Chapter 195: Unenvious

The Emperor died.

Rong Yu arranged for the people up and down in Yanyun City to be subdued for the national funeral, and he was very sad in his heart.

He was a good emperor and her second brother-in-law, and when he died young, she would naturally mourn.

However, the sorrow in her heart was far more than that, it came inexplicably and boundlessly.

If you have to describe it, it feels like a very important person has quietly left her, and since then for the rest of her life, even thousands of years, that person will never appear in her life again.

In fact, she didn't have much intersection with the emperor in her two lives, she didn't understand her sorrow very well, and she didn't understand the sadness in her heart.

She...... Lost something?

The Emperor died......

She...... Lost ...... Emperor?

Rong Yu felt that his ideas were absurd and disrespectful.

Emperor, it's a brother-in-law.

She never thought that the legend of Empress E's daughter Ying was moving.

She didn't look down on Rong Lian, but also because in her previous life, Rong Lian instigated her to chase King Ning and tried her best to hook up with King Ning.

There are so many men in the world, how can biological sisters compete for the same man?

In this life, she had no time to pay attention to Rong Lian, and Rong Lian embarked on the old path of her previous life.

Like in the previous life, there were many high-ranking families who begged to marry Rong Lian for their children, and Rong Lian picked and chosen, and finally fell in love with King Ning.

And King Ning, like in his previous life, was very disgusted with Rong Lian, and after Rong Lian tried to get close to him several times but failed, he counterdesigned Rong Lian once, and the matter was revealed, and Rong Lian was ashamed and angry.

However, this time Rong Lian had an extra maid Baojing by her side, and I don't know how Baojing persuaded Rong Lian, anyway, in the end, Rong Lian did not commit suicide, but hurriedly chose a businessman surnamed Jia Yuan from Zhejiang to marry.

Rong Yu hadn't seen Rong Lian for many years, and occasionally heard the family members of the merchants from the south mention that the Sun family was very much holding the young lady who was the queen's sister in front of people, but it was not clear what the situation was after the people.

It's such sporadic news, and it's been less of a stretch lately.

Rong Yu didn't care.

Rong Lian doesn't treat her as a sister, and she doesn't have that sister.

Twenty-seven days later, Rong Yu's spirit that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly relaxed, and he fell asleep very early that night.

She had a dream.

The dream is clear, as if the old days are reappearing.

It's a reappearance of the old days.

It was the day the queen took poison.

At that time, although the ginseng tea case had reached the queen, after all, the queen had not yet been tried, so everything was still business as usual on the surface.

There was no sign that day, and Rong Yu was summoned to the palace to meet the queen.

She was still young in pregnancy at that time, so she acted very carefully, especially lest the eldest princess be naughty and push her or something, but the eldest princess was rarely very quiet that day, and the queen also looked at her quietly.

Rong Yu was a little nervous.

Two sisters, that is probably the first time the queen has taken a serious look at her.

It was a long time before the queen spoke.

didn't greet her, nor did she ask about her pregnancy, but asked her: "What does the third sister think, how is the saint?" ”

The question is abrupt and bizarre.

Rong Yu pondered that the queen may be exhausted from the tea case, so it is rare to have a heart-to-heart talk with her sister.

The queen called her "third sister", and she tried to comfort the queen from the perspective of her family: "The courtiers don't dare to talk about the Son of Heaven, but everyone outside says that the Son of Heaven is the Holy Monarch...... Outsiders can only see the scenery and nobles, but their own family seems to be in a high place, above tens of thousands of people, only you accompany your brother-in-law, you must relax......"

Rong Yu carefully said this, but the queen didn't care much, she asked rhetorically and repeated: "Brother-in-law?!" ”

"You call him, brother-in-law?!"

Rong Yu was at a loss, so he could only confess in a hurry: "The courtier's gaffe!" ”

But the queen seemed to hear something ridiculous: "Brother-in-law......"

"Do you know ......?"

The queen felt that she had been tricked by heaven again.

Knowing that Rong Yu was pregnant, she subconsciously felt that the child in Rong Yu's womb belonged to the emperor.

If that's the case, and she herself suffers from an incurable disease and is also involved in the ginseng tea case, she can't think of any good way to protect the children as much as she can.

What will happen to two unprotected children in the deep palace?

In particular, both of these children were born very well.

In desperation, she began to feed the children poison herself, determined to take them with her to death.

On the day she summoned Rong Yu into the palace, the mother and son were all poisoned, and she originally planned to poison Rong Yu while the emperor was critically ill.

Why, when Rong Yu has a child, her children have no way to live?

She asked Rong Yu "how is the saint", because she wanted Rong Yu to die clearly.

However, Rong Yu's answer made her realize that she seemed to be mistaken......

For Rong Yu, the emperor is his brother-in-law.

Rong Yu's child is really Shao Beicheng's ......

A deep sense of powerlessness welled up in the queen's heart.

She didn't know if she was played to death by a group of ancients, or if she was played to death by herself.

However, Rong Yu looked at the queen five years ago in a dream, and still didn't read what she was thinking.

Rong Yu saw that the queen was silent for a long time, and then spoke again, and said: "Do you know that Rong Ying was very jealous of you when she was a child......

Eat one's heart out?

Rong Ying, jealous of Rong Yu?

Rong Yu was shocked at the time, and he didn't even notice that Rong Ying's words were a little strange.

