Gou Shun followed behind Qian Yan, bowing his head, and suddenly had a faint feeling of aggrieved in his heart.

"Qianyan." Gou Shun plucked up the courage to scream, he hadn't taken the initiative to call a girl's name for a long time, so long that he had forgotten when the last time he called, or he had never called before, except for An Ran in his dream.

"Just call me Yan'er." Qian Yan turned her head and said with a smile.

"Oh." Gou Shun wanted to call it, but he didn't call out.

"What's wrong?" Qian Yan asked curiously.

"No, it's okay, I just wanted to ask, am I too cowardly?" When recalling that dream, Gou Shun began to have a feeling in his heart that he had not felt before.

"Are you talking about dreams?"

"Hmm."

"To be honest, in fact, you are not cowardly at all, when An Ran is in danger, only you dare to save her at risk, so you are braver than anyone else." Qian Yan looked at Gou Shun and said very seriously.

"However, I always run away, even Uncle Security dares to come out to help An Ran out of the siege, and I can only hide from a distance and watch." There was some sadness in Gou Shun's words.

Seeing this, Qian Yan said with a smile: "Uncle An's siege is because it is his profession, you don't help An Ran to break the siege, because you resist her in your heart, you, that's not cowardice, that's kindness, you're afraid that you will embarrass An Ran, you are afraid that you will be with An Ran, others will gossip about An Ran, you are afraid that you are not worthy of her, right?" ”

I saw Gou Shun nodding and said, "I wasn't worthy of her in the first place." ”

"No, Gou Shun, there is no question of who is worthy and who is not worthy in this world, the problem is what we think in our hearts, if you feel worthy in your heart, then you are worthy, if you feel unworthy in your heart, then there will be a sense of inferiority." Qian Yan gently comforted.

"But Enron is so good?"

"Yes, Enron is very good, but what kind of person do you think is worthy of her? The boy who confessed to her? ”

"At least he is richer than me, better than me to speak, and his popularity is better than mine."

"But you are braver than him, more sincere than him, kinder than him. Gou Shun, in the current world, the good in you is much more precious than theirs. It's just that you grew up in a difficult environment, suffered a lot of cold eyes and ridicule, and became a little inferior, but you have to understand that the inferiority complex in your heart is just a kind of psychological pressure on yourself yourself, as long as you don't take it seriously, then it will slowly disappear. ”

"Thank you."

"No thanks, we're friends. By the way, do you like Enron? ”

"I feel like I like her in my dreams, even now that I'm awake, the feeling hasn't dissipated."

"Well, it can be seen that Enron also likes you very much, not to mention, you are quite charming."

Gou Shun listened, and lowered his head embarrassedly.

After a while, Gou Shun returned to his room, and it was clear that he had not yet come out of that dream.

"Okay, Gou Shun, don't think about it, let your brain rest for a while, okay? Maybe An Ran is still working hard in the classroom and sprinting for college. Qian Yan looked at Gou Shun and said, because from the conversation just now, she was a little afraid that Gou Shun would confuse dreams and reality.

"Well, I know, you go get busy first, Lin Yao is still waiting to eat with you?"

"I won't eat with him, his person, like that Zheng Haoming, has no connotation. But it's not early, so bye-bye, rest early. Qian Yan said, waving her hand to Gou Shun.

Gou Shun also wanted to wave his hand, but he still didn't raise it after all.

In the next few days, An Ran took Gou Shun to watch the first movie in his dream, went to the zoo for the first time, and went to the playground for the first time.

However, Gou Shun always kept a certain distance from Enron in his heart.

Qian Yan can see that in the past few days, Gou Shun is in a good mood.

"Junko, are you ready? It's time to start your sweet journey. Aunt Bai looked at Gou Shun with a helmet on the sofa and said with a smile.

Gou Shun nodded, focusing his gaze on the pendulum pendulum.

On a summer night, the park restaurant is full of insects and birds, and a breeze blows, which makes people feel extremely comfortable.

