189 I can't get it back
I raised my hand and pushed him hard: "You don't allow it?" Why don't you allow it, Han Mo?! β
I don't know where I got the strength, so I stretched out my hand and pushed him away directly, and the other hand pulled the sheet on the side, wrapped it around my body and looked at him fiercely: "You have always been like this Han Mo!" You want what you like, but you never ask if anyone else needs it! Back then, you forced me to be with you, and now you still want to force me to be with you! You say you love me, but the person you love the most is yourself! β
I'm really fed up with Han Mo, and I don't know where he got his confidence, why do I think he thinks I'll forgive him if he coaxes him like a child!
It was never a question of unforgiveness between me and him, and he chose to ignore all the courage and passion I had given him at the beginning, and now wants me to plunge into it again.
I'm sorry, I'm not a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl anymore, it's better to die once and have the courage to work hard to manage a relationship.
Yes, I've become the person I hated the most.
But these are all forced by Han Mo, forcing me to be such a reality, such a fear, fear and fear.
"Han Mo, if you let me go, it should be regarded as a reward for loving you so hard."
Now that I have my own career, my own friends, and my own family, everything I want is gradually moving closer to me, and I really don't want to go back to the state where I cry whenever I close my eyes and think of Han Mo.
I didn't want to give up so easily, and then I forced myself to believe in him again, and finally got the same fate.
Love is like this, it doesn't mean that people who love each other will definitely be able to be together.
I still love you, but I also believe that I will love others more.
The skirt had been torn by him, and I had no way to wear it again.
I just pulled the sheet and wrapped it around myself, jumped out of bed and planned to leave.
As soon as he got out of bed, he was stretched out by Han Mo and tugged at his wrist, he looked up at me with a little pain in his eyes: "Fu Yao-"
I didn't speak, just shook his hand away, rushed to the door, opened the door and ran straight out.
Han Mo didn't chase it out, probably because no one would say such ugly words, and he probably had never met a woman like me, I don't know what to do.
There were originally two people in the elevator, and when they saw me, they were all stunned for a moment, and I looked at one of the women, "Miss, can you borrow your mobile phone to make a call?" β
She looked at me with a look on her face that clearly thought I was a bad person, and I knew that I was indeed very suspicious of me, but I couldn't help it.
I can run out of the room like this, but I can't run out of the hotel like this. What's more, the matter between me and Su Zheyuan is still making trouble on the Internet.
If it weren't for the sheet, there would be only one sheet, if I blocked my face, the bottom would be gone, and I would be eager to block my face now, if someone took a photo and posted it on the Internet, I really jumped into the Yellow River this time and couldn't wash it clearly.
"Please, I'm just a phone call!"
Probably because I looked so pitiful, the lady who asked for help didn't lend me my phone, but the man next to me went and lent me my phone.
I didn't react when I saw the phone in front of me, so I looked up at me: "I'll lend it to you, let's call." β
I was stunned for a moment, then reacted and said thank you repeatedly: "Thank you!" Thank you! β
In this world, no one knows what will happen in the next second. It's like I, who was still recording a talk show in the studio one second, but the next second I was wrapped in a sheet and begging for help in the elevator.
Everyone has their own unspeakable suffering, you don't have to ask anything, just help as much as you can.
The elevator door opened, and the man didn't leave, waiting with me.
Didn't rush me either, and I was somewhat grateful for his thoughtfulness and trust.
Xue Jiaying didn't answer the first call, so much so that my palms were sweaty when I made the second call.
Fortunately, she answered the second call I called, and when she spoke, I said directly: "It's me, Jiaying, don't ask me what's going on, you bring a set of clothes to the Four Seasons Hotel on this side of Renmin Road, underwear and underwear, I'm waiting for you in the bathroom, this phone is not mine, you can go to the bathroom on the first floor to find me." β
"Fu Yao, you-"
Without waiting for her to speak, I hung up the phone directly and returned the phone to the man on the side: "Thank you!" β
Although it is only a small help, it is like sending carbon in winter to me now.
He answered his phone, smiled, and didn't care.
I pursed my lips and reached out to grab him, "Sir, I really don't know how to thank you, why don't you leave a contact information, I-"
Actually, I don't know what I can do with his contact information, but when I tried to ask another person in the elevator for help, I was met with a white face, and this man reached out to help me, and I really wanted to express my gratitude.
He shook his head: "No need, just raise your hands." β
After saying that, he directly raised his legs and left.
