Chapter 41: Memories (4)
"Whenever that's the case, I need a warm hug.
Especially a beautiful, gentle and cute young lady like you, come and hug me! ”
Ren Yu swallowed his saliva, looked at Yun Fei in front of him in a panic, and said in a trembling voice:
"Yunfei, you say, are you possessed by a monster?"
Yunfei: "......"
Then, Ren Yu waved his hand, put his face in front of Yun Fei, and under Yun Fei's frightened gaze, he stretched out his right hand and pinched his face.
"You..."
Yun Fei subconsciously wanted to break free, and was thinking about stretching out his right hand to knock out Ren Yu's right hand, but he inadvertently saw the smile on the latter's face.
With a weak heart, he swallowed his saliva, and finally chose to withdraw his outstretched right hand and let Ren Yu play with him.
"Okay, I just teased you.
Roar, you're going to be spoiled.
Then you just ... Headaches, yelling, and other behaviors.
Isn't it..."
Ren Yu smiled, showing a sly smile, and slowly brought his face closer to Yun Fei until the latter...
"Okay! I admit my mistake, I honestly confess that all this just now was my fault.
I'm just trying to amuse you, you forgive me, okay? ”
Yun Fei said that, and tilted his head to the other side, but the keen Ren Yu saw a blush on his face through the bright moonlight.
Damn, why was she suddenly picked up by this little girl.
Yun Fei muttered to himself.
Then, he caught a glimpse of the smug look on Ren Yu's face with the help of his afterglow, and accidentally looked at him.
"Yunfei, have you been touched by me?"
No, hey, I think of this little girl as a girl.
Even if she really likes herself, then I can't.
Although I am a powerful evolutionary in her eyes, I look at the whole shelter.
I'm nothing more than an insignificant little character.
There is simply no ability to protect her.
If I'm really good for her,
I should have "abandoned" her and cut ties with her.
Thinking of this, a hint of imperceptible depression flashed in Yun Fei's eyes.
But in an instant, it was replaced by a hint of determination.
Of course, Ren Yu in front of her didn't know all this, on the contrary, when she saw Yun Fei's thoughtful expression, she really thought that the latter was touched by herself.
"Hey, hey!"
Happy, she jumped up directly and pounced on Yunfei's body with lightning speed.
"Yunfei, I don't care, I like me, I'm not shy!
I'm not going to laugh at you! ”
And Ren Yu, who was "wrapped" in happiness in her heart, thought that what she would get would be Yunfei's smile and the blush on his face.
But what happened next was far from what she expected.
"What are you thinking?"
"Huh?"
Yun Fei looked at Ren Yu with a blank face in front of him, and the concern that flashed in his eyes.
His heart was full of unbearable and distressed.
But he also knew in his heart that he had to do it again!
"Actually, I was in a daze just now because I was thinking about how I could kick you out of my house, so that you would be hurt less.
But, then what?
I thought about it, you're different!
When I met you before, I knew that you were out to sell!
So, why should I care about your feelings? ”
With that, Yun Fei had a disdainful smile on his face, and pushed Ren Yu away very roughly.
"You... Yunfei, you, in your heart, am I such a person?
Come out and sell! Dirty!
Don't you have to worry about it at all? ”
Ren Yu bit his lower lip lightly and asked cautiously, and anyone could read the full incomprehension and sadness from his words.
Yunfei was naturally no exception, but he still hid his emotions well.
He raised his head so that Ren Yu couldn't see the tears he was about to shed.
Immediately, he looked at Ren Yu in a downward posture, his eyes full of contempt and contempt.
"I, I see.
That... Can you answer my last question?
After you answer my question, I'll leave here, okay? ”
Ren Yu said in a very humble tone.
Ren Yu, you don't have to be so humble.
You're actually very good.
Yun Fei said secretly in his heart.
"Damn, why do you talk so much?
Hurry up, just ask.
After asking, you pack up your things and get out! ”
"Okay."
In the face of Yunfei's aggressiveness and the disgust in his words.
Ren Yu's face turned even paler.
I saw her take a step back weakly, her petite body trembling slightly from nervousness, like a frightened rabbit.
looked at Ren Yu, who was originally happy and had a smile on his face, because of his actions.
Suddenly, Yun Fei felt as if his heart had been burned on a fire.
But he still has to endure and pretend to be tough, because this kind of behavior is really good for her.
