"Sister, during the special period, my mother and uncle are here to send their blessings by text message: I wish my daughter a happy birthday!"

"Thanks to mom and uncle"!

My daughter is busy with her career all day and has not started a family. Today is my daughter's birthday, and I am very uneasy that I can't cook pork ribs and noodles for my daughter as usual in order to take care of my husband. However, in the face of a seriously ill husband, I could not do both.

It's been a week, the medicine has been out for two days, and the inpatient SMS notification from the gastroenterology department of Zhongshan Hospital hasn't come yet, and I'm also drunk.

After breakfast, I accompanied my husband to other hospitals to prescribe medicine and infusion...... Coincidentally, there was a letter in the mailbox downstairs containing a questionnaire for Zhongshan Hospital's solicitation of opinions, and Mr. said that he would give advice to the hospital because the hospitalization notice had been delayed. And what I'm worried about is that there is no progress in the five-day infusion, will it be effective if I still use this medicine after living in? When my husband is small and the doctor ignores him, he will be depressed and even angry, which is one of the reasons why he has changed hospitals many times. I am more worried that Western medicine does not seem to work on my husband's liver, and Chinese medicine experts are worried that the reuse of Chinese medicine will increase the burden on the liver.

Because I was busy with treatment, I didn't go to the one-year follow-up prescribed by the heavy ion hospital. Yesterday, I had an online consultation and reported my husband's condition to Dr. N, the attending specialist. Hearing that Mr. was not in good condition after interventional treatment, Dr. N suggested that he could try drug treatment, and he said that the patients who had been treated by the heavy ion hospital had good local control after discharge, and the three-year survival time was 80%. I secretly prayed that Mr. may be one of the %80.

We also considered targeted drug therapy, but because my husband had stomach bleeding, he was worried about causing gastrointestinal bleeding, so he didn't dare to try it rashly.

Although I don't know the details of my husband's previous life, I heard that he was hospitalized for stomach, liver, and lung diseases, and he had to deal with his wife's endless suspicions about him, interrogating him about cheating, and even going to the company to find women who had contact with his husband at work to "talk" one by one, all because he went to the sea to start a business and had money. No wonder, I've heard my uncle say more than once that my eldest brother's illness was caused by his ex-wife's anger.

I can feel that a previous marriage has left too deep a wound on my husband, and an invisible shadow has even brought into our lives.

He was afraid that I would be above him like his ex-wife, so he demanded that I do his will at every turn; He was afraid that I would control all of his finances like my ex-wife, so he only promised to give part of the household ...... His guard is like a fence between us that cannot be crossed, his fear of marriage is buried in his heart, but he can't stop his liking for me and walks into the marriage hall, and I, like a "silly girl" who is not deeply involved in the world, think that I have met my favorite "Prince Charming".

On two occasions I was awakened by the sound of my husband's sobs, and I was so anxious that I walked over him and asked what was wrong? He said that because his ex-wife did not let him see his precious grandson. I really can't imagine what kind of woman his ex-wife is, even if she is divorced, she can still torture this man who no longer belongs to her.

It's because I think it's too beautiful and too simple to remarry! If it weren't for my husband's illness, I would have been out of this cycle. However, I can't die without help, and the most important thing now is how to prolong my husband's life.

For this reason, considering that he had had stomach bleeding, in any case, he could not eat targeted drugs, and he still had to consider treatment options other than chemotherapy drugs. But the immediate priority is to protect the liver, not only hepatitis B, but also liver cirrhosis, and high blood pressure, so no matter what treatment, the prognosis is very poor.

Today, at the branch of the Hongkou District Public Health Center, not only infusion drugs were prescribed, but also oral medicines. I hope all the best......