Chapter 22: A Song of Ice and Fire
Gongyi Shi'an looked very serious and thought about it, "A hundred eight-grade pills, is it enough?"
Yinzhimo's face suddenly fell, "Who is rare......"
Gongyi Shi'an thought about it, what else could move him from the money-greedy, cunning, and violent Yinzhimo, and then he said tangledly, "Or...... You're going to beat me up?"
Yinzhimo was laughed at by him, "What am I doing beating you?"
Gongyi Shi'an lowered his head and smiled, and after the end of the silver realized it, he said incredulously, "I, am I this kind of person in your eyes?"
Gongyi Shixin pretended to be deaf and picked up the case on the table, "I'm afraid it's a little troublesome this time." ”
Although Yin Zhimo didn't say anything more, he was obviously very unhappy, and Gongyi Shi'an wanted to say something to make him happy, but suddenly he found that his thoughts began to be confused. It seems that he is gradually changing back to his former self!
Ginnosuke sighed, "Forget it, this place seems to be quite big, let's look around and see if there are any opportunities." ”
"Hmm......" Gongyi Shi'an nodded.
The whole hospital, not a single person, not a single living thing, there were empty and identical rooms everywhere, and every room was the appearance of the doctor's office, which was really terrible for Gongyi Shi'an, it seemed to be a nightmare that could not be driven away, and it was haunted and entangled.
The two walked downstairs, trying to find a way out, but everywhere they looked, there were exactly the same high-rise buildings, and on each high-rise building were the same doctor's office, as if reminding Gongyi Shi'an of his memories over and over again.
"I'm ......" Gongyi Shi'an suddenly frowned in pain, "I'm a little confused right now." ”
Yinzhimo hurriedly helped him sit down in the long and endless corridor, "What's wrong?
Gongyi Shi'an raised his head to look at him, and then shook his head casually, "It's okay, it's just that some things are always spinning in my head, which makes me uneasy." ”
"If it's painful, tell me about it. Ginnomu blinked, "I promise to be a toad that only goes in and can't leave." ”
Gongyi Shi'an was amused, "How can there be such a good-looking toad?"
"Are you admitting that I'm good-looking?" Ginnomo raised an eyebrow.
Gongyi Shi'an touched his chin, "In my eyes, children are good-looking. ”
The end of the silver wants to fry the hair again.
Gongyi Shi'an laughed, and the negative emotions that were surging in the past seemed to be appeased at this moment.
Yinzhimo looked at this cookie-cutter place and couldn't help but think, there were exactly the same rooms everywhere, which showed how terrible the damage to Gongyi Shi'an was there.
Gongyi Shi'an looked at Yinzhimo and suddenly said, "You are indeed really good-looking." ”
Silver Moe glanced at him triumphantly, with an expression I knew.
"But I've heard that people who were good-looking when they were young are generally ugly when they grow up. Gongyi Shi'an commented.
The end of the silver can't come up in one breath, and it's uncomfortable to be choked.
He turned his head and simply didn't look at Gongyi Shi'an, but where he couldn't see, Gongyi Shi'an's face suddenly became more and more ugly, as if he was becoming another person.
Suddenly, he grabbed the end of the silver, and the end of the silver was also stunned for a moment, looking back at him puzzled.
Gongyi Shi'an suddenly became dull-eyed, incoherent, and said something without a beginning or end, "Do you believe me?
"What's wrong with you?" Yinzhimo, who was angry, suddenly panicked.
Gongyi Shi'an's mood suddenly became very excited and manic, "I'm not sick, you believe me!"
Gongyi Shi'an was dazed for a moment and frightened for a while, as if he was struggling not to be affected.
"I'm really not lying......" He began to sob.
Silver Tail hugged him, "I know you're not lying, I know ......"
"You believe me?" He looked up from the end of the silver's chest.
"Of course, I believe everything you say. Silver looked into his eyes, unusually determined.
Gongyi Shi'an was dazed for a moment, struggled for a few breaths, and finally covered his face and sobbed, he left from Yinzhimo's arms, leaned against the wall with his knees curled, and his eyes full of timidity and fear looked from behind the shredded hair, and he was able to close it at the touch.
I don't know what Gongyi Shi'an has experienced before, but from now on, it doesn't seem to be 'happy'. If the person who hurt him was here now, he might have beaten that person into a pig's head, but now, there was no one, nothing, and he didn't even know why Gongyi Shi'an had become like this, only the frightened and shivering teenager and the pale and cold hospital.
He knelt in front of Gongyi Shi'an helplessly, and spread his hands, "I believe in you...... I know you're not sick. ”
However, this sentence did not work as it should, but seemed to stimulate the pale young man in front of him, he buried his head in his knees in fear, not crying but trembling.
Who the hell scares you so much!
Yinzhimo felt that he was going crazy, he couldn't imagine that a child like Gongyi Shi'an, who could bear to hurt him like this! He wanted to cut that person into eight pieces, this was his, and he dared to touch him...... What's his?friend?friend above?
