Extra 1
No one knew what happened on the night Meng Yi committed suicide, but Meng Chengbing didn't want to explore it anymore, and in the days after Meng Yi was in a very unstable state, Meng Chengbing talked to him once.
He said: "Meng Yi, Luo Shu is your sister, so no matter what happens, I hope that you just treat her as a sister." ”
Meng Yi sat there looking out the window and didn't answer Meng Chengbing.
Meng Chengbing said: "If you can't accept that she is your sister, then before I and Aunt Luo, there will be problems, you are the heir of the Meng family, Meng Yi, you know what your responsibilities are, Dad wants you to understand, so Dad decided to send you away, the first is for treatment, and the second day is also to hope to ease the relationship between you and Luo Shu." ”
Meng Yi lowered his eyelashes in understanding.
Meng Chengbing touched his shoulder with his hand and asked again, "Is it okay to treat Luo Shu as a sister?" Meng Yi. ”
This is the last sentence of the conversation between Meng Chengbing and Meng Yi.
After that, Meng Chengbing sent Meng Yi abroad for treatment, and Meng Chengbing was in China during that time and had no contact with others.
But he knew his situation, that time was really serious for him, depression autism, a full-scale outbreak, and he had completely lost the ability to survive, and the psychiatrist carried out a lot of psychological intervention on Meng Yi.
In the past two months, he committed suicide seven times in the hospital, and each of these seven times made Meng Chengbing frightened, during which the doctor gave him a lot of tranquilizers, but it was useless, and even made Meng Chengbing want to take him back to China.
It was the darkest two months of Meng Yi's life, the room he lived in had no windows, the windows were sealed, and there was nothing in the room, only a bed.
Meng Chengbing called him, he answered, and Meng Chengbing asked on the phone: "Meng Yi, how are you?" ”
Yes, how about him.
Meng Yi only said to him: "I'm fine." ”
It's good, seven suicides in two months, is that good?
Meng Chengbing asked, "Do you want to return to China?" Meng Yi? ”
Meng Yi replied: "No. ”
It was Meng Chengbing's phone call when Meng Yi was at his most unstable, and even at this time, there was very little conversation between the two.
After hanging up the phone, Meng Chengbing even did a good job, if Meng Yi's suicides gradually increased, then Meng Chengbing must pick people back.
And just after Meng Yi experienced the most unstable two months, all of a sudden, his whole person stabilized rapidly, and the number of suicides gradually decreased.
No one knows what happened to the changes in his heart during this period, and he ushered in stability at the worst time, which was something that neither Meng Chengbing nor the doctor expected, and the doctor called Meng Chengbing a surprise.
During the period of half a year, Meng Chengbing flew abroad to see him once, Meng Yi's mental state was indeed a lot better, the whole person has changed a lot, the two fathers and sons took a walk on Berlin's Linden Avenue at night, at that time it was very cold in Decheng, Meng Yi was wearing a black down jacket, his face was still pale, walking in the dark night, although he was the same quiet and silent, but Meng Chengbing felt that his mental state was indeed much better than before.
It was New Year's Day, and Meng Chengbing said to him: "How do you feel? ”
Meng Yi walked beside him, and Linden Avenue was surrounded by piles of snow mixed with withered yellow leaves.
Meng Yi replied: "Very good." ”
He still said that.
This is the first time Meng Chengbing has really felt his changes, and he will naturally reply to him.
Meng Chengbing smiled, and he said, "Okay, it's good." ”
In fact, he was subconsciously thinking about one thing, whether he should mention it, but he still mentioned it, and he said to Meng Yi: "Do you want to go back with me for the New Year?" ”
Meng Yi walked beside him, didn't look at him, but said, "No need." ”
Meng Chengbing nodded when he heard his answer, and did not force him, but said: "Your Aunt Luo has made a lot of dumplings this year, and the family is very lively, and Luo Shu is obedient a lot." ”
Meng Yi still didn't have any reaction when he heard it.
"Meng Yi, Dad always hopes that you can take Luo Shu as your sister, no matter what has happened."
Although Meng Chengbing didn't know what had happened, he also guessed that it must be a bad thing, and he didn't want Meng Yi's relationship with Luo Shu to become bad.
"Yes."
Meng Chengbing was also relieved when he got Meng Yi's answer, he patted him on the shoulder again, smiled, and didn't say anything more.
The father and son continued to walk in the middle of the night, and it snowed again in the Berlin sky.
The sky was dark and solemn.
This is the New Year, Meng Chengbing flew to Decheng to visit Meng Yi, the next day Meng Chengbing flew back to China, on the night after Meng Chengbing flew back to China from Decheng, Meng Yi stood at the window and looked at the sky outside, drinking wine.
There was nothing in his eyes, and he looked out at the heavy snow.
When he finished the can of beer, he crushed the bottle, threw it in the trash, and turned away through the window.