"Fu Yao, I don't want to say anything to embarrass your decision, I just want to tell you. I used to think that Han Mo wouldn't love you, but I was wrong. ”

Li Qian didn't move, just sat down and told me, and I didn't move, we kept maintaining this distance and posture.

I knew what she meant, but I didn't know what I wanted.

I don't really know what I want anymore.

I love Han Mo, and I have never denied it.

But I'm afraid, the person who says that he loves more will always be hurt, and I have been hurt by him again and again.

I'm really scared.

And I don't have the passion and courage to love the same person anymore, and I don't know what I should do.

I just want him to wake up now, nothing else, I don't know anything.

I know that Li Qian wants me to say something, even if I don't say anything, just say something.

But I didn't know what I should say, as if it was all in vain.

None of us spoke like that, and the only sound in the entire aisle was breathing, and it was frighteningly quiet.

We were all hoping that Han Mo would wake up, but he didn't seem to have slept before, his eyes were closed, and he was greedy for sleep and didn't want to wake up.

It's been eighteen hours, and he still hasn't woken up.

Xue Jiaying came over with lunch and asked me to rest, I shook my head, didn't say anything, raised my legs and walked to Li Qian's side: "Auntie, you go to rest, I'll guard here."

She glanced up at me, just a dozen hours, as if she had aged more than ten years in an instant.

Li Qian, who used to look no more than forty, now has very obvious white hair on her head, not as exaggerated as a white head overnight, but it is no longer as black as before. The wrinkles on her face are also very obvious, and her pale face makes her getting older and older.

I looked at her, and finally couldn't help but persuade her to go back.

She looked up at me for a while, and finally put down the lunch box in her hand and nodded: "Okay, Han Mo will leave it to you."

The voice was hoarse and unpleasantly heavy to listen to.

Holding back the tears in my eyes, I nodded, and reached out to help her up.

She stood up and gave me a slight nudge of my hand, motioning for me to leave her alone.

I didn't reach out to help her anymore, watching her leave step by step, I just felt extremely uncomfortable.

In this world, the one who cares most about children is always the mother.

I was about to retract my gaze, Li Qian suddenly fell, and before Xue Jiaying and I could run over, she herself had already stood against the wall, shaking her hand with her back to us.

Xue Jiaying glanced at me, and the two of us didn't run up in the end.

Li Qian is gone, and I am the only one.

I held my lunch box and forced myself to swallow it one bite at a time.

I have to keep going, so I can't starve myself.

"Fu Yao—"

Xue Jiaying opened her mouth to call me, but I knew what she wanted to say.

I raised my hand and directly gestured to her not to speak, I know what she wants to say, but I can't do it, I won't get out of this hospital until I see Han Mo wake up.

Even though the torture became more and more painful as time went on, I still had to grit my teeth and hold on.

He's going to wake up, how can he be willing to be a person like him who hasn't tied me back yet.

She didn't say anything more, she sat there with me and waited.

It was dark again, and thirty hours had passed, and Han Mo still hadn't woken up.

The nurse went in to check on him and shook her head when she came out to look at me.

I didn't dare to go in again, I was afraid that as soon as I went in, just like in that TV series, his electrocardiogram would be drawn into a straight line.

I'm afraid.

So I could only lie on the glass window and look at the people inside, how I hoped that he could get up and drag me, and say to me as domineering and selfish as before: "I don't allow it, who allowed you Fu Yao!"

But he just won't wake up.

At eight o'clock, Jiang Feiyi came, and he held me and forcibly dragged me away.

I also hugged him, my legs lying on the ground, and looked up at him, "Brother, I want to guard him, you let me guard him, brother!" ”

I have known Jiang Feiyi for so long, and the first time I opened my mouth to call him brother was yesterday, and then now.

He looked at me with a blue face: "You don't want to kill Fu Yao?"

"My life was originally saved by Han Mo! He hasn't woken up yet, I'm not leaving! I'm not going! Can you let me keep it all night, I beg you, brother! ”

"Jiang Feiyi—"

Xue Jiaying on the side looked at me, her eyes were also red, and she raised her hand to pull Jiang Feiyi.

His hand finally loosened, and I hurriedly pushed him away and sat on the chair next to me: "Just the last night, I promise you, tomorrow I will definitely go to bed!"

He didn't speak, but I knew he agreed.

At eleven o'clock there was a sudden lightning and thunder outside, and then a sparse rain fell.

I just went into the bathroom, and I looked at the heavy rain outside from that window, and I didn't know how to feel sorry for it, so I hurriedly ran back.

I dragged my clothes on my body and went in, and when I saw that the ECG was all right, I sat down on the ground.

