Chapter X: Disclosure
It's June in the blink of an eye, and the early summer wind is warm and lingering, but... It's also a rainy season.
Early in the morning, Xu Lingxi and Su Ran came out of the dormitory building and rushed to the teaching building.
'You know what?' The three most male gods' and Bai Lu are public! ”
"What?"
"It's just that the two of them are in love!"
"Really? You didn't lie to me, did you? ”
"Bai Lu posted on Weibo last night."
"God, isn't it, woo, don't, my god!"
Xu Lingxi was walking on the road in a hurry, panting slightly, when she heard these words, her heart suddenly became breathless, and her breathing became not smooth, she didn't know what kind of mood she was in at the moment, she only knew that the scene in front of her had become a little blurry, and her heart seemed to be very cold.
Su Ran also heard it, and shouted in despair: "How can this be, Xixi, I'm going to fall out of love!" ”
Xu Lingxi didn't know how she walked back to the classroom, and the girls in the class were all in love as if they were out of love.
Xu Lingxi couldn't hear what they said, including the whole day's classes, she couldn't listen at all.
That night, she was lying on the bed in the dormitory, holding a mobile phone in her hand, her eyes staring at a picture on the screen, which was the shadow of Bai Lu and Qi Chen standing hand in hand under the street lamp, and the shadow of the tall man was obviously Qi Chen's shadow.
The picture is accompanied by text - this is the best gift of the year.
I have actually been prepared in my heart for a long time, and I have met them so many times, and each time they are so intimate.
But although I have been mentally prepared for a long time, it is still difficult to accept it in my heart, and the pain is like a knife.
This night, Xu Lingxi had insomnia.
In the next few days, Xu Lingxi always felt that his heart was heavy, he couldn't hold back his breath, he couldn't concentrate in class, he didn't care about his homework, and his life was a little muddy.
In an English class, Xu Lingxi was distracted again, and his mind was not in class at all.
"Xu Lingxi, please answer this question!" Lao Zhou's eyes looked at Xu Lingxi.
Xu Lingxi didn't move.
Su Ran, who was next to him, touched Xu Lingxi with his arm, "Xixi!" ”
"Huh?" Xu Lingxi didn't react.
"Stand up, the teacher called you!" Su Ran reminded in a whisper.
"Oh!" Xu Lingxi finally came back to his senses, understood what was going on, and stood up suddenly.
Lao Zhou asked again with a stern expression: "What words could you please fill in this question?" ”
Xu Lingxi's voice trembled a little, "Teacher, it's... What is the question? ”
"You wait to find me in the office after class!"
Lao Zhou dropped this sentence, didn't care about Xu Lingxi anymore, and continued to take the next class.
After class.
Xu Lingxi came to the teacher's office in a panic, and at this time, Lao Zhou was tapping the mouse on the computer.
Xu Lingxi came to Lao Zhou and called softly: "Teacher." ”
Lao Zhou put down the mouse and looked up at Xu Lingxi, "I found that you don't have any thoughts in class these days, can I ask what happened?" ”
Xu Lingxi looked at Lao Zhou's serious face, but his eyes were obviously very soft, and he suddenly felt a little guilty in his heart, and shook his head: "It's okay, teacher, nothing happened." ”
"Then why are you in such a sluggish state?"
When Lao Zhou asked this sentence, Xu Lingxi was attracted by a figure, and he slowly came to the opposite desk of a teacher.
He also saw Xu Lingxi, the eyes of the two met together, his heart tightened slightly, just for a second, Xu Lingxi put away his thoughts, shifted his gaze, and looked at Lao Zhou: "Teacher, I'm sorry, I won't be like this in the future." ”
"Why do you want to say sorry to me, if you really feel sorry, you should be sorry for your parents and yourself!"
Xu Lingxi lowered his head deeply, the guilt in his heart became heavier and heavier, and he secretly blamed himself.