Bright and flickering small lights dotted the fenced courtyard wall, which looked really a bit of artistic conception, and there were five or six large tables in the courtyard wall, all of which were full of people at the moment.

Gou Shun didn't want to come, because he didn't like or adapt to this kind of big scene, but An Ran must come, she said that the graduation dinner would be this once in her life.

He sat next to An Ran, lowered his head, didn't know what to say, and was embarrassed to eat, which made him feel very cramped and uneasy.

"Students, be quiet, be quiet." Suddenly, a voice came, Gou Shun looked up, and found that the squad leader Zheng Haoming was holding a microphone in his hand.

When everyone heard this, they all turned their eyes to it.

Seeing this, Zheng Haoming nodded with satisfaction, and said with a smile: "Dear classmates, it is a great honor to be your class president for four years, thank you for your support, but the meeting is so short, we will soon go to the end of the world, even if we are reluctant, but there is nothing to do, and I have some words in my heart to give to you." ”

Zheng Haoming paused, found that everyone was listening carefully, and continued: "Students, college life is the most precious, beautiful, pure and memorable time in our lives!" Four years ago, we were still a group of young teenagers, full of yearning for university life and longing for great ideals, and gathered in the Department of Ecology of Shangjing University. In the past four years, we have attended classes, activities together, eaten together, rested together, we will laugh loudly for a victory in a competition, we will also hold our heads and cry for the loss of an activity, who woke you up in the morning, who brought you meals to the dormitory, who helped you when you were in trouble, who gave comfort when you fell out of love, and who gave you motivation when you were confused, it was these people around you, these people who were about to leave. Four years later, we have to say goodbye, some of us are going to work, some are going to graduate school, and some are choosing to go abroad for further study, which is also destined to end our youth feast. These days, the scenes of the past are constantly emerging in my mind, they are like slides, spelled together into a movie about youth, youth is not extinguished, long live friendship, let's give these lovely people around us, one last hug. ”

After Zheng Haoming finished speaking, he picked up a glass of beer on the table and drank it all.

Parting people are always sentimental, especially for some people who are not deeply involved in the world, Zheng Haoming's words, many girls cried, and boys were naturally sad.

The next classmates seemed to have broken free from some kind of shackles and began to drink heartily, pushing cups and changing lamps, some people took this opportunity to open their mouths to the people they liked, some people looked at each other with a cup of enmity, some people took the opportunity to hold the girl in their arms, and some people drank like a stupid critic.

However, if you don't drink or talk like Gou Shun, let alone take the opportunity to do something, it will be even more lonely.

"Gou Shun, let's drink one." An Ran held a glass of wine, looked at Gou Shun, and said with a smile.

"I won't drink it." Gou Shun is still uninteresting.

"Just have a drink, it's okay." Enron was still holding his glass.

"I really won't drink it, you're a girl, you don't want to drink it."

"Okay, if you say you don't drink, I won't drink it, I won't drink a single thing, and I won't drink it in the future." An Ran said, placing the cup on the table.

Suddenly, I saw Zheng Haoming holding a glass of wine and staggering over.

Many people toasted Zheng Haoming, and at the moment his face was as red as a monkey's buttocks, and Gou Shun knew that he had drunk too much.

Zheng Haoming walked next to An Ran, touched An Ran who was looking at Gou Shun with his hand, and said: "An Ran, you are so ruthless, in four years, I have confessed to you thirty-six times, are you indifferent?" ”

After listening to this, An Ran stood up, and said with a smile: "Zheng Haoming, it's okay to deceive other little girls with your romantic methods, but it's a pity that I don't eat that, I like it in my heart It's a very sacred feeling, not the appearance of a random flower that gradually charms the eyes." What's more, I have someone I like. ”

"Who is it? Gou Shun? ”

An Ran nodded.

"I'm not convinced, I'm not as good as him?" Zheng Haoming glanced at Gou Shun with disdain.