What the queen said was, "Rong Ying is very jealous of you", instead of, "I am very jealous of you".

Looking at the situation in the dream, Rong Yu was very emotional.

Because she was jealous of Rong Ying, she lost her life in her last life.

However, this time she actually heard Rong Ying say that she was jealous of her......

Rong Yu's mood was extremely complicated.

The queen in the dream scene is still saying: "You were not smart or motivated when you were a child, and you had a bad temper, but you are a young lady." ”

There was water in her eyes, and Rong Yu seemed to see the young Rong Ying from her eyes.

Rong Yu vaguely remembered that Rong Ying was introverted and timid when she was young, and later became arrogant and cold.

The queen said, "Rong Ying is very jealous of you......"

"I ...... It's not jealousy, but I think your life is good. ”

Good fate?

Rong Yu thought of his bleak and finished his previous life, and smiled bitterly in his heart.

It's not that it's a good fate, but that I learned to survive because of the bruises all over my body.

Rong Yu looked at herself in the dream and replied: "No woman in the world can match the golden phoenix life of the mother." ”

The queen shook her head noncommittally: "There is a book that says this: At that time, she was too young to know that every gift given to her by fate was marked with a price......"

"I know a girl who came from a poor peasant family and endured a lot of hardships to come to Kyoto, and then joined a trading house."

"A young woman with no family background, it is not easy to talk about business, and she is good-looking, and people often think about her......"

"Many people, including her family, advised her not to work so hard, not to be stupid, and to find a husband with a good family background to marry while she was young, so that she would not have to work hard to make a living for herself, but could be a wife and have children in peace."

"What do you think?"

Rong Yu subconsciously felt that for that girl, marrying a lover was indeed a good destination.

The queen shook her head: "But, that girl doesn't think so......"

"She's arrogant...... She feels that she doesn't have to rely on her family, nor her husband, but on herself, she can get everything she wants. ”

"She paid a lot, and her talent was acceptable, and later she negotiated more and more deals, bigger and bigger, she worked as a steward in a trading house, and also bought a house in Beijing......

The queen sighed, "In ...... Buy a house in Kyosato...... It's really not easy......"

"It's not easy to negotiate those deals......

"She used to drink with people until she vomited blood, and she used to sleep in the trading house every night when her business was critical!"

The queen shook her head: "Bitterness is sweet, God rewards hard work......"

"No, it's not the end God gave her......"

"The first night she moved into her new house, the neighbor's house went to water, there was smoke in her house, and then she died......"

The queen looked at Rong Yu: "You say, is that girl's life good?" ”

Without waiting for Rong Yu to answer, the queen continued: "You say, is my life good? ”

"Probably, you also have your unknown pain and suffering, I shouldn't simply summarize it as your good life......"

"Come to think of it, if a person like me can let the women of Da Zhou know that men can do things that women can do, and even do better, maybe that's the meaning of my visit......"

Rong Yu looked at the scene five years ago, and still didn't quite understand what the queen said.

Who is that girl?

The next scene in the dream is something Rong Yu has never experienced.

It seems that on the night of her visit, the queen was feeding the eldest princess porridge with her own hands: "Yi Li, in fact, your grandfather gave you the name Lingran, they said that only the boys of the Li family can use the word Yi......"

"A-Niang doesn't believe in these ......"

"In A-Niang's eyes, the princess is more precious than the boys of the Li family!"

"Although we don't have a long-term relationship as mother and daughter......"

"But you must remember that from the day you were born, you have always been A-Niang's most precious princess!"

The queen's tears fell into the porridge: "If there is a next life, I hope you are still willing to be A-Niang's daughter again......"

The third prince drank porridge by himself, and there was a jade lampstand on the small table in front of him.

After that, it became daylight again, and Rong Yu saw himself five years ago walking towards the palace gate step by step.

She felt a deep sense of sorrow in her heart.

At that time......

At that time, the emperor was not out of danger.

She looked at her distant back and shouted silently: Please, go see him......

When you were very young, you inherited his great kindness; He watched you grow up while you didn't know it......

He is now poisoned and does not live long......

His life has been very hard......

Then, Rong Yu saw himself five years ago looking back at the palace gate with tears in his eyes, and replied: I know......

But he's a brother-in-law......

Rong Yu looked weakly at himself five years ago.

The dream vanished, and her consciousness sank into darkness, repeating the phrase over and over again: I know......

Once again, she gradually knew it from the beginning of the phoenix life.

However, I can only bury it deep in my heart.

She said to herself that because he was the emperor, she did not dare to approach.

But she knew in her heart that the real reason was that he was her brother-in-law.

If it's not a brother-in-law......

She didn't know if she would have the same admiration for him as she did for King Ning and the affection for Shao Beicheng, but she knew that she would definitely take the initiative to go to him.

She was grateful for his kindness and for his care.

I really want to be able to repay him......

Loner......

She was sorry that she was not with him.

Rong Yu cried without hesitation.

The person she wept for never appeared.

He really left.

In the chaos, there were always men holding her hands with rough and warm hands, and some children called her "A-Niang" softly......

She knew someone was waiting for her to wake up.

Finally, she said into the depths of darkness: Goodbye......

Then, back shook the hand that was holding her.

She opened her eyes, and after two lifetimes, she saw the young man who had always haunted her heart.