I am too familiar with Zhao Miao, she has always spoken directly, unlike now, she called me several times, but the words she said were all inconsequential.

I'm uncomfortable, but I'm not really completely out of my mind.

I have always seen Zhao Miao's reaction, from the time I woke up until now, she has been looking at me, and the emotions in her eyes when she looked at me made me have no way not to pay attention.

"Zhao Miao, say it."

I raised my hand to wipe away my tears and looked straight at her.

Things always have to be faced, and it's useless to run away.

She didn't move, just looked straight at me, tears shining in her eyes, and looked at it for a while before she spoke: "You're pregnant."

"What?"

"You're pregnant."

Zhao Miao spoke again, word by word.

I seemed to hear the sound of my heart exploding, my head was "booming", and my eyes were white. Tears kept falling from my eyes, and then hit the white quilt, I raised my hands and pulled Zhao Miao's sleeves, looking at her in disbelief: "Zhao Miao, you say it again."

"Fu Yao, you're pregnant."

She reached into her arms and pressed her chin against my shoulder, and I could clearly feel her whole body trembling.

Pregnant?

I found that I didn't understand what Zhao Miao was saying, or I didn't want to understand what Zhao Miao was trying to say.

"Yaoyao."

Zhao Miao opened her mouth and called me, holding my hand and tightening it continuously.

In front of me was a wall of white flowers, just like my future, white flowers, and I couldn't see what it was.

"How could I possibly get pregnant?"

"Less than two months, Yaoyao."

Less than two months later, I raised my hand and pushed Zhao Miao away, looking at her in a daze: "Zhao Miao, isn't it fake, are you lying to me?"

She pursed her lips, tears in her eyes.

I know that Zhao Miao didn't lie to me, it was just me who lied to me.

"Miao Miao, can you go out for a while? Let me be alone for a moment, okay? ”

I raised my hand and pushed her away, raised my head, and looked at Zhao Miao pleadingly.

She looked at me and raised her hand to wipe the tears from her eyes, as if there were so many words in her throat.

I knew what she wanted to say, but now, I just wanted to be alone and quiet: "Miao Miao, I beg you."

She raised her head slightly, took a few breaths, and then looked down at me, nodded, got up and stepped out.

I watched as she walked out, the door closed, and I was alone in the room.

Yes, I'm the only one.

The sound of breathing, the sound of my heartbeat, everything is my own.

It's like the barren despair, and I'm alone.

How is this the case?

How did I get pregnant?

I don't understand, I really can't figure it out!

"Ahh

It was as if something was knocking on my head, it was so uncomfortable, so painful, I could only scream, I could only raise my hand and grab my hair.

The tearing sound, the pulled scalp, still can't relieve the inexplicable pain.

There were kettles on the counter next to me, and I looked sideways, and I didn't know why I wanted to drop them.

Yes, it fell.

"Smack!"

The kettle was slammed to the ground by me, and the glass inside was broken, but it was locked inside, and I couldn't see anything, as if my heart was broken, and no one could see it, not myself.

Broken is broken, I'm still alive, what's this.

But why does it hurt so much!

Why!

It hurt so much that I had to raise my hand to pound my heart, and every time the strength of the falling fist was heavy, it seemed as if I could breathe a little easier.

I don't know what pressed on my heart, it was really uncomfortable, and my breath felt like someone was holding it tightly.

"Fu Yao! What are you doing! ”

When Zhao Miao rushed in, I was pounding my chest constantly, and her eyes widened as she looked at me.

I think I should have scared Zhao Miao, but what can I do?

She clasped my hand and didn't let me move: "Fu Yao, don't hurt yourself, Fu Yao!"

My hand was held by her, and I couldn't move, but my breathing became harder and harder.

I was just pressed by her on the hospital bed, looking up at her, the incandescent light above my head made my eyes stinging and stinging: "I can't breathe Miao Miao, you let go of me, I can't breathe Miao Miao."

I really can't breathe, I'm going to die, I'm really going to die.

"Fu Yao, can you calm down? Calm down! ”

Zhao Miao's strength has always been greater than mine, I couldn't struggle, I could only let her hold me, the back of my head was tightly pressed into her arms, her tears fell on my face, hot, but with mine at all, I couldn't tell whether the tears that fell were my own or hers.

She told me to calm down, how could I calm down!

I'm already like this, why am I still pregnant, why am I pregnant?

"Fu Yao."

When Jiang Feiyi's voice appeared in the ward, Zhao Miao and I were stunned.

I raised my hand to push Zhao Miao away and looked at him in a daze.