I don't know how long it took, Gongyi Shi'an buried his head in his knees and trembled, and Yinzhimo half-knelt in front of him and spread his hands and waited for him to hug him.
It seemed as if a century had passed, and at the end of the silver period, I felt that my spiritual power had become stronger.
Suddenly, a light sigh came out of Gongyi Shi'an's mouth, he raised his head, his face was pale, looking at the expectant and worried eyes of the end of the silver, and the arm that was a little trembling, he suddenly hugged him gently, "I'm really sorry for letting you see something bad." I don't want to ......"
Ginnosuke shuddered slightly, "I'm glad to be qualified to know your past. I also hope to be able to participate in your future......
The two teenagers embraced in the afternoon sunshine of the hospital, like dying people redeeming each other.
The surroundings began to blur as usual, and the end of the silver knew that this layer had passed.
The surroundings changed rapidly, the pale and cold hospital disappeared, and in front of them was a vast cloudy sky with a long ice-blue lake, and they sat on the bridge in front of the lake, which was covered with moss, and stretched into the distance was a green wheat field.
Silver Nosue breathed a sigh of relief, it always doesn't look so strange this time, the environment is quiet and quiet, there shouldn't be anything bad, right?
When Gongyi Shi'an opened his eyes and saw this scene, it was obvious that his body trembled for a moment, and then he was calm and calm, as if nothing had happened.
Yin Zhimo frowned imperceptibly, he knew that Gongyi Shi'an didn't want him to worry, but he still couldn't understand what was terrifying here.
This is where Gongyi Shi'an first attempted suicide.
It's funny to say that in the end, the reason why it didn't work out was because the lake was forbidden to swim...... It's ridiculous.
"Here?" Silver's end still tried to speak.
Gongyi Shi'an opened his mouth, and always felt that it was a bit exaggerated to say that it was the place where he committed suicide, after all, he did not die, he had experienced the first few layers, and he also felt the warmth of the end of the silver, and he suddenly felt that all the previous pain was no longer pain, and he even felt that he could watch his former life, with a joking mentality......
The corners of Gongyi Shi'an's lips slowly raised, "Here, it's the place where I once wanted to go down to swim but was punished to the police station for education." ”
"The police station?"
"Hmmm......" Gongyi Shi'an thought about the name of the Yuanhai Continent, "That's it...... Law Enforcement Division. ”
"Oh......" Yinzhimu nodded, but felt that something was wrong, "How come, are you afraid of swimming?"
"I was afraid of ......" Gongyi Shi'an pursed his lips lightly and said with a smile, "Isn't it ridiculous, I used to be afraid that others would reject me, I was afraid that others would misunderstand me, I was afraid of going to the hospital, I was afraid of staying alone in my room, I was afraid that I would not be accepted by the world, I was afraid of death and longed for death, isn't it ridiculous?"
He said it lightly, and his tone was gentle, as if he was stating a story that had nothing to do with him, but he was obviously afraid of being like that before, but now he is so light-hearted.
"I was scared too. Ginnosue suddenly said, "What I'm afraid of is even less important." ”
"For example, I was afraid that I would not learn complicated manners and make my mother angry, for example, I was afraid that I would not try hard enough to disappoint my father, I was afraid that I would not grow up fast enough, that all the truth would be covered by lies, and that I would never see the light of day again, and I was afraid that I would fail at a certain moment, and everything would return to dust...... I'm scared...... There are so many things to be afraid of. ”
"But, that's what flesh and blood are, isn't it?"
"I've had the same ridiculous fear of becoming a cold, emotionless revenge machine, but wishing I could be like that? ”
"You...... Does it have anything to do with King Cheng?" Gongyi Shi'an couldn't help but ask.
"Yes. Yinzhimu opened his mouth as if he wanted to elaborate, but in the end he only let out a long sigh and shook his head, "I'll tell you myself in the future." Right now, I don't have enough power to protect the people around me, and I don't want you to get involved. ”
The orange light of the setting sun sprinkled on the ice blue lake, red and blue intertwined, looking beautiful and cruel, Gongyi Shi'an sat on the bridge and shook his calves, his hand pressed the soft moss, and he looked up to breathe the fresh air, and suddenly felt that it was not impossible to be quiet in this way.
Yinzhimo reached out and grabbed Gongyi Shi'an's other hand, and the two of them swayed their calves in unison.
In the green wheat field, the icy blue lake, and the beautiful sunset, Yin Zhimo looked at Gongyi Shi'an and said, "This time, I'll dance with you, okay?"
Gongyi Shi'an's shaking legs couldn't help stopping, he looked at the end of the silver in a daze, the end of the silver retracted his gaze and looked at the deep lake, the corners of his lips were slightly upturned, as if he was about to face not jumping the lake but jumping rope as easily.
After a long while, Gongyi Shi'an laughed out loud and nodded, "Good ......"
Silver Ending held his hand tightly, and the two leaned forward, pounced on the red and blue lake......