No one wants to be alone, it's just that there may be people who want to make friends, but don't have the ability and attraction to make friends.

I remember when I was studying, a classmate said to Yiyu one day: "You look very indifferent, there is a feeling that people can't get close, every time I look at you, I feel afraid to get along with you, because I don't think you like it." ”

Maybe her personality is like this, she becomes very defensive in front of unfamiliar people, but she herself can't see the feeling she exudes.

The first time she heard such a passage, she suddenly understood that she looked so "unapproachable." ”

But even if she knew, she couldn't make a change, and no one was around to teach her this. Many people who saw her for the first time chose to stay away from her.

She tried, but she felt that she was acting a little nondescript, but she felt like this, but she unexpectedly made friends.

"What's your name? You haven't found a place yet, so go sit with us. A strange but enthusiastic girl ran to the last row and said to her.

It was her first day in her new class, and she looked around the classroom, and because it was all unfamiliar, she didn't know where to sit, so she had to sit in the last row.

She was confused, and was pulled to the front row to sit with the girl who was talking to her.

In this way, they started to talk about their names, and slowly got better.

But later, Yiyu's true character was still revealed, and they gradually drifted apart very realistically.

Maybe it's because his personality is really unpleasant, and sometimes he always sits dullly on the side and doesn't say a word. No one can stand her like a stuffy gourd, and everyone likes to be friends with cheerful and lively classmates.

Later, she gradually returned to the last row, and became the only one she used to be.

On several occasions, she overheard the whispers of her classmates.

"You said that girl, is she withdrawn?"

"I think so, isn't her name Yiyu?"

"Don't tell me, how did her parents give her the name Yiyu, Yiyu is depressed, is it possible to hope that her daughter will be depressed?"

"I see, she does have that tendency......"

"Be quiet, I still saw that she had friends at that time, but now I'm afraid she has a character flaw to become like this."

"Makes sense......"

Yiyu didn't dare to listen to it anymore, but these words still kept surrounding her mind after she went home.

Depression, she actually avoided hearing the word, her name was exactly the same as the word.

She had inquired about the meaning of the disease.

Depression is a typical condition of a depressive disorder. Depression is a mental disorder with high prevalence, low treatment rate and high recurrence rate, which is mainly characterized by significant and persistent depression, and some patients have self-harm, suicidal behavior, and may be accompanied by psychotic symptoms such as delusions and hallucinations, and depressive stupor. Seizures are generally characterized by depressed mood, loss of interest, lack of energy, etc.

At that time, people were not familiar with the term psychological disorder, which was obviously a mental illness, but people naturally classified it as a mental illness.

No one wants to reveal that they have depression, they all have a sense of stigma about it.

Yiyu is no exception, she is actually afraid that others will call her name.

"Yiyu-came here to help, what are you doing, you don't know what to do......" Aunt called her at the top of her voice.

When her aunt was dissatisfied with her, she would call her full name - Yiyu. In other words, when I don't have any opinions on her, I will call her better, called Xiaoyu.

But these names felt so harsh to her ears.

"Sister Yiyu, we're here." A salutation pulled her out of her memory.

Several classmates other than Jiang Jiang called her.

"Let's take over, Brother Zhao can't come if he has something, and Sister Yiyu must have something to do, go get busy."

"Then thanks to you, everything in the store will be done, and I will teach you if you don't." Yi Yu instructed.

"It's going to be a big deal, we're very smart, if we really can't, we'll call Sister Jiang Jiang over."

"Call her? She hadn't been resting for long, and told her to probably tear your skin. ”

"Oh, we're thick-skinned, we're not afraid." Several students giggled.

"Okay, then I'm leaving, hard work." Yiyu took his things and waved goodbye.

Zhao Ke is estimated to be too busy in the hospital alone, so she will make some soup and send it over. Caring for a sick person is not an easy task.

When I came to the vegetable market next to the rental house, it was a little late, so the vegetables on the stall looked almost sold.

Many stall owners are lazily lying on their tables and napping.

"Girl, girl......" But there were still some stall owners who didn't miss any opportunity and called her over, "Look at our food, although it is afternoon, it is still fresh, and the price is cheaper than in the morning." ”

She walked over and picked a few tomatoes, tomato and egg soup was the simplest thing, but the nutritional value was not low either.

"We still have some side dishes here, do you want to get them, they are grown from our homes, they are fried and eaten sweetly, and we will make them when we go home."

"Okay, how about this in soup?"

"It's good to cook in the soup, so that the soup becomes fresh."

"Then I'll buy some, how much is it?"

"Eight dollars and four cents, give you a change, eight dollars."

"Thank you." Yiyu took the dish.

Finely chop the greens and put them in the soup, the nutritional value is definitely higher.

