Chapter Twenty-Three: An Junlan's Thoughts
Ning Zhongxin lowered his head and raised his head to look at Yu Yang, who had been staring at him intently. It seems that if he doesn't say anything today, Ning Yuyang will not give up.
"Yang'er, this incident is a wound in my heart for so many years!"
"Huh?"
"If it weren't for me back then, Yi Xuan wouldn't have died."
"Why do you say that?"
Ning Zhongxin's eyes were red, if he said what was in his heart, how would he face An Junlan, even if Yuyang would not say it for the sake of her mother's body, but how to face this daughter in the future, he had a feeling that Yuyang was nakedly seen.
"At that time, Yi Xuan's condition was stable, but he lacked a taste of medicinal materials, so I could only go to Tan Sheng's medicine shop on Chang'an Street to find medicine."
"Can you find it?"
"Nope!" Ning Zhongxin said categorically, without the slightest hesitation. He seems to have been mentally prepared for a long time, so he blurted out a lie.
"Since I didn't find that Yi Xuan's condition was stable, why did something suddenly happen?"
"It's me who came back too late."
"Why the delay? ……”
"I ...... I didn't find the medicine, so I wanted to go into the palace to have a look, who knew that the palace door was locked, and if I was delayed for some time, when I returned to the mansion, Yi Xuan was no longer done! ”
Yuyang always felt that something was wrong, and he had already increased the amount of medicine for An Junlan, and before it was late at night, An Junlan woke up. Wake up and only look for Yuyang.
"Miss, go and take a look, Madame is awake." Cuiliu said breathlessly. Ning Zhongxin and Yuyang hurriedly stood up.
"How so?" Yuyang was a little incredulous, which meant that An Junlan's body was ......
"Yang'er, how many points has the dosage increased?"
"Dad, it's been aggravated by three points."
Yuyang stopped in front of the door, Ning Zhongxin entered the room, and An Junlan leaned on the bed with tears in her eyes.
"Lan'er, come, let me cut the pulse."
"Zhongxin ......" Ning Zhongxin's fingers trembled slightly.
"I know my body is no longer dead."
"No, Lan'er, with me, you'll be fine!" Ning Zhongxin said in a trembling voice
"Zhongxin, over the years, I know how you have treated me. The Son of Heaven gives you a marriage, let you marry you, and you will marry. ”
"Lan'er ......"
"I know that you have always blamed yourself for Yi Xuan's death, you have never mentioned the matter of taking concubines for so many years, how many matchmakers on this long street have come to our house, I know it in my heart. I don't know how much time I have, if there is a virtuous and confidant person to accompany you and take care of the two Yuyang sisters and brothers, I will also feel at ease. ”
"Lan'er...... I ......"
"Zhongxin, Yang'er is seventeen, and the daughters of this ordinary family are all married. I know that there are many high-ranking dignitaries who are mostly mindful of Yang'er's life experience, not you and me. But although she is not born to you and me, it is better than her own birth. I don't want her to enter, I don't want her to be bullied for other people's concubines. ”
Yuyang grabbed the door with one hand outside the door, tears kept pouring out, she knew that for An Junlan, she was now An Junlan's biological daughter. Why didn't she recognize An Junlan as her biological mother.
"Madam, I will take this matter to heart, and I will definitely find a good family for our Yang'er."
"On the ninth day of the first month of next month, I will personally prepare the dowry in advance, so you can go with peace of mind."
I don't know when Ning Zhongxin talked to An Junlan in the room, if he is in Yuyang, at least he doesn't have to worry about An Junlan's body.
On the way back to her bedroom, Yuyang looked at the Ruyi buckle on her wrist, and with a thoughtful look, she looked up at the white moon and shook her head.
"Miss, it's late at night, so as to avoid the wind and cold, can you come back early?"
"Yinghua, what do you think my hometown will look like now?"
"Miss, the slave maid doesn't know, the slave maid grew up in Ning Mansion since she was a child, and she has never been out of Chang'an County."
"Hmm......" Yuyang smiled lightly.
"Miss, do you miss your hometown?"
"Perhaps...... No, let's go, go back and rest. ”
When he returned to Yuyang in the bedroom, he put the handkerchief and Ruyi buckle in front of the dresser. Yahuan Yinghua stepped back after making the bed.
Yuyang picked up the Ruyi buckle again, she took a closer look, this Ruyi buckle is of high quality, and the carving of the auspicious cloud is very exquisite, I am afraid that only the craftsmen in the palace have the craftsmanship. There seemed to be words on the back, and she saw Duan Jinghuai's birthday in the candlelight.
"Born on the fifth day of July."
She put the ruyi buckle and handkerchief together, carefully wrapped it and put it in the jewelry box, how dare she think about marriage. She fled to Chang'an County with her younger brother when she was a teenager, and she knew that although she was fortunate to be the eldest lady of Ningfu, she was an adopted daughter after all, and she did not dare to overstep her heart for anything.
Always live cautiously and carefully. Even An Junlan has already thought about everything for herself.
But she can only relax a little when she closes the door.