Chapter 226: I Can't Say It
"This person who survived is also surviving, either haunted by nightmares every night, or left with lifelong illness, it is my sin!" Zhao Laosan's eyebrows tightened, and his heart ached as if there was a blunt knife cutting through the flesh.
The flesh-cutting knife was rusty, pulling the flesh raw, and the pain was almost suffocating, but there was not a trace of wound on the surface.
He himself is not it, in the past, what the Conghua Army was best at fighting at night was to fight at night, and since the Battle of Black Canyon, what he was most afraid of was the night. When night was approaching, he locked the door tightly, and the oil lamp in the house was lit all day and night. It wasn't until he became a relative and had a little lady that his problem was slightly better.
"It's not your fault prince, it's the fault of the emperor and the fourth prince Zhao Congye!" Xue Lang finished speaking, and coughed a few times. Although he happened to go to the mountains to collect medicine during the Battle of Black Canyon and escaped the catastrophe, his wife, who was pregnant with twin sons, was like that.
At this point, he was also afraid of the night, every night, his mind was his wife who was about to give birth, his stomach was dissected, his hands and feet were torn off, his intestines were wrapped, and in the pile of dead people, a little face was white and bloody.
"Your Majesty! If I can really see him, I really want to ask, why do you listen to Zhao Congye's mother and daughter, how did this Conghua army become a rebel? My mother, why did she become a traitorous queen? And also...... And my mother's family......"
Zhao Laosan couldn't go on, although these had been suppressed in his heart, he hadn't forgotten it. No matter where they go, there are people saying that this queen is treasonous, this prince is the leader of the rebels, and there are many songs and ballads circulating among the people.
"So, Prince, we have to get ready! The surviving Cong Huajun is ready at any time, just like back then, at your disposal! ”
"Let me think about it again!"
Zhao Laosan's sturdy body trembled a little, although he survived the battle eight years ago, he experienced it personally. originally thought that the reinforcements were coming, but they never thought that this reinforcement was a rebel army, and together with the enemy army, they killed the Conghua army without leaving a piece of armor.
This reinforcement is a city guard personally trained by the emperor, only the emperor can mobilize, the city guard strangled the Conghua army, there is only one reason, that is, it has the permission of the emperor, and it must be ordered by the emperor.
"The prince has figured it out, and I will inform the remnants of the other surviving Conghua army, and it is okay to meet now!" Xue Langzhong couldn't bear it anymore, thinking of his wife and children, he hated it so much.
If he hadn't lived with this thought and hatred, he would have gone with his wife and children.
"It's too shocking to meet now, if Zhao Congye is really searching for us, then we have to make a fine layout and make all preparations!"
"Knowing that the prince just wants to live, I haven't told them the news that the prince is still alive!" Xue Langzhong has been in Zhaojia Village all these years, and when he saw that the prince was completely like a farmer, he had lost all his previous bravery and heroics, and he married a little lady to live, thinking that he was dead.
"It's okay not to tell them! Lest they have hope, in this life, I am sorry for Cong Huajun! ”
Standing up, the sturdy back was a little depressed, standing in this cold wind, the wind was blowing, and the green silk on this head was flying. It's like the battle eight years ago, in the dark night, like a flying flag.
After eating some shortbread, Xue Langzhong saw that the sky was darkening, and he was afraid that it would rain at night, so he went back to pack up the herbs that were drying in the yard. This doll likes Su Mi, so she stayed in the Zhao family and will go back tomorrow.
Su Mi was already sensitive, and realized that the man's face was wrong in the afternoon, and he didn't ask, but just silently took care of everything in the house, and played with the doll.
At night, the night meal was cooked simply, and the man had something on his mind, so he ate a few bites hastily and went to the bedroom to rest. Su Mi cleaned up the stove room, coaxed the doll to sleep, closed the doors and windows in the doll's house, and then went to his bedroom.
She knew that her man was not asleep, and she must have talked a lot about the past with Xue Langzhong in the afternoon, so her heart was blocked.
She took off the thick cotton clothes on her body, slept on the bed, and wrapped her side around the man's strong waist: "Husband, is there something on your mind?" ”
The man turned his head sideways, his little lady's palm-sized little face, under the glow of the orange-yellow oil lamp, was extraordinarily quiet and fair, this pair of brown eyes was more transparent and bright, a peach lip was soft, and the cherry color was particularly attractive.
His big rough hands couldn't help but wrap around this Yingying's waist, and his thin lips covered this Shengxue's skin, slowly grabbing it.
Only in this way, with this little lady like a flower in his arms, his heart is the most down-to-earth. Some crazy grabbing, after sucking and biting, it is a catharsis.
The oil lamp flickered on and off, and in the bedroom, under the coarse cloth mosquito net, the spring breeze pressed the begonias all night, but it was very fun. Baidu
After the cloud and rain, Su Mi saw that the man's eyes were a little gentler, and the tightly wrinkled brows were also loosened, and a pair of slender Hao wrists wrapped around the man: "Husband, if you have anything on your mind, you can tell me." You can be relieved, we are husband and wife, I know the truth that one is prosperous and one is lost, and I will not do anything to be sorry for my husband! ”
"Lady, I'm not deliberately hiding it, it's just that I don't know how to talk about those things. Every time you say it, it's like going through it again! Zhao Laosan's thin lips closed one by one in the night, and there was a little helplessness in this gentle voice.
