Overcast to cloudy on July 7
The non-stop hiccups 24 hours a day made my husband miserable.
He was afraid that it would affect my sleep at night, so he asked me to use earplugs, but I didn't agree, in case Mr. needed something to call him, it would be troublesome.
After the last operation, he used a local method to stop the hiccups, and he used a chopstick to reach his throat to cause nausea, so that he could temporarily stop hiccups. This time the old method didn't work, so anxious that he changed the toothbrush with a thick handle, every time I heard that retching sound, my heart couldn't help but tighten for a while, God, why do you want to make Mr. so painful? This is not something that ordinary people can bear!
Still taking advantage of my husband going downstairs for breakfast, I hurried to clean the big room. When I squatted on the ground to scrub the floor next to the big bed, I smelled a strange smell for the first time.
I was nervous because my old father had a bad smell for a while before he left.
I can't help but sigh with emotion, Mr. used to love to drink gynostemma tea, there is a faint tea fragrance on his body, he always shows off in front of relatives and friends, saying that I am picky because of this tea fragrance I chose him.
Cancer is like a demon that takes away the health of the husband and mercilessly pushes the clean-loving gentleman to the hospital bed without dignity. He was so tall that he could only move in small steps with staggering steps, and my heart ached.
He can't go out, but he still posts a song every day for his friends to enjoy. My wife, who knew the inside story, was very uncomfortable, and for the sake of my husband's self-esteem, she could not come to visit with the teacher, so she told me again and again to contact her at any time if I had anything.
At ten o'clock, the sun rarely showed his face, so I hurriedly went to the rooftop to show that Mr. was discharged from the hospital and brought back the undried items, and then went downstairs to the pharmacy to buy "lactulose oral solution" for constipation for Mr.
Huang Meitian, who was stuffy and hot, was wearing a mask, sweat flowed into her eyes from her forehead, and she didn't dare to wipe it with her hands when she stopped on the side of the road, so she had to wipe her eyes with the inside of her mask......
Looking at the sweat on my face, my husband said weakly, "My wife has worked hard"! My eyes were wet and my heart was sour.
Two peaches at noon were Mr.'s lunch, and other delicacies were no longer attractive in his eyes. After eating, I gently wiped the peach juice from the corner of my mouth with a napkin, and he looked at me with gentle eyes and smiled......
In the afternoon, I was going to help my husband take a bath, but he insisted on washing himself, but asked me to help bring a high stool, saying that he could sit and wash.
I know that the gentleman doesn't want me to be too tired...... As I dressed him, I saw his lean limbs and bulging belly, and tears poured down my eyes......
At night, I was startled to see my husband lying on the bed with the green tendons bulging out of his belly.
I said to my husband, I can't use the handle of a toothbrush to reach into my throat to stimulate nausea, every time I feel nauseous, I use force once, and I get exhausted, not to mention, what if I don't use the force properly and the tumor ruptures? You are a literate person, you can't be so confused and do things that have no scientific basis...... He lay on the bed and weakly responded, "Got it, wife......"
I went downstairs with tears in my eyes and sat down on the couch in a daze......
I recall that when I first met my husband, he sent me a profile that read:
Hello Tranquility! We meet here, and it's also how good the world of the two is. It is the words you wrote: "Men are mountains, women are water, may mountains and rivers depend on each other forever"; "The mountain is attached to the water, the water admires the mountain, the mountain guards the water, the water entangles the mountain, and the mountain is surrounded by water is a beautiful picture in the world." That's a good point, I strive to be the long-awaited mountain in your mind, admirable, and entangled.
I was born in 48 years, went to work in military factories in other places in 68 years, served as a soldier in 69 years, demobilized in 74 years, transferred to Jinshan Petrochemical General Plant in 89 years, served as chairman of the trade union, secretary of the general party branch, and vice president of the company in the petrochemical company, and handled the internal retirement of the enterprise in 01 years, and went to the sea to partner in opening a logistics company, and withdrew shares in 07 years, and then served as an executive in other logistics companies. I don't smoke, I don't know mahjong, I don't go to the dance hall, I like to exercise, and I like to grow flowers and plants when I can. One of his sons is married and lives separately. Divorced in July this year, the reason is that the personality is really incompatible, her temper is too violent, often nameless scolding, beating children and me, we have been separated for nearly ten years, this time after I gave her most of the property, finally left, and now my life is very peaceful. However, there is loneliness without people, and I long for a home, a home full of warmth. I have been on the marriage network for more than a month, and I really feel a little tired of finding love, but I am fortunate to meet you, I think this should be fate...... Mountains
I postponed my meeting with my husband because I accidentally injured my foot during the performance, and he sent another email:
Hello Tranquility!
We are all old, so we must be careful when walking. My daughter went to work, and it was inconvenient for you to do some things, so I thought about how good it would be to have a companion; The two women in your family, there are some things that should be done by men, and it will be difficult for you, and then you will also think about how good it would be to have a companion; Your daughter is getting married, and you live alone, and you will think about how good it would be to have a partner.
Although I have not been living alone for a long time after my divorce, I have thought about it. When I came home from work and had to look for dinner everywhere, I thought about how nice it would be to have a companion; In the past few days, a small thing to sew a quilt has also made me sad, because of my height, I have used a hand-sewn quilt for many years, but I can't buy a quilt needle everywhere, the weather is cold, I can only cover two summer quilts at night, at this time, I am sad, I have thought of how good it would be to have a companion; Next month, my new company will be launched, I will move back to the city, I will have to find a house, tidy up the house, etc., I should have a partner to discuss, and I thought about how good it would be to have a partner.
We are both over half a hundred years old, time flies, and in a few months we will be a year older, and to be honest in front of friends you have never met, I really want to have a beloved companion and a warm home.
Tranquility, I have watched your blog posts, your videos, and your experience, although I have not met yet, but I already have a rough idea of your character. To be honest, since I went on the marriage and love network, the first person who was tempted and emotional was you.
Many people ask me what the criteria for choosing a partner are, and they all say that I have good conditions, so I can choose a young and beautiful one. My first choice for answering is to be virtuous, considerate, tolerant, and of good character; the second is to be diligent and thrifty; The third is appearance and height. It's hard for me to be young, and I often have doubts about how many years I can keep my beautiful face at home. This is my partner selection criteria and requirements, you are my current satisfactory partner, and I have confidence in you. I have a selfish heart for you, and I hope you get better soon, and after we meet a few times, we can confirm the relationship as soon as possible...... Mountains
Reflecting on the words in Mr. Mail's email again, I have mixed feelings.
Although I tried my best to make up for my husband's shortcomings in the previous marriage after marriage, the shadow that burned on his heart has not completely faded.
Sir often jokes about how good it would be if we knew each other when we were young; Our children will be as good as your daughters under your nurturing......
If it weren't for accompanying him all the way to the hospital and listening to his statement to the doctor, I wouldn't have known that he had been hospitalized for liver, stomach, and lung diseases.
I can't imagine how my husband spent nearly ten years of separation......
After my husband and I fell in love, even if I kissed me at home, he would gently close the curtains, and I even felt that he was a little shy.
Would such a man cheat? Mr. But, he had spent many unsatisfactory days and nights in such doubts before......
I secretly prayed in my heart, husband, you must survive this hurdle and let me accompany you and snuggle up to you forever......