Four hundred and forty-four chapters
"You think too much, I really can't say anything." Su Bairan rubbed his sideburns and said with a smile: "Everything I know has been queried, and he himself doesn't know as much as you know." β
She tilted her head to look at him and said, "Why don't you tell me what I don't know, like what happened to you?" Why is there such hatred? Can't more than ten years be diluted at all? β
The man's face paused for a moment, but he still showed a smile and said, "You kid always has a different kind of cunning, but I still like it, at least you still know what it means to be measured." β
Su Bairan: To tell you the truth, if I really didn't understand such a measure, and didn't know how to find a little gap for myself on the edge of life and death, I would have left this beautiful world a long time ago, and I wouldn't need you to come over to help me, and I wouldn't need you to analyze it at such a deep level.
Why does it sound so sad that even I can't help but feel a sour feeling?
Rubbing his somewhat sour stomach helplessly, "So would you like to talk to me?" It's okay if you don't want to, it's just that there's no one to accompany me here, it's a bit boring, if you don't like to find me two books to read and pass my lonely time. β
"Nope." The man said, "I still want to talk to you about me." After all, I'm a little bored here. β
Su Bairan smiled.
I'd rather talk about my own affairs, and there is a good chance of exposing the news unintentionally, than bring two books over, which sounds a bit subtle.
But... It's understandable, after all, books are the ladder of human progress, and this sentence is not a joke.
If it is in the hands of other people, it may sound like a bit ethereal to discover some hidden meaning in the stories in his book, open up their world and destroy the whole plan, but on the edge of life, in that moment that has never been explored, there are too many variables generated.
Zhang Yuhe, and those brothers and sisters have good brains, and they are really smart, otherwise they would not be classified into the plan, otherwise they would not have survived to the present and come to the final game of chess pieces of the plan.
It is precisely because of their intelligence that they are afraid that they have more luxuriant plans, and they have broadened their horizons to see the outside world, how they can know what the world is like, and how they can understand what a terrifying existence they are facing.
If they find something in that book that is not working, and it gives them inspiration, wisdom, and a plan, then there is no way to reverse it.
At the most critical moment, after more than ten years of planning, it is impossible to change it for such a small detail.
Of course...
Su Bairan can't help but admire, after this story, in this command thousands of years ago, in that book, there are basically no sentences that can be wasted, and in such a narrow place as himself, there are too many thought-provoking words in the tree that can be seen.
There are even some books that are planned, so that I feel a level of shock, standing in the future world and observing today's words, the emotions in my heart are completely different, and even more open my mind.
If you want to change SLR, in modern society, you can catch it casually, go out with millions of words in a story, all of them are nonsense, basically there is not much self-cultivation, just throw this kind of story in front of people casually, and I am not afraid of what other thoughts will arise in their hearts.
In contrast, the chess pieces in his hands will fluctuate and a powerless lady is controlled in her hands, and when she gets a little news, she feels that the latter is more cost-effective, and the other party can obviously know that the conversion is also quite calm for such a problem.
The man said: "I think you must be curious, what kind of hatred has made me a native for so many years.
You have been pondering this matter, pondering what earth-shattering things your father did back then, so that I had no way to make it bad, so that I have been engraved in my heart, so that I have been engraved into the bone marrow, engraved into my heart, and engraved into the road of my own life. β
Su Bairan: "Ah..."Big brother, you speak really rhythmically, I have to say that your verbal literacy is a bit of a pity not to write.
The man lowered his eyes and said: "You have no way to understand, in that deep mansion compound, between heaven and earth, you have no way to know the cruelty outside, how frightening it is, how many things will be unimaginable, the family is ruined, it is just a thought, you have no way to see." β
Su Bairan pursed his lips, and for a while, his mind would not cause the man in front of him to be gentle and elegant, with a sense of words that could not be spoken.