Outside, I heard the sound of a nurse pushing a pleated cart, and I realized I was on the ground.

When he stood up on the hospital bed, Han Mo's eyes were still tightly closed.

I looked at him, and my tears couldn't help falling again: "Han Mo, it's raining outside, it's raining so hard, the thunder is so loud, I'm a little scared, are you sure you don't wake up and accompany me?" What a great opportunity, maybe I'll forgive you? ”

But he still didn't wake up.

In the whole room, there was only my own voice, and the voices of those machines were intertwined, and this kind of response was really uncomfortable.

Time passed little by little, despair permeated little by little, but Han Mo still didn't wake up.

I think Han Mo really won this time, completely won.

I can't be stubborn anymore.

But despite this, he didn't open his eyes and take the opportunity to coax me back.

It was already past three o'clock in the morning, and more than thirty hours had passed since he fell unconscious.

After dawn, I'm going to fulfill my promise and leave here to rest.

After dawn, Han Mo never woke up again......

No, I don't want to accept that fact at all.

I lifted my hand to touch my tears, pulled over the chair next to me and sat down.

He had a clip on his hand, and I could only touch a bit of skin on the back of his hand.

I thought it was my own delusion when the tube quivered, until I saw his fingers quivering slightly, though only slightly, but I knew he was moving again.

"Doctor! Doctor! He's awake! Doctor! ”

I rushed out to see the doctor, and the whole corridor echoed with my figure, I never knew I could scream so loudly.

When the nurses and doctors came out, I never felt so grateful and excited to see them as I am today.

"He's awake, doctor, he's awake!"

I don't know what to say, I don't know what else I'm going to be able to say.

I stood in the doorway, watching the paramedics check, but I never dared to lift my legs and walk in.

I was scared, afraid that they would tell me that it was just my delusion.

But if I don't go in, they'll come out.

The doctor came out and looked at me and pulled down my mask: "The patient is awake, but his body is still relatively fragile and he can't speak, you should try not to talk to him so much, let him rest more, observe for a few more days, and then transfer to the ward after no problem."

I looked at the doctor and half-sounded before I realized that what he said was true.

I hurriedly took out my mobile phone to call Li Qian and them, but my hands kept shaking and shaking, and it took a long time to press the number.

Han Mo was awake, but as the doctor said, nothing seemed to have changed except for waking up.

But it's already a gift, at least he's awake, isn't it?

As for those wounds, sooner or later, they will be able to heal.

I was standing at the head of his bed, his eyes open, looking at me, his neck was immobilized, his mouth was covered with an oxygen mask, and he couldn't move anything except a pair of eyes that could move.

Li Qian came over quickly, the clothes on her body were a little messy, and she looked like she had put them on casually when she ran out.

I took a step back, and she stepped forward to look at Han Mo, but she didn't say anything.

She stood like that for more than ten minutes, then turned her head to look at me, and reached out to hug me: "Thank you, Fu Yao."

I blinked, tears streaming down my face, and I couldn't say a word.

I don't know what she's thanking me, if it weren't for Han Mo, I would be the one lying on the hospital bed today.

Jiang Feiyi and Xue Jiaying also rushed over, and after glancing at Han Mo, Jiang Feiyi suddenly dragged me out: "Come back and rest with me!"

"No, brother, he just woke up, I think-"

"Fu Yao! If you do this again, I'll pull out his oxygen tube in no time! ”

He looked back at me, his face was full of coldness, I knew that Jiang Feiyi was serious.

Xue Jiaying on the side didn't help me speak this time, and I was dragged away by them.

Fortunately, Jiang Feiyi didn't drag me back to Jiang's house, but opened a room for me in a hotel near the hospital, and pushed me on the bed forcefully: "Sleep!" Don't try to escape, I'll be here to watch! ”

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say anything, so I could only raise my hand and pull the quilt over my body.

I was probably really tired, and I hadn't closed my eyes for more than 30 hours. No matter how strong I am, I can't fight the tiredness of my body, and as soon as I close my eyes, it seems that I have been dragged into the darkness, and I can't bear it at all.

Another dream, a very bad dream.

But it was a very real dream.

I woke up, but Jiang Feiyi told me that Han Mo couldn't do it.

I asked him what he meant by not being able to do it, and he said that it meant not being able to.

I didn't believe it, I was going to the hospital, but Jiang Feiyi stopped me.

"I'm going to the hospital! I'm going to the hospital! I'm going to the hospital! ”

When I woke up, I found that it was already dawn, and Jiang Feiyi was really guarding me on the sofa.

I sat up and looked at him in a daze, and my voice trembled a little: "Where is Han Mo?"