Yiyu chopped all the five tomatoes he bought, put a little oil in the pot and stir-fried, and after a while, the tomato juice became thicker and thicker, and when he saw that it was almost fried, he added water to it.

When the water boils to a boil, Yiyu slowly pours the beaten egg mixture into it, stirs it in a clockwise direction with chopsticks, and the eggs soon form a beautiful egg flower in the tomato soup.

Finally, put the chopped greens in and cook until soft, and this homemade tomato, egg, and greens soup is ready.

She carefully poured the soup into the thermos bucket with the pot.

Depart for the hospital.

Zhao Ke's mother smiled when she saw her: "Girl, you're here, Zhao Ke is going to help me get water, I'll come later." ”

"Auntie, I'm here to see you, this is a little soup I boiled, you can drink it while it's hot."

"Oh, you see how embarrassed I am to drink the soup you boiled, it was the same last time, I really bothered you."

"It's okay, I'll help you put it out."

"I just ate a little porridge, you don't need to eat any more, you can keep it and eat it with Zhao Ke." Mom reached out to stop Yiyu from twisting the lid.

"It's all soup and water, where is the stomach full? Drink a little, it's good for recovery. ”

"Thank you, girl, such a good girl, it's a pity not to come to my house to be my daughter-in-law." Zhao Ke's mother quipped.

"You misunderstood, it's because Zhao Ke helped me a lot before, and I saw that he couldn't be busy alone, so he helped make some soup." Yiyu's face was a little hot.

"Zhao Ke just doesn't like to express it, in fact, Auntie can see that he is such a slow person, he must be good to you, interesting."

When Yi Yuzheng didn't know how to reply, Zhao Ke opened the door and came in.

"Eh, why are you here?" Zhao Ke was shocked when he saw Yiyu.

"The girl kindly boiled soup for me and sent it over, you don't want to thank others, you haven't eaten yet, let Zhao Ke invite you to eat something good." Me, it's almost, don't worry about me. ”

"Auntie, don't ......" Yiyu wanted to excuse herself, she could see that Auntie must be thinking of the law to match her and Zhao Ke.

"You're welcome, Zhao Ke—" Zhao Ke's mother gave Zhao Ke a look.

"Oh, I should thank you, please eat." Zhao Ke turned his head to Yiyu and said, but his eyes didn't dare to look directly.

"When Auntie is well and is discharged from the hospital, it's not too late to invite me, Auntie, you can drink soup with peace of mind, and you don't have to rush to return the thermos bucket to me." Yiyu didn't wait for Zhao Ke's mother to continue talking, and left in a hurry. If you stay a little longer, you won't be able to leave.

Her feelings for Zhao Ke ......

After getting acquainted with each other, Zhao Ke treated her very well, and when she recalled it, she felt that she had agreed to almost everything she asked for help. It's clearly based on mutual help from a friend relationship.

How could Zhao Ke like such a person? Zhao Ke's mother must have thought wrong, and misunderstood Zhao Ke's attitude towards her.

As she walked, her stomach made a "gurgling" sound, and she touched her stomach, she was indeed hungry.

Today, she didn't want to buy food, and she didn't want to go into the kitchen anymore, so she went to the noodle restaurant where she was hungry at that time.

Unexpectedly, the proprietress still remembered her, and her smile did not change as usual.

"Give me a bowl of beef noodles." Yiyu said.

"Girl, it's a coincidence, this is the last bowl of beef noodles, but there is still a lot of beef left, I'll add a little more to you." The proprietress grabbed a handful of noodles from the basin next to her.

The proprietress is always very enthusiastic, she thinks she should do more business for this shop, and when she saw the braised eggs and dried fragrant eggs next to her, she added: "I'm very hungry today, help me add a braised egg and dried fragrant eggs, I'll pack it and take it back to eat." ”

"It's rare for a girl to have such a good appetite, wait." The proprietress was happy to respond.

Yiyu walked into the house with his noodles and put them on the dining table. When she lifted the lid of the packing box, the proprietress added a lot of things to her, not to mention the beef, in addition to the braised egg fragrant dried eggs to be added later, she also filled her with some kelp and soybeans.

This is probably the case with the simplicity and warmth of the world, and this feeling is usually experienced in a small shop on the street, such as the noodle restaurant next to Yiyu's rental house.

The larger the store, the more neglected these things, because the store has a lot of traffic, so it generally doesn't care much about the customer's feelings.

The clerk became angry because he was busy, and if he met someone who asked for a lot, his face would be scary.

So Yiyu doesn't yearn for those restaurants that are very popular offline, but she thinks that the smaller the restaurant, the more comfortable it is.

The phone vibrates twice.

"The popularity of "Wonderful Journey" is good, and the company said that it will hold an offline signing meeting." Bai Yi'an sent a message.