I really want to support myself through persistence and personal experience within her ability, and to prove that she can also earn some money with her hands to honor her parents, and she doesn't want to load these trivial pinnings on anyone, and the odds are still yelled at for such a big thing.

After all, it depends on the mountains and the sea.

It is better to ask for oneself than for others, and not even God saves those who are not good at helping themselves. Maybe the rich conquer with money, so what can the poor rely on? I am a poor person with no education, and perhaps only through mutation, taking people as the foundation, not afraid of difficulties, and working hard can I get what I need. When she was not married, perhaps her family dreamed that she could change her fate through her beauty. But after so many years, she didn't seem to get anything.

If you get married, you will harm yourself even more.

Runye, who is about the same age as her, is still roaming freely in college. Her life is trivial like this, and the reluctance to make a living is not at all the scope that Runye should consider. But he got married early, but he jumped into the big pit he dug for himself in advance. As soon as you stumble, you will fall into the abyss, and you will never be able to go back, and you will never find the simple, beautiful, happy and carefree self you used to be.

Thinking of this, she could only temporarily numb herself and not think.

In this world, nothing is not terrible, even if you don't get married, you don't have children, but it seems that only no money is the most terrible. No money, no dignity, no status, no right to speak, life is better than death, and no money is the original sin of all evil.

Therefore, making money is always more important than getting off orders.

In the past few years of married life, she has also understood a lot of truths, but these truths are understood too late, the price paid is too great, and it is too cruel and hideous. Instead of getting the truth from books, he took risks for his own sake, and finally obtained it by losing all his own stupid risks.

I don't know how stupid I am.

Let's ask, how many adventures can a person endure in this life? Since I can't help it, I will also go out and try my best to earn money, buy a train ticket to Zhangjiakou, and never come back.

Drink rags?

If I had known that I would have fallen like this, it would have been better to find someone from a remote village to marry, where is there no man? Wouldn't it be better to find someone of the same age and the same age? Why bother to come to Tianjin to drink rags? Uprooted from home and drinking rags? Is there an addiction? But at present, in the remote village of Tianjin, what can I do without relatives and culture?

Since it can't, it's a complete weakling, and the mother's family will worry more about themselves. The mother's family thought that if they found a younger brother who was a contractor, they could sit back and relax for the rest of their lives, eat and drink spicy food; They thought that their daughter had become a household registration in Tianjin, and she was a human being.

The mother may have thought that her daughter had been living in fine food and clothing every day, and had not returned to her parents' house for several years, only caring about her own luxury, and completely forgetting their plight. Didn't you say in the past that after marriage, you want Erxi to take her younger brother to learn the craft and earn money? Why don't you squeak after marriage? It's really the water spilled by the married girl, and the raised girl loses money and goods, and the white-eyed wolf is all there.

But the mother never dreamed that Liu Erxi, an old bachelor who was stupidly obsessed with her daughter in the past, would melt her old life, and now she has changed a lot. And her daughter's current situation is like fish frying.

"Drink the rags, drink the rags......" A voice shouted neither high nor low, breaking the peace of every household.

She drank rags for days on end, and she worked hard.

On a new day, the sun shines on the horizon in the distance, revealing a brilliant face, filling the simple and gray streets with light. She set off again, still early, before the sun was fully out. But today was special, because she didn't know that someone was following her behind her.

In a few moments, her large basket was filled with plastic bottles, as well as several broken iron pots and an aluminum kettle.

Midday.

Hungry and growling, hot, thirsty and hungry are still holding on. When she took a breath, she used her black and dirty hand to pull the short hair blocking her forehead, and her cheeks were immediately smeared with black marks.

She continued to shout, "Drink the rags, there are rags for sale." ”

In the afternoon, I insisted on 2 hours, and the chicken skin bags were full, and there were big bags floating on top of the big iron cage. Finally stopped shouting, she really wanted to pull the pile of harvest to the rag factory to exchange for money, and then plan to mail dozens of yuan as a surprise on her mother's birthday.

She pedaled forward hard, a large bag of chicken skin bags more than two meters high, swaying and moving, plus two large iron cages, the people behind could only know that the cargo was drifting without a head, and there was no one to see at all, maybe only two shoes. For the sheer volume of the cargo, the people on the bike are simply too insignificant.

She gradually pressed the handlebars with great force, her arms down.

Due to the weight of the object in the back, the handlebar that you want to lift needs to be pressed down hard to relieve the car from rising and not overturning. So don't look at the big bag drifting with her, but the handlebar is shaking left and right, up and down, causing the arm to tremble uncontrollably.

But the dream is far away.

As long as you live, as long as you can't die, you have to run forward, and if you stick to a few miles away, you can turn it into money. Thinking of turning into money, she ran forward even harder, even though the sweat flowed, she didn't wipe it, and after a long time, there were a lot of mud grooves on her cheeks.

At this moment, behind a pile of wood in the village, there is a dirty figure hidden, yes, this is Liu Erxi, he came to spy secretly.

He could only rely on those big rags to judge that the evil spirit in the distance was definitely there. Because there is no one in the back at all, only the big bag is moving inexplicably, not to mention the rickety body, and even the two feet can't be seen.

Erxi is worried that she will secretly send money to the poor mother's family again, not only has a medicine jar father, but also has two younger brothers who are poor, which is simply a bottomless pit of cannibalism, so it is necessary to increase surveillance.

At this moment, he was leaning over and digging his head behind a pile of wood, and after two more turns, it was the place where the traffic was raged, so he first hid there, and when he saw that the big bag had just crossed an intersection, he immediately jumped out, grabbed the handlebars of the dilapidated bicycle, and hurriedly followed him. Quickly found a good feng shui place, which was convenient for lookout, he hid his bicycle and leaned over to poke his head.