Lao Zhou continued: "There is less than a month to go before the final exam, I hope you will adjust your state well and study well, so that you can be worthy of yourself." ”
Xu Lingxi's eyes were firm: "I will, teacher." ”
After speaking, Lao Zhou picked up a few booklets from the table and handed them to Xu Lingxi, "These contents are the knowledge points of this week, you go back and take a good look at them and do the exercises well!" ”
Xu Lingxi took the booklet and said loudly: "I know." ”
When he turned around, he glanced at the boy opposite, who was bowing his head and didn't know what the teacher next to him was talking about.
Returning to his seat, Su Ran asked with concern, "Lao Zhou didn't do anything to you, right?" ”
"No, she taught me."
"That's good." Su Ran put his mind at ease, paused for a while, and then glared at Xu Lingxi with inquiring eyes, and asked, "What's wrong with you these days, I found that you are always absent-minded, and you didn't say anything when I asked you yesterday." ”
"Not really, really!"
Su Ran asked worriedly, "Is there something going on at home?" ”
"It's okay, it's really okay!"
Su Ran stared at Xu Lingxi suspiciously, "I don't believe it, there must be something!" ”
Xu Lingxi was stared at by Su Ran uncomfortably, turned his head, and opened the book, "Really no, don't bother me, I'm reading!" ”
Su Ran didn't speak, and then the class bell rang.
In this class, Xu Lingxi didn't get distracted anymore, but listened attentively, she got her state back, and she was determined to do well in the final exam!
After class, Su Ran held his head in one hand, staring at Xu Lingxi with his eyes, but smiled without saying a word.
Xu Lingxi was stared at by Su Ran, "Su Ran, don't you look at me like this?" My hairs stand on end! ”
Su Ran stepped forward to Xu Lingxi's ear and said softly: "Do you like Qi Chen?" ”
was broken by Su Ran's words, Xu Lingxi's heart was suddenly shocked, but then he adjusted his composure and said: "How can there be, it's obviously you who likes Qi Chen!" ”
"I just thought about a lesson, and I really thought about it in my head, and I thought about it, and it must be right!" Su Ran looked convinced.
"Su Ran, are you a devil? You've just been thinking about this for the whole lesson? ”
"Of course, I must know the truth!"
"Then you're wrong, that's not the case!"
"Then tell me what's the matter?"
Seeing that Xu Lingxi couldn't say a word for a long time, Su Ran continued: "Since the day Qi Chen was in public love, I found that you didn't talk much, and sometimes you didn't hear you clearly. ”
Xu Lingxi's eyes flashed with a hint of panic, and he happened to be seen by Su Ran, so he knew that he had guessed correctly.
Su Ran smiled evilly: "Okay, you Lingxi, you hide it so well, you usually look at Qi Chen's face with an indifferent face, and your heart is ...... Tsk tsk. ”
Xu Lingxi looked around, for fear that others would hear her thoughts, "Susu, be quiet!" ”
"Hehe, I can't think of it, I was sad for a long time at that time, and you are still slumped, I asked you to comfort me before, in fact, I comforted you!" Su Ran looked at Xu Lingxi's gradually dimming gaze and asked, "Why didn't you tell me?" ”
Xu Lingxi replied softly: "I don't want anyone to know." ”
Su Ran patted Xu Lingxi's back, and then put his head on Xu Lingxi's shoulder.
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On Friday, the dark color squeezed the sky, dreary, and oppressive, as if the whole world was silent.
Xu Lingxi watched Su Ran get on the bus, and continued to wait for the bus in place. After a while, the sky began to rain in a drizzling manner, and the students waiting for the bus around hurriedly held up their umbrellas.
I don't know why, Xu Lingxi felt a little comfortable with the raindrops hitting his face, and enjoyed it for a while before taking out the umbrella from his schoolbag and holding it up.
Xu Lingxi turned his head sideways and looked in the direction of the school, not knowing what he was expecting.
The bus to go home stopped and drove away again, but she stood still where she was, and just like that, two buses passed......