I have to admit that if I meet him in other scenes, maybe I will have a good feeling in my heart, maybe I will become friends, or maybe under this indifferent gentleness, I will feel that this is a good person.
If it weren't for the changes in life, if it wasn't for the problems that there was no way through, if it wasn't for the collapse of the world at that moment.
Maybe he won't get to where he is now, he won't accumulate hatred for more than ten years, and he won't put his life on pay, maybe he is a good child, a good husband, and will have his own children in the future.
Considering his age, maybe if he got married earlier, his children should be similar to himself.
In that instant, he was rendered into his imagination, and there was no way to comprehend the pain that he realized in that moment.
raised his hand and patted the other party's shoulder, biting his lip, after all, he didn't say anything, all the words would turn into ridicule in the other party's ears, and any words he said would turn into a knife in the other party's heart and stab him hard.
After all, she is the daughter of the other party's enemy.
The man lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes seemed to tremble for a moment, covering the inside of the eyes, and the sadness that flashed in his eyes instantly returned to his previous appearance.
"I was originally in business, but I can only say that I am young and ignorant, my family is in the middle of the road, and I have no other way, so I also go into business."
Su Bairan bowed his head, similar to Liu Qingyao's route, but looking at his current situation, it was obvious that he didn't have the skills of an unlucky fiancΓ©. Or that luck was much worse than his. met Su Gulin.
The man said: "I, like everyone else, got married, had children, lived an ordinary life at the right age, and the business was smooth, so it was not very good, but I was able to pay for the expenses of the family." β
At this point, he paused again, and the confusion for a moment returned to the original.
"Until one day I met a big order outside, I only need to pay half of the payment in advance, I can get three times the payment, in terms of the market at that time, it is reasonable, this is not such a large order before, I have to admit that I am moved."
When he said this, he covered his heart with his hand, and he couldn't help but smile a little sarcastically.
"Sure enough, people can't be too greedy, people's hearts are not enough to swallow elephants, everything is cocooned and self-bound."
"I pawned everything in the house, used it as collateral to make up half of the payment, and shipped the whole business out, but I didn't expect to wait for the other party to receive the goods, aimlessly, it seems that I have lost my invisibility, the goods are hoarded at home, and there is no way to get rid of it for a while, and my previous mortgage makes my score unable to run normally..."
Su Bairan heard this, and he probably understood what route it was.
The man smiled and said, "Yes, I really can't get the money, I want to bring the goods over, but I haven't received any response at all, and I've been waiting for me to raise money everywhere, but there is no way to lose the family property back."
Everything turned into a bubble in an instant, and I struggled to guard the goods, but they were rotten in my hands, and I couldn't even transport the goods out of my original home. β
His fingers rubbed the corner of his sleeve slightly.
"If those goods are not shipped out, everything will belong to them, even... What are they kidding if they insist that I have to ship the goods out or they will make me pay according to the price? I left my goods with them, but they asked me to give them money.
What kind of ability do I have to be strong and large quantities of goods, such a value, all the goods of my net worth, all the goods I can only grit my teeth and move outside with my family. β
When he said this, his eyes suddenly fell into a trance for a moment, "Ha, you may not imagine how heavy a cargo is, and how much strength it will have to slide down from that edge and smash it on the ground." β
Gently touched the forehead of the person opposite with his finger, and the smile was still the same as before, but unconsciously with a cold bitterness.
"My kid happens to be right under the cargo that fell, guess what has become of him?"
Su Bairan was shocked.
Instead, the man smiled and waved his hand, as if everything had long been a thing of the past, and there was no way to stir up the waves in his heart.
"My wife was a little crazy, and she was running around the house, and she didn't know where she went, and she hit her forehead, and she never got up. My parents were a little old and didn't have the strength to go down, and they collapsed on the ground.
I had no choice but to beg them to let me leave my cargo here and let me leave with my family. β
I can't know how many details are hidden, just looking at his brisk narration, I feel chills and shocks.