I thought it was just a very simple encounter, but it wasn't until I met again later that I realized that in this world, many things were arranged in advance.
It's so strange that I'm dressed like this, and the crowd of people standing in the lobby of the hotel look at me, whether it's the guests, the waiter or the front desk, and the eyes of me are not very good.
I pursed my lips, tightened the sheet and ran to the bathroom.
I had just run away when Han Mo came out of the elevator, and when I heard him call me, my whole body froze, and I ran to the bathroom without thinking about it.
He probably asked the onlookers just now, and as soon as I closed the door and entered a card room, I heard him call me outside: "Fu Yao!" β
I subconsciously tightened the sheets on my body, for the first time I hoped that there were other people in this toilet, just anyone, as long as I could stop Han Mo from rushing in.
But I am too naΓ―ve, Han Mo has always been afraid of this, just a women's bathroom, how could I stop him.
"Bang bang bang!"
He knocked on the door of the cubicle a little, followed by his voice: "I know you're inside, Fu Yao!" You come out, I'll send you back! β
I leaned my back against the door and didn't speak.
"Fu Yao."
He called me, his tail note drooping slightly with a hint of pleading.
I raised my hand to cover my mouth, tears streaming from my eyes, and the cold under my shoesless feet made me stiff.
The inside of the bathroom was eerie, and the floor was as cold as ice, and the coolness kept rising from the soles of the feet, little by little, as if the whole person was there.
"You come out, I won't force you."
I don't know how long it took for him to speak.
I raised my hand to wipe my tears, looked up at the ceiling above my head, and tried to let the tears flow back into my eyes: "Go out, you're going to scare people like this." β
"Ahh
As soon as I finished speaking, I heard someone scream.
Soon I heard the voice I had been waiting for: "Fu Yao? β
It's Xue Jiaying.
"Han Shao?"
She should have seen Han Mo, through a door, I don't know what they are doing, I can only hear footsteps, and after about two minutes, Xue Jiaying knocked on my door: "Come out, he's gone." β
I was stunned for a moment, and raised my hand to open the door.
"You-"
Xue Jiaying's face was slightly stagnant when she saw that she beat me, but she didn't ask anything, and handed me the bag in her hand: "Change your clothes and shoes first, and then come out." β
In fact, there is nothing to say.
When she saw Han Mo, she knew more or less what was going on, and besides, I was embarrassed, and the makeup on my face that was painted for the show was already unsightly.
Not to mention the hairstyle, which is even more messy with tears.
I changed my clothes, pressed the hat on top of my head, and then walked out with my legs up.
Xue Jiaying glanced at me, "I told the program team that you are not feeling well, and you will continue to record tomorrow." β
I knew that my sudden disappearance must have caused her a lot of trouble, but I didn't expect that Han Mo would suddenly break into the mansion and kidnap me directly.
I don't know what Xue Jiaying told him, I really didn't see Han Mo when I walked out.
I breathed a sigh of relief, but at this time, the front desk lady suddenly ran over: "Miss, this is what Mr. Han Mohan asked me to leave to you." β
I froze for a moment, subconsciously not wanting to, and not wanting to deal with it.
But the front desk lady stopped me straightly: "Miss, Mr. Han instructed me to give it to you, otherwise he will complain about my poor work." β
"I don't want it! You tell him he can do whatever he likes! β
I was so angry that my whole body trembled, he has always been like this, he doesn't ask if anyone gives him anything, he just goes forward to get it; It's also given, and I don't ask people if they want it, just stuff it into people's hands.
"Miss, I-"
The front desk looked at me and almost cried.
Xue Jiaying on the side patted me on the shoulder: "You take it first, don't embarrass others." β
I looked at the front of the stage, but still reached out and took the small bag: "Give it to me." β
I don't embarrass her, but Han Mo wants to embarrass me.
"If you really don't want to see it, just go back and throw it in a drawer, or donate it to charity after a while, anyway, you've had too much negative press lately."
Xue Jiaying always knew exactly what I was thinking, I nodded, and threw the bag I had just taken to her: "Whatever you want." β
As long as I don't let me see it, I don't have that big heart, and I can keep what he gave me.
Xue Jiaying stretched out her hand to take it, lowered her head and flipped it: "Are you sure you don't want to take a look?" β
"If you don't want to see it, you can do whatever you want."
After saying that, I simply closed my eyes and leaned on the back of the car pillow to sleep.