The sky began to darken, the rain was still falling, and a gust of wind blew in his face, and the wind blew on his body, bringing a trace of coolness, Xu Lingxi couldn't help but tremble.
She stared across the road from afar, a boy and a girl holding an umbrella together, the girl holding the boy's arm, Lingxi couldn't see their faces and expressions clearly, but she could feel the intimacy between them.
After saying goodbye to the boy, the girl got into a black car, and the boy watched the car drive away, and then walked across the road with an umbrella alone......
Xu Lingxi looked at this gradually clear face and took a deep breath.
"Lingxi, we met again!" Qi Chen came to Xu Lingxi's side with a smile.
"Hmm."
Xu Lingxi replied lightly, his eyes still looking ahead.
"Your clothes seem to be wet." Only then did Qi Chen notice that the short sleeves Xu Lingxi was wearing were wet.
Xu Lingxi smiled faintly: "It's okay, it doesn't matter." ”
Qi Chen was just about to say something, when suddenly a gust of wind blew, and the trees beside the road shook, and the leaves made a rustling sound along with the raindrops.
Qi Chen asked gently: "The clothes are wet, you will catch a cold when the wind blows, do you have any other clothes?" ”
Xu Lingxi turned his head to look at Qi Chen and smiled: "I... It's really fine, the bus will come later, and it will be fine when you get on the bus. ”
Qi Chen glanced at Xu Lingxi's clear eyes, then put down the backpack behind him, unzipped it, took out a school uniform jacket from it, and handed it to Xu Lingxi, "Put it on, the wind blows, it's really going to catch a cold!" ”
Xu Lingxi immediately paused, looking at Qi Chen's gentle face, his nose was suddenly a little sour, and he felt that his eye circles seemed to be dyed with a thin layer of mist, and he didn't take his coat for a long time.
Qi Chen thought that the girl was embarrassed, and said with a smile: "Put it on, our coats are all the same." ”
"Thank you." The voice trembled.
Xu Lingxi stretched out her hand and slowly took the coat and put it on her body, the wrapping of the coat brought a burst of warmth to herself, and the clothes on her body smelled of washing powder, she felt that it smelled very good.
At this time, the bus stopped, and the two got on the bus one after the other, sitting side by side on the left and right, this time it was Qi Chen sitting by the window, and Eason Chan's "Elimination" sounded in the car.
I've tried to give up perfectly
It's really down-to-earth
I woke up, and the dream was gone
You and I are separated
The two of them hadn't spoken for ten minutes since they sat down, and they seemed to be enjoying the moment.
"I heard that you and Bai Lu are in love?" Xu Lingxi didn't know where he got the courage, so he asked this sentence coldly.
Qi Chen was obviously stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to suddenly ask like this.
"Well, yes, on the 31st of last month, her birthday."
She smiled, "The meaning is so good, congratulations!" ”
He replied: "Thank you." After a pause, he said: "Actually, I don't really want to be so high-profile, I didn't expect her to post on Weibo that night." ”
Xu Lingxi was a little surprised.
But what about being high-profile, what about being low-key, you two are indeed in love.
After that, the two didn't talk again.
Preparing to arrive at the station, Xu Lingxi wanted to take off his coat and return it to him.
I don't want him to stop the behavior, "Take it off when you get home!" ”
Xu Lingxi was not persistent, and took the initiative to say: "Goodbye!" ”
"Goodbye!"
After getting out of the car, it was no rain at this time. The bus drove away, but she still stood still, looking in the direction the bus was leaving, and when it disappeared, she slowly turned around and walked home.
A quiet night, alone, can always make people full of reverie.
Xu Lingxi pulled the coat on his body, and involuntarily felt ripples in his heart.
He's still so warm, warm enough to tug at his heart all the time.
She really wanted to wrap him tightly in her heart and arms, but for him, she was just a passerby in his life, and he didn't belong to her after all.