He stood in the doorway, his face still unchanged.

I just looked at him straightly, then reached out and touched something on the table that I didn't know, and directly threw the thing at Jiang Feiyi: "Get out!" Get out of here! Get out! ”

His body moved slightly, and he frowned slightly when he looked at me, but he didn't mean to leave at all.

I looked at him fiercely and couldn't help but sneer: "Satisfied?" Jiang Feiyi, are you satisfied? You won, you all won, and I'm the only one who loses! It's just me! ”

I used to be extremely grateful to Jiang Feiyi for helping me every time I was in danger, but when I learned the truth of all this, I didn't know.

It turns out that there is really no free lunch in this world, and everything in this world will have cause and effect.

He helped me, but he never asked for anything in return, but now, without him having to ask for it, I have been arranged to repay him.

I hate it!

Hate that has never been there, hate Jiang Feiyi, hate Han Mo, hate everyone.

"Are you pregnant?"

But he didn't seem to see the hatred in my eyes, and even walked over with his leg up, and then stood in front of my hospital bed.

I've never seen anyone so shameless, really, never.

Zhao Miao's bag was hanging on the head of the hospital bed, I glanced down, picked it up directly and threw it on Jiang Feiyi's body: "Get out!" Get out of here! Why do you do this to me? Why! ”

"Doctor!"

He looked at me, the fold between his eyes getting deeper and deeper, and then he called the doctor straight in.

"Give her a tranquilizer!"

I was stunned after hearing this, and raised my hand to grab Zhao Miao: "Miao Miao!" No, I don't! No! Miao Miao! ”

But Jiang Feiyi stretched out his hand and dragged Zhao Miao away, and I looked at Zhao Miao in despair: "Miao Miao, don't, I don't want it!"

"She's emotionally unstable, she's pregnant, if she continues to make trouble like this, are you responsible for what happens?!"

But Zhao Miao was persuaded by Jiang Feiyi, she just looked at me like this, was dragged by Jiang Feiyi, and looked at me in a daze.

I was pressed by the nurses and doctors, and the needle was inserted into my veins little by little.

The strength in my body seemed to be taken away, and I looked at Jiang Feiyi in a daze, with a despair that I had never had: "Why."

Why do you want to do this to me, what did I do wrong.

I didn't do anything wrong.

My vision became blurred, and I felt myself collapse on the bed, and then I lost consciousness at all.

I had another dream, this time there was no Ye Qiuxin in the dream, only Han Mo.

I dreamed that my belly had swelled to the point of being seven or eight months pregnant, standing in front of Han Mo, he looked down at my belly, and I watched him look at my belly.

He raised his head to look at me in the middle of the ring, and then asked me, "Fu Yao, whose child are you?"

Fu Yao, whose child are you?

I pulled the corners of my mouth and tried to laugh, but I found myself crying, tears coming down from the corners of my eyes, as cold as ice.

"Yaoyao."

It was Zhao Miao's voice.

I slowly opened my eyes, only to find that it was a dream, but the dream was too real, and the tears in the corners of my eyes fell directly into my ears, and it was cold.

I moved slightly, and my whole body was squishy.

Zhao Miao reached over and helped me up, looking at me cautiously: "Yaoyao, what do you want to eat?"

Yesterday's events were constantly replaying in my mind little by little, I glanced sideways at Zhao Miao, she was scooping porridge for me, and the left eye I saw was a red and clear white.

My heart tightened slightly, and I opened my mouth: "Porridge."

After the hysteria, even the throat hurts.

Everyone has to pay a price after being impulsive, just like after I went crazy yesterday, today I have to suffer the consequences of overloading my vocal cords; It's as if after I love Han Mo desperately, I have to suffer the consequences of that self-righteousness.

She scooped the porridge and blew spoonful by spoonful to bring it to her mouth.

After my grandmother was hospitalized, no one fed me porridge anymore, and now the only person who will do this for me is estimated to be Zhao Miao.

I looked at her, I guess she didn't sleep well, her face was very bad, the redness in the whites of her eyes was very obvious, and the bags under her eyes were also very obvious.

She didn't speak, but the worry in her eyes was very obvious.

I remembered what I had done yesterday, and I couldn't help but call her: "Zhao Miao."

She looked at me and answered, "Huh?"

I looked at her and only felt my nose sour: "I'm sorry."

She was stunned for a moment, "Yaoyao, in fact, if you grit your teeth, there is nothing that you can't get by." ”

I know that Zhao Miao is the most qualified to say this.

I also know that I can get over by gritting my teeth.

So I gritted my teeth, "I'm going to beat the tire." ”