyes.

Tears fell slowly down his cheeks in an instant, leaving some traces on the old skin.

Although the tears are colorless and transparent, they condense his emotions and contain very complex emotions.

There is reluctance, unwillingness, fear, pain, hatred........................

In short, there are a lot of feelings and emotions............

But no matter how much emotion he has, he has to suppress it.

Because he is already an adult, he must be responsible for what he does, or he will be sorry for himself.

So no matter what, he's leaving.

If he doesn't leave, he will only leave a more serious scar on that son, he cares about that son very much, he likes that son, although he is not his biological child, but he already treats him as his own biological child,

For his own biological child, he can't do anything like that anyway!

In this way, taking advantage of the night, the old man walked slowly into the mountains, and then he walked slowly in the faint moonlight, he didn't care what was in front of him, because he knew that his limit was almost at this moment, in his heart, he just wanted to die, he died, and everything was over.

All the disturbances of the past, all the joys and pains of the past will all be dissipated.

Although there are still some worries in this world, my current body and my talents can't change anything!

Since you don't talk about change, the only thing you can do is accept.

Accept it, accept it!

He has come to terms with self-inflicted harm and injustice countless times.

In life to 70 years.

In more than 20,000 years, although there is pain, but on the whole he is happy.

Although the material life is not abundant, the spiritual life is indeed not bad, because of the company of his wife,

He was already content.

And he is also very satisfied that he is walking behind his wife, which is a very good thing for him. 、

Because he doesn't want to leave first, let the pain be left to his own woman,

After all, he is a man and needs to be responsible.

Although he doesn't think he is a very capable man, he treats his family with a clear conscience.

Because he tried his best, he gave almost everything he could.

It's not rich, but it's his all-out effort.

The results may not be very exciting.

But it's commendable

Of course, he himself does not think so.

Of course, in his class, in people of his level, this is indeed the case.

Through his own efforts, he has made the originally poor and white family have a lot of things.

And when he was young, even if there was a famine, he kept enough food to live for a long time.

You know, at that time, survival was an extremely difficult thing for everyone, but even so, he was still able to do it.

This is no longer easy.

But he still has some regrets.

Because he couldn't study at that time because his family was poor, but for his children, he still hoped that his children could study.

Because reading is the only thing that can quickly cross classes.

As long as you are named on the gold list at the end, even if you are a farmer, you can turn over in one move in the end.

It's okay to be a scholar at the university or an official who doesn't seek benefits.

But however, he has the heart but is powerless, because the cost of studying books and private school is really not cheap, as far as his current ability is concerned, he feels that he is far from being able to do it, and in the end, even if he is unwilling, he can only give up.

However, this renunciation is only a temporary abandonment, not a real renunciation.

The reason why I gave up is because I don't have so much money for the time being, but not having so much money now doesn't mean that I won't have it in the future, and he is still looking forward to his future life.

As for why?

He didn't know, anyway, there was that feeling in the dark, and after the previous efforts, he found that for a person, hard work is still very effective, at least he worked hard for a few years before or got a rich reward, although this return is not comparable to some people, but as far as his birth is concerned, as far as his peers and people of the same class come, it can be so, he can be a person at that time, although it looks nothing, but only those who have really tried and worked hard know, How difficult it is.

Some things are very, very simple in words.

Because of the words! Who wouldn't? But once it is really implemented, there will be a huge difference immediately, because these differences are the difference between reality and ideals, and there are still very few people who can strive to look at themselves at that age, in terms of education.

Therefore, this creates a discrepancy between the expectations of reality and the actual situation, because people always have ambitions and ideas.

No one wants to settle for the status quo, they all want to live a good life. But most people, just thinking about it, about what real action, there are very few people.

But there are still some of them.

For example, the old man is a man of action, a man of action, and most of his peers admire him, because his perseverance is too strong and too strong.

They all watched him go from nothing to one of the few in the village.

You must know that in the village, there are about 50 families and more than 250 people, and he, before the age of 15, can be the poorest existence in the village, often can't even eat, the reason why he can't eat enough is also for a reason, first, his family doesn't have much land, and naturally he can't grow food on the ground, and if he can't grow food, he naturally has no way to satisfy his appetite.

