Chapter 36: The World of Black, White and Grey

Expect? You know that?

I sat on the footrest across from the coffee table and looked at the three people on the couch.

Bai Ye and Shui Mo didn't show the slightest surprise at my night vision, obviously they already knew, which made me feel very uncomfortable.

Xiao Fan glanced at them, and the two of them immediately got up and went back upstairs to sleep.

I looked at Xiao Fan and vaguely felt that I would hear something that I thought was unbelievable next, and those were the answers I had been looking for.

I thought this moment was what I had been looking forward to, but now, I only felt a wave of uneasiness, even a little cowardice.

"Are you ready?" Xiao Fan smiled and said, "Actually, there is such a thing as fate, just admit it." ”

I was a little surprised that this sentence would come out of Xiao Fan's mouth, and seeing the rare helplessness on his face, I once suspected that it was my own delusion.

"What's going on with the spirit stone in my body?" I asked.

Xiao Fan nodded, "Now ask questions, you can ask the point." He slowly put away his smile and said, "That's your mother." ”

"What? Who is inherited? "My head was broken by Bai Ye just now, what did I listen to if I was good?

"Your mother is a dire wolf, and after meeting your father in the mortal world, with you, you inherited her." Xiao Fan looked at me expressionlessly, twenty-six words, and briefly finished my life experience in the past 26 years.

I was stunned for a moment, my hands shaking.

Dire wolf gave birth to me? This is ridiculous! I've lived like a human for more than 20 years, and now people tell me I'm not human, I'm a descendant of a dire wolf?

There are a lot of parts that humans should have in my body, and then think about Bai Er, how can I look like that!

"Well, it can't be, is there something wrong?" My hands trembled even more, "You also know that I am a mortal, I am just good friends with Bai Er, it eats raw animal internal organs and the hair of a body, I am not like that." And there is a real barrier to communication between us, it can understand what I say, but I can't understand it, and maybe, it doesn't fully understand what I'm saying. I like it very much, but it's not the kind of blood relative, I have treated it as family, but it's not that kind of race, it's just a feeling, can you understand? One feeling ...... "The more I talked, the more confused I became, and after talking for a long time, I found that I couldn't understand what I was saying."

"Your mother was the leader of the wolf clan when she was alive, and that pet of yours, once her most trusted subordinate, has always been by her side." Xiaofen picked up a bottle of water and handed it to me.

I choked on my first sip and coughed violently, and after calming down, I asked, "It was only recently that I felt a very strange power in my body, and that was after that hallucination." For more than 20 years before, I was a completely good person, if it was really like you said, this is heredity, how come I didn't feel abnormal earlier? ”

Xiao Fan said, "You are the child of evil spirits and mortals, the spirit stone in your body will not appear naturally, and its awakening needs an opportunity." That hallucination is your chance. ”

"You mean, if I hadn't hallucinated in the woods that day, maybe it was still asleep?"

Xiao Fan nodded, "Some people will never encounter an opportunity in their lifetime, so until they die, they think they are mortals." ”

"If my mother was a dire wolf, why didn't she resist when she was killed? Isn't she the dire wolf leader? No matter how you say it, it's more ferocious than Bai Er, how can you not even put a few miscellaneous pieces on the table? "I still can't accept this fact, I just want to find some flaws to overturn this identity.

Xiao Fan replied lightly, "Whether it is a fairy spirit or an evil spirit, once it is combined with a mortal, it will lose all its spiritual power, only the spiritual energy will remain, and the spiritual energy will eventually be consumed over time." When the aura is consumed, it is also the end of life. In other words, evil spirits that have only aura and no spiritual power are, in a sense, no different from mortals. ”

My heart sank little by little, and after a long silence, I slowly asked, "If she is still alive now, how long can her aura keep her alive?" ”

"You can help your great-grandchildren with their grandchildren."

"Why didn't you tell me about this before?"

"Told you earlier, would you believe it?" Xiao Fan asked me, "Even if you believe it, will you accept it?" ”

"Tell me now, do you think I'll accept it?" I looked at him.

"At least, it's time for you to face it." Little Pink leaned back on the sofa.

I didn't blame Xiaofan for why he didn't tell me earlier, how could I blame him for anything.

Now that I think about it, from the very beginning when he first met me, he was testing every aspect of me, such as my judgment, my ability to act, and my mental endurance.

Apparently at that time, I was failing. If I had told me this when I first met, I would have punched me without even thinking about it, and then he would have taken me down and beaten me up.

Even now, I'm failing. As Xiao Fan said, it's because it's time to face it.

The awakening of the spirit stone is enough to show that my body obviously accepted this fact earlier and faster than my psyche.

I couldn't accept that one day, I would become the same as Bai Er, but I still asked, "When will I become a dire wolf?" ”

Little Fan shook her head.

I'm happy in my heart, won't it change? That's fine......

"I don't know." Xiao Fan said, "Just like when the spirit stone in your body will wake up and when your night vision will open, I only know that these will happen, but I don't know when." ”

"You said before that my night vision is faster than you expected, so when did you expect it?"

"In the three years that you have foreknowledge." Little Pink looked at me, "Didn't you foresee the megalodon before?" The advent of foresight means that night vision will be turned on. ”

"Three years? I've only been three days! I was surprised.

This is over, and at this pace, I guess I'm not far from longhair...... I kept touching my arm and felt goosebumps.