Su Mi's heart was distressed for a while, and her eyes became more and more gentle, and she stretched out her hand to tie the man tighter: "Husband, I know, just like I don't want to mention it, I was thrown in the temple by my biological father and mother, I was called by my brother and sister-in-law as a servant, and I was almost bought to be the wife of a dying person!" ”
The two hugged each other and slept together, and Su Mi slept relatively lightly at night, worrying about the doll in the next room. In the middle of the night, I put on my clothes, lit an oil lamp, and went to the side room to see the dolls.
This doll is quite obedient, covers the futon, and sleeps very sweetly. Su Mi stared at this fleshy little face, and her heart was also steady, if she really didn't have a doll, she would raise this doll and treat it as if she were her own.
Early the next morning
Su Mi got up and cooked fish fillet porridge, this fish was brought by Guo Dawa's woman Liu Cuixiang early in the morning, Su Mi didn't dare to kill the fish, the man killed the fish, and cut the fish meat into thin slices.
Su Mi had never eaten fish fillet porridge before, but when she went to Guo's house that day, she saw Liu Cuixiang, the wife of the Guo family, cooking porridge like this, and felt fragrant, so she also cooked and ate it like this.
After the porridge was cooked, Su Mi scooped it up, put it on the table and cooled it, and then went to the bedroom to call the doll up. This doll slept well last night, and her fleshy cheeks were white and red, "If you don't get up again, the sun will fart. Share it! ”
"Sister Mi'er, what are you doing to eat for me today!" This doll shook its big head, blinked a pair of black eyes, and looked sleepy, which made people more and more pitiful.
"Whatever you want to eat, Sister Mi'er will do it for you!" Su Mi stretched out his hand to hold the white and pure little hand of this doll, although this doll is eight or nine years old, but it is much smaller than the eight or nine-year-old doll, and at a glance, it looks like a four or five-year-old doll.
"Yesterday's shortbread was delicious, but I ate it so hard that I wanted to at night! Today, I want to eat something light! ”
"You doll is not ashamed to talk at all, if you are afraid to go to the thatched house at night, ask Sister Mi'er to get up and accompany you!" Su Mi held his little hand of lotus root meat, which was very comfortable, and he couldn't help but drag his hand with both hands.
"I'm not afraid at night, but Xue Langzhong is afraid at night! I used to get up at night to accompany him, I don't know how Xue Langzhong spent the night when I wasn't there yesterday! The doll said, and shook her head with a sigh, looking like a little adult.
When he arrived at the stove room, Su Mi brought a basin of warm water, washed the doll's hands and face, and then led him to sit on a chair a little higher in front of the table: "You eat, this is the fish porridge that Sister Mi'er cooked for you!" ”
This round grain of rice, in the white raw fish fillet, plus the green onion, just look good. The doll took a spoon and scooped it into its mouth: "Sister Mi'er, can this porridge be cooked with fish fillets?" I've never eaten it before! ”
Su Mi saw that he was tiger-brained, and he ate very fragrantly, Su Mi went to cut a little pickles soaked in his own house, "You eat and see, this pickle is eaten with fish fillet porridge, it will be more fragrant!" ”
The doll sandwiched a piece of kimchi in her mouth, the kimchi was sweet and sour, and she ate it with the fish fillet porridge, and she had more appetite: "Sister Mi'er, do you say that you are a chef, how do you cook so delicious food?" ”
"If you like it, just eat it! In the future, whatever you want to eat, Sister Mi'er will cook it for you! Su Mi saw that the doll was eating happily, and she forgot to eat it, so she smiled.
"Lady, don't patronize the doll, eat some yourself!" Zhao Laosan got up and changed a bowl of porridge for his little lady.
After the doll finished eating a bowl, she pushed the bowl in front of her, Su Mi held the bowl with a smile, and filled him with half a bowl of porridge. When handing the doll, the doll pulled Su Mi: "Sister Mi'er, were you bitten by some monster last night?" Why is there so many red marks on this neck? ”
As soon as the doll said this, Su Mi's cheeks turned red, she glanced at the man, smiled embarrassedly, and with a pair of small hands, she hurriedly tightened her collar to cover up these red marks. This is what the man left last night, when it was raining with herself, how can she tell this doll.
"Your sister Mi'er was bitten by a mosquito, and she caught it herself!" Zhao Laosan saw that his little lady's palm-sized little face was flushed, he lowered his head, and was embarrassed to speak, so he relieved him.
"There are still mosquitoes this winter, I guess it's because the food at Sister Mi'er's house is so delicious, and this mosquito has also come to eat. When I go back, tell Xue Langzhong, let Xue Langzhong prepare some medicine, wipe it, and this red mark should disappear! ”
Hearing that the doll was going back to Xue Langzhong, Su Mi was anxious and hurriedly stood up: "This ...... This is just a trivial matter, no need to tell Xue Langzhong! ”