Second, there was another burden in his family, at least in the eyes of the rest of the village, but the old man did not think so.

As for what's going on?

Here's what happened,

That's his father, when he was 5 years old, went hunting in the mountains, but was unlucky enough to be injured by a wild boar.

In the end, he was left with a lifelong disability, but it was better to survive.

But facing this problem, his father was the main labor force in the family before, and now his father has fallen.

And he, in an instant, his home suddenly became a little difficult.

But fortunately, at the beginning, there was still some surplus food at home, and I was able to eat something, but after all, it was not much.

Slowly, as time went by, the surplus food in the house became less and less, and finally it could be incredibly small.

And in the midst of this, his father and mother were also very difficult to do, thinking that this should be done!!

Later, his father even wanted to die, because he felt that surviving was a burden to his family.

But his mother wouldn't let him, and on one occasion, he was now out, and almost succeeded in his father's death, but fortunately his mother came back in time, otherwise the tragedy might have happened.

In fact, he is also very helpless about such a thing, but there is no way.

In the end, in order to avoid leaving, he went to seek death, so his mother stayed, and stayed with his father, who continued to enlighten him, and finally, his father gradually got out of the predicament and began to find his own job, which was to weave straw sandals.

Although the return of weaving straw sandals is much less than the return of his labor before, he has more or less found the value of his existence, and it can really reduce some of the burden on the family.

Looking at the deep relationship between the two of them, others are actually quite envious.

The rest of the village often asked themselves if they would be treated like this if something like this happened to them or to their husbands.

After most people's reasonable analysis, they can't help but feel a little chill in their hearts.

Because the truth of the matter is often very cruel

In the end, they also came to the conclusion that it was absolutely impossible.

But what?

There is no way, at least now this kind of thing has not happened to me.

In fact, they also hope to be able to find their true love.

But true love often does not belong to the majority, but to the minority.

People who have just solved the problem of food and clothing want to find their true love, and it may be a little ridiculous to come out.

Because most people have made do with each other.

It's all exquisite.

Because they don't have that ability to pick.

Of course, it is not excluded that some of them are eye-catching with each other.

However, there are too few such people. That's not the average less.

It can be so, such people are almost in hundreds of pairs, and only one pair comes out of thousands of pairs.

Is it worth looking forward to such a probability?

Is it still worth going to the after-sales service?

Isn't this obviously a fool's dream?

It's ridiculous.

They are also deeply aware of this, so they are numb as well.

After all, they are not old, and they have already experienced the poison of society.

I've slowly learned to adapt. It's been a long time since the real age passed.

Even if it is a bad outcome in the end, they can accept it.

To some extent, it can be regarded as a kind of contentment, but in fact it is a kind of helplessness.

At the bottom, who doesn't want what they want, who doesn't like what they like, but some things are limited.

In this world, some things belong to luxury, which are too far away for ordinary people, and they are simply distant dreams that cannot be touched.

Because ordinary abilities can't be obtained by their own strength in the competition.

Because there are too many obstacles on the way to chase.

Those obstacles may be natural or they may come from Besak.

In short, when thousands of troops cross the single-plank bridge, only the most capable and lucky people can pass, and the others will eventually become cannon fodder.

Some people, who are self-aware, may have already chosen to leave.

But some people are unwilling, because they know that there is only one time in life, if they don't seize it this time, they don't know if there will be such an opportunity in the future, but it is very likely that it is impossible to have it.

Because there are some things that every encounter is a lucky one.

may meet once and use up all the luck in this life.

After all, life is so short, at best, Rao's life is less than 3000, and the most critical and golden age is only 3000 to 6000, if this 6000 can't be done, it will become an unlikely thing in the days to come.

Just like some people, looking for something in the deep mountains, a certain luck, suddenly found a piece of jade embryo, if they didn't seize the opportunity to take it home this time, maybe the next time they will not be there and luck can meet again.

Because being able to meet one is considered a blessing that has been cultivated for 10 lifetimes.

If you miss it once, you may not be able to do it in 10,000 years after that.

Therefore, in the face of life, once something happens, you must think about it carefully, if you can keep it, you must keep it firmly, don't let things happen, and then miss it because of your own reasons.

In the end, I left endless regrets, such a thing is undoubtedly very regrettable and regrettable.

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