Xiao Fan said, "So I said that it was faster than I expected, even if the mind is dull, the body perception should also be dull?" Anyway, you are also the son of a wolf, and your qualifications will not be bad. ”

"Are you complimenting me? Why do I want to cry so much? I asked, "Can I predict the numbers for tomorrow's lottery?" ”

Xiao Fan smiled, "You are in low spirits, and the copper smell can't help you." ”

"How can I control the spirit stones in my body and have foresight?" I sighed, "If these are destined to be inescapable, then use them for me." ”

Xiao Fan squinted at me, and suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth, "Thank you." ”

"Huh?" I couldn't figure out what I was listening to.

At this time, there was a ghost roar from Bai Ye upstairs, "Evil obstacles! Then, I heard a whistling of ink.

What kind of mess is this? I looked at Xiao Fan in confusion.

Xiao Fan glanced upstairs, "Your old man said that when you know this, you will definitely be on the verge of collapse, refuse to accept it, and even be scared to the point of losing your spirits." For this reason, he also made a bet with me that if he lost, he would obey me unconditionally from now on. ”

I stood up in annoyance and shouted, "Lose your conscience! What am I now, you guys are betting my life! No, I'm not a fucking person at all, and you're still ...... at this time You guys! My angry skull hurt, "You are really my relative!" Your grandfather's! Little pink! What about friendship! ”

Xiao Fan smiled, "Friendship is that I chose to stand on your side, and you didn't let me lose my house and car." ”

Thinking about it, this seemed to be a real reason to dissipate my anger, I sat down and looked at him, and said angrily, "You haven't told me yet, how do I control the two things of spirit stones and foresight!" ”

"Foreknowledge is uncontrollable, this ability is unique to your species, and it will only be passed down in this vein of the Dire Wolf Leader, and it will appear on the fifteenth of every month, allowing you to foresee the latest crisis."

"Then next time, it will be the fifteenth of next month?"

Little Pink nodded.

I was a little disappointed, and I thought I could watch a little movie in my head from time to time.

"What about the spirit stones? There's always a way to control this, at least that power, which can make me come and go as soon as I call it, just like you, like raising a divine beast in my body. ”

Xiao Fan shook his head, "I can't tell you what to do, you need to form a tacit understanding with it yourself, you need to run in and adapt to each other, and then reach a consensus." ”

I was angry and funny, "I still have to beg for it?" ”

"Why don't you want to make it beg you?" Xiao Fan got up and walked up to me and pressed one hand on my shoulder, "You have inherited your mother's kindness and bravery, and with me, you will be fine." ”

After Xiao Fan went upstairs, I sat in the same place, my mind was in a mess, and when I wanted to figure out some clues, I found that it was blank.

Xiaofan has been very thoughtful for me, these things have been hidden for so long, in fact, I am waiting for myself to doubt, then to explore, then to perceive, and finally to discover.

There were many things I "doubted", and I tried many times to "explore", but in the end, I just stayed at the stage of "perception".

When Bai Er's attitude towards me changed, I should have noticed something, maybe at that time, everyone thought that I would find something because of this, and then seize this clue and chase it to the end, but what they saw was that I was only thinking about being friends with Bai Er.

Later, Xiao Fan also used some ways to stimulate me to "discover", such as crossing waterfalls.

The black market of evil spirits is inaccessible to mortals, either with the help of the spiritual power of fairies or evil spirits, or they are one of them. I was able to enter the black market, obviously the latter. Such an important clue was ignored by himself.

Xiao Fan and Bai Ye are both people who know me, they know me well and have a strong curiosity, but they don't have the courage to face it, so they can only put these things in their hearts and pretend for me first.

Bai Ye is okay, the old man's digestive system has always been strong, and the things in his heart can usually be solved with a pot of wine or a pedicure.

What about the little powder? How much is he hiding in his heart? It should be as heavy as a mountain. There are his own, there are mine, and there are others, and the mountain he has always carried on his shoulders.

If I could make him feel that it was time to take that part of me off his shoulders, then he would have a lot easier.

Thinking of Xiao Fan's bet with Bai Ye, the old man's idea is not unreasonable, if I had been told a few months earlier, wouldn't I be what Bai Ye said? However, Xiao Fan saw me now.

I lay back on the couch and scanned everything around me. The world of night vision is black, white and gray, which is very similar to my mood now.

I am small and powerless among men, and weak and powerless among evil spirits. And now, I ironically stand at the junction of humans and evil spirits, rejected by both sides.

I closed my eyes and thought about what Xiao Fan said - I want to reach a consensus with the spirit stone in my body, this invisible and untouchable ghost, how can I reach a consensus with it? Talking to yourself?

In the past, it was uninvited when I was extremely emotionally unstable, and I didn't usually feel its presence at all. I don't know if I can summon it in such a comfortable environment.

I adjusted my breathing, let my body slowly relax, and said in my heart: Evil spirits, evil spirits, wake up...... I didn't react for a long time, I opened my eyes, could it be that I was too single-handed?

I closed my eyes again and thought to myself: buddy, we need to be each other's strategic partners, hello, hello, everyone. It's not the first time we've worked together, and we've had a lot of fun working together before, but when we work together in the future, I hope you can follow my instructions, and my instructions aren't my emotional fluctuations, but when I need you, you'll be there right away. You also saw Xiao Fan and Brother Huo, how handsome they are! If you're bored when you're fine, you can talk to me, like I do now...... I've been saying for a long time, are you a little bit of a reaction? Are you asleep?

I rolled over and suddenly felt like an idiot......