Thinking of this, a disdainful smile appeared on his face again.
And said in an arrogant tone:
"Hurry up, if it weren't for the large number of blood diamonds you've given me these days.
Will Lao Tzu let you eat and drink for nothing in my place?
If you don't ask, if you don't ask.
Get out of here!
I still have to sleep! ”
"Don't chase me, I asked!
After I ask this question, I'll go, I won't delay your time! ”
Ren Yu sniffed, stubbornly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, looked directly at Yun Fei with his eyes, and asked in a very resolute tone:
"Yunfei, I just wanted to ask you a question.
During the time we've been together, have you ever been moved by me?
Have you ever liked me for a moment?
I want to hear the truth from you, don't lie to me!
Otherwise, I'll hate you for the rest of my life! ”
Listening to Ren Yu's firm but slightly crying words, Yun Fei closed his eyes and calmed down the excitement in his heart.
Half a ring, under Ren Yu's longing and expectant gaze, Yunfei spoke.
"Well, I'm not lying, because I don't have to lie to you.
I can tell you very clearly.
I, Yunfei, have lived with you in the past few days.
I've never loved you, and I haven't liked you in the slightest.
I took you in because you proposed that you go out hunting, and the blood diamonds you get will be divided into half of the blood diamonds.
Because I can get real benefits from you, that's why I take you in.
Alright, I don't have to worry about your blood diamond now.
I answered your question.
Now, can you fulfill your promise, pack up your things, and get out of my house? ”
Yun Fei showed a look of anger in his heart, looked at Ren Yu in front of him with displeasure, and scolded repeatedly, his tone full of displeasure and disgust.
"I, got it!
I'll go, I'll go right away! ”
Ren Yu wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes again, but the last time she wiped away the tears, it was because she still had expectations in her heart and wanted to meet them with a clean face.
But this time, she wiped away her tears because she saw the man in front of her clearly, and also understood what what what she had done during this time meant in his eyes?
At this moment, what she wiped away was not tears, it was her dedication, and the hope that remained in her heart.
She nodded heavily, and then quickly packed up her clothes and daily necessities.
After a while, carrying a large black backpack, she stepped out of Yunfei's house with a resolute expression, and left without looking back.
After a while,
Yunfei was still staring at the open door.
It was drizzling outside,
And with a little breeze,
Blowing on the already "thin" door panel.
"It must be cold outside, right?
It's still raining.
Will she feel cold, will she be very..."
Yun Fei sat on the ground slowly, lowered his head, and muttered repeatedly, with a hint of concern and affection in his words.
He then clenched his right fist and slammed it to the ground, repeating several times.
Then he sighed heavily, fumbled in his trouser pocket, and pulled out a lighter and a few cigarettes packed "wild".
"Smack!"
With the sound of a lighter switching,
A small and faint flame appeared in front of Yun Fei's eyes.
Use the index and middle fingers of your right hand to puff up a cigarette and place it next to your mouth
The left hand holding the lighter slowly approaches the cigarette butt.
After three breaths,
He exhaled a cloud of smoke with great enjoyment,
Smoky,
Slowly rising before his eyes,
But then, it was "attacked" by the cold wind outside the house.
It was scattered in an instant.
"It's been a long time!
She should have reached the bar.
With my friendship with the proprietress of the house.
When the latter saw her coming alone, he would be curious.
You should be able to ask about the situation and answer your questions.
Immediately after, although she was most likely unwilling to tell the proprietress what had just happened.
But the latter would take her in for at least one night and inform me the next day.
In the after... I'll give the proprietress some more benefits and let her find a good place to live for her and settle her down.
At last... In the end, I just... will disappear from her life completely. ”
With that, Yun Fei shook his head as if deprecating himself, took another puff of cigarette, and slowly spit it out again.
Watching the smoke drift out of the house,
For some reason, he had a strange feeling.
The smoke produced by this cigarette is like his own heart, the indescribable feelings he has for Ren Yu.
And at this moment, with the smoke drifting towards the outside of the house,
He suddenly felt that his heart and his feelings for Ren Yu had also left.
"Oh, okay, what are you sighing about here?"
Yun Fei slapped his head violently, smiled bitterly, shook his head, and said self-deprecating again.
"Her good girl naturally deserves better.
You make her really like you.
With what you have, what you have now.
There's no way to take care of her.
With her, you're only going to hurt her! ”
"Really?
I don't think much of it..."