How much pain has I experienced, how many times has my heart been cut by a knife and an axe, so that I can calmly face the disasters of the past and the pain of annihilation.
Su Bairan could feel the sadness hidden between the bland words. The whole family suffered a tragedy because of a disaster and because of their own negligence.
The squeeze in his heart made him unable to detach.
But he is used to covering up the scars on his body with blandness, and he is used to using a calm tone to erase the painful feelings in his heart.
What a sorrow, what a sadness, so that people who have not experienced it, how can they understand, how can people who have not experienced it understand, how can people who have not experienced it understand, how can they understand the squeezing emotions brought by it, and how can they understand the panic caused in their hearts at a moment.
What he said is not wrong, he has no way to understand, he can feel himself, he just grew up in a peaceful era, and he happened to encounter an unlucky thing to come home, and in this era, only he is hovering on the edge of life and death.
I feel the danger of my life all the time, but I don't feel the sadness of that sunny day, I don't feel the guilt of parting from life and death, I don't feel the guilt of parting from life and death, I squeeze myself fiercely, I don't let myself have no way to breathe, and I am crushed by emotions for a moment.
I have never experienced it, only the other party can feel it, can experience it, can know the taste, and can slowly balance my heart during that period, even if it is a plan for more than ten years, it doesn't matter, as long as I can take revenge, everything can be.
He is still calm as usual, without any escape.
I didn't see any collapse, only under the cover of those eyes, there seemed to be a moment of sadness, but it was quickly covered up.
"I didn't die at that time, but I fell ill, and I was in a daze and no longer had any circumstances, and in that illness, I called out the names of my family in a daze, and told me to save the child quickly."
He still tells plainly, as if he is telling someone else's story, but between the words, every time and every sentence, it is not a chain that he can't break free in his heart.
"I don't even have the money to treat them, and I don't have the qualifications to ask for a doctor, so I can only rely on the few herbs I know from memory, and go to the mountains to look for a barely found opportunity, but there is no way to survive."
A smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, like a consensus, a smile like a flower, and he couldn't see the tiredness in his eyes.
"I didn't even have the money to get a decent back road for them to survive between the dilapidated digging walls until I sent the two old men away. By the way, I didn't even pack my wife and children, and I didn't even know where they went. β
Looking at her, the man said: "And all this is done by the person who ordered the goods in his hand, from the beginning his purpose was not the goods, but all my net worth."
From the very beginning, he had already made a plan, squeezed from that price, estimated my net worth, and put the goods on top, so that he had even figured out that I had no way to send that batch of goods anywhere, but only let him get my value for nothing, and the goods that my money pressed over. β
The man flicked his hand away. Between the words, I even felt a little ironic.
"He didn't pay any price, don't take the lives of my whole family, and by the way, he got our family property, and he hasn't paid anything, it's just that a trap drawn out for me to drill into."
Su Bairan lowered his head, and he didn't even know what kind of eyes he should use to look at the people in front of him, to look at the people in front of him who calmly told about his family's tragedy.
I have a dullness in my heart that I can't get rid of.
It only makes people feel like a nest of fire.
But as soon as the flame burned and was extinguished in an instant, only a wisp of smoke lingered upward.
What qualifications do you have to pity him, why don't you survive in the palm of that cheap father, why don't you barely seek a chance to survive in the other party's calculations, and even get out of the trap by yourself, but there are more things than he has seen, and even push himself on the road of death every time.
is still a person with blood ties.
And now he is still hovering on the line of life and death, and he is the one who controls the chess game.
To kill himself on the road of revenge on the other party, connecting several children who have been raised together for more than ten years.
Su Bairan: "..."What should I say?" When is the time for retribution, but from the most fundamental point of view, how can it be easily let go?
The man said, "Okay, yes, let's not talk about it, do we have anything else to talk about?" β
Su Bairan: "It's gone." β
If we continue to talk about each other, we will put a burden on each other's hearts that they can no longer bear, and they will not be able to easily walk through the hurdles, and if the two of them have anything at this time, it will be a kind of harm to them, and they will bury a deep shadow in their hearts.