Meng Yao had parked the broken car at the door.

The old man came out to smoke a dry cigarette, "Little dream is coming, haha." The uncle greeted him familiarly.

"Huh? How did she get acquainted with him? Hasn't it just been a few days since it was broken? Erxi frowned.

Seeing Mengyao wipe his face covered with dust and sweat, and respond to the sound. Untie the rope, and the chicken skin bag and big bag fall to the ground with a bang, and the big iron cage supports the ground. While sorting out old books, I pulled out a large rusty iron pot, two painted braided hot water bottle skins, and an aluminum kettle.

Then there is the counting of those plastic bottles and glass jars, and pulling out a few wires that are balls of eggs. Finally, there were several arm-long iron rods, and when the iron rods were removed, the rusty thorns on them accidentally cut the middle finger. She didn't care, put her unclean fingers in her mouth and sucked.

As if sucking on a fiery red sugar gourd.

Speaking of sugar gourd, she recalled that when she and Erxi were in Beijing, they went back to the construction site at night, bought the sugar gourd halfway, and held the sugar gourd and looked at the brightest star in the night sky, carefree and smiling. The sugar gourd is indeed very sweet, sweet with sourness.

Remember when I was first pregnant.

Riding in the snow, sitting on a bicycle with a sugar gourd and eating all the way, there were actually 2 young men who rolled into the ditch because of the farce of watching her.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but want to laugh.

Can?

The sour memory stimulated her taste buds at this time, reminding her not to overindulge in the falsehood, and the pain pulled her back to reality. Continuing to suck, the smell of sweat, dust, and rust made her remember the past, but in the end, she could never find the past again. Before I knew it, the finger couldn't suck out the blood.

Pulling out his pale fingers and staring at the uncle, he sorted the scales. In the end, the uncle took out the pencil tip that was clipped to his ear and scratched it on the dry tobacco paper, and finally it was 33 yuan.

Meng Yao smiled happily.

Removing the tattered capital of a few yuan spent today, she earned 23 yuan. Wow, in the broken socks in the red high heels pit in the wall cabinet of the house, she has accumulated 26 yuan, and after a few uses, she can save more than 100 yuan, then she can successfully remit money for her mother!

At least let the mother's family not worry about it for now, and it can be regarded as safe.

can even trick them into thinking that they are married well and live a happy life, and they will not be angry here for so long after marriage, and they will not be disliked because they have given birth to several female babies. You can still control money at home, prove that you have the right to be treated, be favored and be in charge, and let your mother's family relax.

So in the face of today's harvest, how can you not be happy?

She shuddered and took the thick wad of money, along with a few steel plates. Put a few steel plates and 10 yuan in one place, and put 2 yuan in another place, and finally put the important big money, solemnly folded and rolled up, and firmly tucked into the sleeve of the big placket, the secret pocket she quietly sewed.

Erxi is still sneaky and nesting in a ruin. From time to time, he picked his head, but Meng Yao turned his back, and he didn't see the details of the action, and in the end, he could only rely on his brain to complete the suspicious guess, and looked at the uncle who was suspected of getting up.

Erxi hurriedly moved a few meters to the side.

He had to make sure that Mengyao came out of the scrap yard and wouldn't be spotted head-on, let alone turn his head a little to look at it, because this was only the fifth time he had tracked him. Staring at it from such a distance, it is inevitable that something will be missed. In order to continue in the future, he must be extra careful, and he must not let the girls find out so early, otherwise it will be difficult to supervise in the future.

And a few days ago, I heard that a wild girl from Shaanxi in the village has been a daughter-in-law for three years, gave birth to a male baby, and ran away. Fortunately, the companion who fled with her later was noticed by the grandmother who was on guard in the village and reported it to the family in time, so that the woman was captured alive.

Otherwise, the consequences are unimaginable.

Hmph, this group of out-of-town dead girls, like unfed stinky dogs, will never be loyal to this family, and have no feelings and responsibilities for the children they give birth to. These out-of-town girls are purely able to enjoy Tianjin and live a lazy life without work in an instant.

It's not just about yourself.

It is also necessary to compare all the shrimp soldiers and crabs of the poor mother's family with them, stepping on the shoulders of the locals, and making good fortune and food, and ascension to heaven for chickens and dogs. Just like a poor man who struggles to marry a daughter-in-law, just like marrying all his mother's family together, he must have something to owe and should share, and all his mother's family members should bow down and be respectful, and be a donkey and a horse to respect the Buddha.

Whew, why?

Besides, they are all alive and strong, when will it be a head, when will it be enough, is this over? The daughter-in-law owes her mother's family, and the blood is not finished. But there are more monks and less porridge, even if the poor man is covered in iron, how many nails can he twist? The key is that when the facts are seriously biased and not expected by women from other places, and there is no oil and water in the family, they are lazy and ruthless, and have no sense of responsibility and conscience, they will run away when they say it, and they will immediately turn their faces without showing any mercy.

Even if you leave your own baby.

Therefore, the daughter-in-law from other places must keep an eye on it and follow it at all times, otherwise it may disappear forever, and the child will be half gone.

Hmph, I'd rather be beaten to death and scolded to death by me than let you disappear for no reason. It's a shame to say. I don't believe it, I'm local, and I can't fight you, a stinky, rootless girl?

Thinking of this, Erxi's black hand was immediately exposed and clenched into fists, and the old man's face became even more uncomfortable, distorting his signature face that was half-crying and not smiling. Sitting at the back of the ruins, he slapped his thigh and sighed, as if this long sigh could exhale all the haze and poisonous smoke in his heart.

Now.

Sitting on the tattered wood, he regretted and indignantly met Mengyao with infinite regret.