An Ran listened, smiled and said: "Zheng Haoming, it's not that you can speak well, you are called excellent if you are tactful, that's right, Gou Shun doesn't like to talk, and he is not as foreign as you seem, but he is sincere, kind, and clean, you keep saying that you like me, so where were you when I fell off the cliff?" ”

"I, I'm calling for help, I've been calling." Zheng Haoming explained.

I saw An Ran sneered twice and said, "Call for rescue? Zheng Haoming, listen, I want someone who can accompany me to pieces, not someone who will find my body for me. ”

Zheng Haoming listened, smiled helplessly and said: "Okay, it doesn't matter what you say now, after all, we won't see each other much in the future, it's just that I still have one last request, I hope you can agree to me." ”

"What request?"

"I hope you can give me a kiss, draw a perfect end to my college years, and let my youth leave no regrets."

Gou Shun listened on the sidelines, and couldn't help but be nervous, and couldn't help but look at An Ran, he found that An Ran was also looking at him.

"Gou Shun, you stand up." An Ran looked at Gou Shun with a serious face and said.

"What's wrong?"

"Tell you to stand up, and you stand up."

Gou Shun had no choice but to stand up.

An Ran turned his head to Zheng Haoming again and said, "My kiss only belongs to this one man." ”

After An Ran finished speaking, he turned around and put his arms around Gou Shun's neck and handed his mouth up.

Gou Shun stood in place, he found that everyone's eyes were on him, he felt that his face was about to explode, he pushed An Ran away, and he ran out of the restaurant quickly.

There is a small river in front of the restaurant, and there is a path next to the small river, and Gou Shun walks briskly on the path.

"Gou Shun, you stop." An Ran chased after Gou Shun five or six meters away and shouted loudly.

Gou Shun stopped, but didn't look back.

"Gou Shun, where are you going?"

"Go back to the dorm."

"I ask you where you're going after graduation?"

"Back home."

"What are you going to do back home?"

"Be a teacher or a clerk."

"So what do I do? Don't you want me? ”

Gou Shun didn't answer, he heard An Ran crying in the back, An Ran was a girl who loved to laugh, even if she fell off the cliff, she didn't cry.

"Gou Shun, I've been good to you for four years, one thousand two hundred and fifteen days, even if your heart is a stone, you should warm it up, right? I know you like me too, but why would you do this to me? An Ran roared sadly, tears pouring out of the corners of his eyes.

"I don't deserve you, you deserve a better future." Gou Shun replied, as if a sharp knife had been inserted in his heart.

"Heh, you're not worthy? So who can match? Zheng Haoming? Do you want me to lie in his arms and call him husband? ”

"It's not." Gou Shun shouted loudly.

"What's that?" An Ran continued to ask.

Gou Shun did not speak.

"You say." An Ran shouted loudly in the back.

Gou Shun still didn't speak.

"Okay, you don't say yes, do you? If you don't say anything, I'll jump from here. ”

Gou Shun remained silent.

"Gou Shun, if you still have a heart, turn around and look at me and say goodbye to me."

After hearing this, Gou Shun felt that something was wrong, so he quickly turned around and found that An Ran had already stood on the wooden guardrail by the river, crying like a tearful man.

"Come down quickly, it's dangerous there." Gou Shun said, and walked towards An Ran.

"Stop!" An Ran drank to stop him.

"Are you going to say it or not?" An Ran looked at Gou Shun, with a hint of despair in his eyes.

"Say what?" Gou Shun asked.

"You know, say what you want to say the most."

Gou Shun looked at An Ran, plucked up a lot of courage and said, "I love you!" ”

"What do you say? I can't hear you. ”

"I said, I love you!" Gou Shun shouted loudly.

An Ran pear blossom with rain on her face bloomed with a happy smile, she climbed down from the guardrail, walked to Gou Shun's side, looked into his eyes, and said, "Hug me." ”

"Huh?" Gou Shun didn't react for a while.

"Big fool, I said, hug me."

Gou Shun hugged An Ran tightly in his arms, obviously very happy in his heart, but there were tears in his eyes.