When I heard about her death, I couldn't believe it, yes, I didn't dare.

If there's one person in the whole world who makes me feel scared, it's her, my master, when she didn't want to call her master, I don't remember.

She smiled beautifully, the corners of her mouth were crooked, her eyelashes were long and curled, like a proud little fox, oh, she couldn't say that, she always said that she was very old and old, at least enough to be my grandmother's grandmother.

Well, let's call you an old fox......

I touched something very damp, and the Miao girl was so frightened by me that she couldn't speak, she only knew how to cry, but I saw sympathy in her eyes, and later realized that I was touching my own tears.

Stinky woman, don't make trouble, get up and practice with me!

Didn't you let me defeat Jiang Yan back, I already did it, you get up and look at me, I won, there is no reward?

I'll never kiss you again, I know you teach me so many things to take advantage of me, I want to, I'll listen to you for everything, you don't want me......

Don't leave me alone...... I'm scared.

……

It took me a long, long time to bring myself to accept the fact that she was gone, the big liar, who tricked me out and snuck away on my own.

The letter was so ugly, it was not as good as a three-year-old child, I didn't want to read it, and I almost threw it into the stinking ditch...... Lie to you, it's on my chest, it's not wrinkled at all.

She compares herself to a dynamite keg, and the poison is the fire that ignites her, and she also says that she wants to make fireworks, because the most beautiful thing is to bloom in an instant. Is...... Stupid and stinky.

I kicked the couple away.

That man, I remember, was the one who saved Dongfang Yunshu, and he still had the Chixia Immortal I gave you in his hand...... If Miao Nu hadn't come out to explain, they would have been cut by me.

You bastard, it's obviously a place for the two of us, and after driving me away, there was one more Miao girl, and then let other messy people live......

You are so capable, then come back and take me away, chopping wood to feed the horses, washing and cooking, I can do anything, I can take good care of you.

If there is a problem with the body, go for treatment, if you dare to drink poison and dare to leave me, don't you dare to go to the doctor!

That's stupid.

……

I sealed her in an ice cellar.

The thunder that day was very big, and Miao Nu said that it had actually been ringing for a long time.

The thunder fire set fire to the woods outside the ice cellar, I had never seen such a strange scene, the fire burned all the way to the ice cellar, and the ice had melted by the time I ran in.

She lay in my arms, as light as catkins.

I think I heard her say take care, probably because I was hallucinating.

Before the second batch of ice arrived, she turned into a smoky skeleton overnight, very beautiful, and the room was filled with a very sweet fragrance, as if her flesh had been steamed dry.

Completely gone......

Miao Nu said that there was a legend in her hometown that the snake god would take away his most loyal believers, so she turned into a butterfly and went to serve the snake god.

Nonsense!

……

I want to destroy the so-called snake god, maybe so she can come back?

Later, I did do that, and I could no longer find a statue of the snake god in the whole of Nannan, and some people even carved my image to protect themselves, hehe, what a believer!

I knew she wasn't going to serve some bullshit snake god, that woman, obviously only believed in herself.

……

Namza was smashed to pieces by me, and the soft mass of human skin was wrapped in rotten flesh, and he died of disgust, and I had people throw him into the cave of a thousand sorrows to feed the snakes.

They said that they found the old landlord Duan Yeming in the Qianchou Cave, and when I saw him, he was still out of breath. When he heard that Moran and the woman were gone, he was upset and asked me to kill him.

But I didn't, and I was afraid she would blame me, even though I knew she didn't care much about the person in front of her.

In the afternoon of the same day, the landlord died, and I brought back the body and Moran's ashes, and buried them with her in the flower field.

That day, Chen Min climbed all the way from the cave to the tomb, knelt for most of the day, and when the thunder gradually stopped at night, Miao Nu came and said that she was also dead, and she died by piercing her heart with a dagger.

It's quiet, it's all quiet.

……

Jiang Yan came back, he was still so hypocritical, he had to make a fuss before worshipping, dug a pit and buried Chen Min's body in it, and even wanted to help her erect a monument!

I pulled out the sign and had Chen Min's body scalded until the flesh was separated, and then nailed it to the grave in a kneeling position.

She didn't like this woman, and said that she would be tortured for three years, not a day, and she committed suicide without having enough torture, so she knelt down for three years before she spoke.

I admit it's anger.

Think about it, if it weren't for Namuza and Chen Min, maybe she would be taken back to the Central Plains by Lord Duan and live a life of fine clothes and food, even if it was so, it didn't matter if I would never meet her.

Jiang Yan replied that he was very sad, and he regretted that he had not been able to see her all these years.

It's funny.

I said, "Since you are so sad, go down and accompany her."

He turned pale with fright, and didn't say a word.

Hypocritical cowards.

However, he also said that he was very envious of me being able to be by her side all these years, and I listened to this sentence very well, so I won't kill him.

Later, Dongfang Yunshu was dragged by several people from the Jiang family to find him, and he was still holding a child. Jiang Yanhui refused to go back, and even her own children didn't want to take a look.

They were so noisy that I swept them all out.

He also sneaked back behind and placed some purple wildflowers in front of the tomb, which was ugly. He must not have known that what she liked was red, the most dazzling red, and this purple flower she thought was too cheesy.

So I threw them all away, and told him that if he dared to come once in the future, I would kill one of the Jiang family.

He never showed up again.

Later, I heard that Dongfang Yunshu was crazy and stabbed Jiang Yanhui to death.

I decided to reward her, so I sent her to Flowing Moon City to live with her brothers and sisters who hated her.

Miao Nu couldn't bear it, saying that I was too vicious like this, and the master would be unhappy.

She advised me to accumulate virtue and do good.

No, if the woman knew about it, she would have been alive and well. I smiled and said: If I treat Dongfang Yunshu well, she will not only be unhappy, but also beat me.

But I wish she could really come back to life, and I'll be glad that I'll be beaten every day.

……

I feel more and more like an old man, and there is nothing in the world that can touch my emotions anymore.

I also started drinking spirits on moonlit nights, remembering her after getting drunk again and again, to prove that I was still a person with a heart.

I'm not going to scold her, though.

By the way, she also left a bottle of potion, saying that it was called "worry-free".

I wondered why she didn't call it forgetfulness, she obviously wanted me to forget about these torturous things.

Miao Nu said she told me not to waste time and drink it up.

As she said in her letter, I will have everything, and I should enjoy it happily, thinking about what kind of husband is a dead man?

But I don't want to forget her yet, maybe I'll drink it one day when it hurts.

……

I started dreaming.

She said a lot in the dream, but I only cared that she said that she was not Mo Xuewei, so I asked her name.

Every time I tried my best to remember the name she answered, but when I woke up, I couldn't remember it, as if it was a taboo that could not exist in this world.

……

Thinking about it later, that dream began after my last failed attempt to die.

I can't help but have a self-deceptive fantasy that maybe she's living in another world right now, that she's watching my every move, that she's giggling smugly when she sees me crying.

I decided that I would live with a smile in the future, and I couldn't let her be too proud.

She told me to find a stone that looked like a turtle shell, because it was the best place to watch the sunset, and I went, but I didn't think it looked good, maybe because she wasn't there.

I never thought about death again.

I'm going to live well, keep living, keep waiting.

Someday, she will come back to watch the sunset with me, and I believe in her.

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