Looking at the back of the man leaving, his hands folded in front of him, he was silent for a long time before swaying along the path to another place.
What a huge hatred and deep resentment, it has long been hovering around and hanging on for decades.
How is there any way to unravel.
"In the end, it's all my father's fault."
Su Gulin is also powerful, a little subverted his imagination, ruthless to this extent, it can be said that there is no one, how many people have been harmed in Tiannan and Haibei, just casually make people bankrupt, and by the way, they also forced their entire family to death, this kind of thing is really embarrassing to do.
Let's cut the grass and eradicate the roots.
After all, leaving behind a suspicious fire, leaving a chance to live, there are always people who want to keep revenge in their hearts, and it is indeed cruel for him to do so, but from the perspective of his interests, it is the best way to get out of the roots early.
It's just that... It's scary to be calm, and it's frightening to be cold-blooded.
Such a dislocation caused a disgust in his heart, and there was no way to understand what he had done, even now, when he was caught here by the enemy, from the bottom of his heart, he still felt that it was a mistake he had made.
"Alas!"
"Sister Su? Why sigh? What's upset about you? Would you like me to make you something to eat? β
Su Bairan: "... Don't. "This kid is good, sometimes what he says at this time feels like something is blocked.
The little girl jumped over, and said with innocent joy on her face, "Master is finally back, it's strange to be worried about going out for so long, and he came back and brought us a small gift." β
As he spoke, a purse came out of his hand and was sent to him, full of sunshine and said, "Sister Su, I know you are the best, you don't have a gift here, you will always feel uncomfortable in your heart, why don't I give you this from me, you will not be treated differently." β
"No need." Su Bairan shook his head.
When the little girl heard this, her eyes instantly turned red, she frowned slightly, and said without pity, "Why? Is there anything bad about Sister Sue? I've always wanted you to be part of our family. β
Su Bairan: "..."Simple child, have you noticed that I was tied up by you, why do you want to integrate into your big family?" Calm down.
However, he was faced with a simple, child, who had nothing to say in words, like a blank sheet of paper.
The words that came out were naturally sincere, and there were no other complicated emotions to face and want to integrate themselves into this topic, I am afraid that they were really sincere, and there were no other distractions.
This...
"Okay." He took off the purse in his hand and put his hand on his waist, "I'll try... Integrate into your big family, by the way, has your master gone anywhere? β
"Nope." The little girl shook her head, and said in a cute tone: "Master doesn't go out often, he likes to stay at home, if he says it, I'm afraid that when Senior Brother goes out, it will be relatively more." β
Su Bairan: "Really? "Zhang Yuhe? In terms of IQ, it is indeed the same principle.
The little girl tilted her head to look at her and said, "Sister, you should be more familiar with his senior brother, he once mentioned that you are a very good person, and you have helped him, what is going on, can you tell me about it?" I don't know how you met in the first place. β
Su Bairan sighed and said, "This is a long story. β
In a few words, the story of their encounter was simplified as much as possible to the version that could be said by a simple child, and it felt a little awkward to ponder and ponder by herself, at this time the little girl believed it very lively, as if she knew some little secret, and covered her mouth with a smile.
Looking at his simple and kind face, looking at the other party's joyful look, he was a little unbearable in his heart for a while.
One by one, none of them escaped, and they all walked to their corresponding positions on the chessboard, leaving this world and completing the final situation.
It was the end that had been settled when they were saved, and nothing could be changed.
Even their ideas have been formulated from the beginning, and they have already set the pattern for them early, and there is no way to do it if they want to jump out.
Su Bairan didn't want to bring these simple people out and out of the world they were trapped in. At least... Stay alive.
However, when it is a problem to live yourself, when you are still on the verge of death, will it be too much of a joke to want to save others?