The handwriting on the first page is very immature, and it can be seen that it is Ling Wei's handwriting when she was in junior high school.

"There was an accident today that made me feel guilty because my little love was taken away by the bad guys, and I was really worried about her. I heard that she was badly injured, her head was covered with blood, and the wound required a full eight stitches, even though I didn't see it with my own eyes, I can imagine how terrible it was. I'm really sorry for Xiao Ai......

There is another thing that makes my heart mess today, and the stinky carrot that I have beaten since I was a child, although he is usually unreliable and always likes to make me angry, but if it weren't for him today, I would be lying in the hospital now. For the first time, I felt a sense of security that I was protected, and when he didn't hesitate to block that stick for me, my heart was touched by him, and at that moment I realized how important he was to me, and I couldn't tell whether it was moved...... Still is...... Thrilling ......"

"Lately he's fallen in love with playing basketball and goes to the gym every day after school and I love to sit down and watch him play. Don't look at his usual hanging, but the way he looks when he plays seriously makes me feel very handsome. But he's a big carrot, there are too many little fans watching him play, and the audience is full of the voices of those girls cheering for him, so it shouldn't matter if I come or not, he won't care. ”

"Tomorrow is the final exam, he still has to go to play after school, I really don't want to go, I want him not to go, but he answered a girl's call and left without looking back, at that time I stood in place and looked at his back farther and farther away from me, my eyes were a little sour, I actually had a little expectation, expecting him to find out that I didn't follow and look back, but in the end it was still not. I don't know when he left me with his back......

I finally went to watch him play basketball, and there was a girl who played with him, named He Zhiqing, very beautiful and cute, I sat down and heard everyone discussing, Li Yaonan and He Zhiqing are a talented and beautiful couple, I was very uncomfortable when I heard this, and I felt uncomfortable in my heart.

When he finished playing, I wanted to bring him water, but he already had a bottle of pulsation in his hand, which was given by the girl, and I also saw that when the girl was about to fall, the stinky carrot hugged her, my first reaction was to turn around and run, escape from this place that made me a little suffocated, and threw the bottle of excess water into the trash can when I got out of the gymnasium, and at that moment, I really wanted to cry......"

"I ran home by myself after seeing that scene yesterday, and I was in a really bad mood, and I wanted to find a place to vent. I originally wanted to find Xiao Ai, but I thought that she and Li Yaochen were sweet, and I didn't want to disturb them. I really wanted to talk to someone, so I thought of Nangong, and by the time he came, I had already drunk some beer, and I wondered if I could forget about those troubles for a while if I got drunk. In the end, I was really drunk, I didn't know what was going on, and when I woke up this morning, Uncle Housekeeper said that it was the stinky carrot that sent me back last night, and I think it should be Nangong who called him.

My mind was muddy all day, and I didn't do well in the exam, alas, I still put my mind on studying, maybe something is not destined to belong to me. ”

Li Yaonan couldn't help but clench his palms, he only learned today that she had endured so much by herself.