Chapter 10 is full of monologues
The fate is shallow and the fate is extinguished, and it lives up to this life. As everyone in the world knows, my name is full of Cang, Cang, natural landscapes. Since childhood, my parents have been loving, my brothers and sisters are kind, and the master has a saying, I have the destiny to inherit the country. On that day, he was ordered to come to the mansion of King Rui, before leaving, his father had already entrusted, although this household has long ceased to be the grand occasion of the year, but the position of the mother of the country must come from the Ji Mansion, come to the palace, from the prince to the slaves all have smiling faces, spineless, full of arrogance since childhood, and have been very disdainful of the marriage of the court's acquiescence, not to mention such a portal.
That day I was in the main hall, listening to the flattery of King Ji Rui, the flattering smile of the favored concubine on the side, my heart was already bored, I threw off the palace attendants and entourage, and only took the Jiaye who has often accompanied me since childhood to stroll in the attic, this palace is really well repaired, it can be seen that the original owner is very cherished, but now it has fallen into such a portal, and my heart is quite touched.
"What is the general thinking?" Ka Ye looked at his master with an expression that he had never seen before, and unconsciously asked a question.
"When people go to the empty building, they dare to think about it." I closed the folding fan in my hand, showed a look of helplessness, and continued to walk up. I have long heard that the scenery at the highest point of the attic of Ruiwangfu is a must, and when I see it today, it really has a different reaction. Just as I was soaking up the beauty of the mountains, I heard the laughter of the woman in the attic, and I followed the sound to look down.
It turned out to be three little girls, I didn't care, but in the sound of a mocking big sister downstairs, I unconsciously looked at it again. Big sister? I just heard that King Rui has two daughters, and he is still the second and third, who is this eldest sister who was born out of nowhere?
"The plainly dressed downstairs is the eldest daughter of King Ji Rui and the only daughter of Princess Ji." Kasaba seemed to see my doubts and stepped forward to answer my questions.
"Oh? is still a daughter-in-law. "Looking at you under the attic, who are thin and tattered, where do you have half a daughter's demeanor, I'm afraid it's not an exaggeration to even the people in the house. I saw that the women's behavior was more intense, the beautifully dressed girl's words were full of sharpness and ridicule, and her triumphant little face was full of disdain, how could such a woman be the mother of Taifeng, it was really ridiculous! On the contrary, you were quite calm in tattered clothes, and I angrily threw off my sleeves and strode away.
The second time I came to the palace, it was a few years later, after careful negotiations with my father and mother, I found that this matter has not turned around, physical and mental displeasure, seeing such a person I have a more contemptuous attitude, just when I want to take the opportunity to say goodbye, you appeared in front of me again, a few years have passed, the body seems to be weaker, the small body kneels down in a daze, full of tears, it seems that there is a great difficulty. Before I could ask the reason, the favored concubine on the side hurried forward, grabbed the crumbling body, and wanted to hold you up, I looked at the villain in front of me looking at King Ji's gaze, full of pleading, where there was the calm and calm back then, if there was no one around, I think it must be cornered.
"Lord Rui, the family style is really rigorous, it really opens my eyes." I chuckled, my face full of disdain. For me to consciously help, but you in the hall didn't react, just stared at my clothes and the peiyu around my waist from head to toe.
"Little girl, what do you think I'm doing." I looked at the unusual you in the hall and couldn't help but quip.
"Isn't the general looking at me too?" What I didn't expect was that you would meet my eyes in a daze, and your dark eyes looked like this, without a trace of cowardice.
"Hahahaha..."It's really an interesting girl, she can look directly at her eyes, and she can taunt her sisters in a variety of ways, but it's a pity, it's out of such a portal, otherwise, there will be something to do.
On the second day, when I came to the backyard to try my luck and see if you were okay, I met the legendary sick beauty, but there was nothing new in beauty. I saw that the sick beauty Yingyingyu waved her hand, wanting to hold her arm, I subconsciously took a step back, the beauty almost fell to the ground, thinking that after all, it was the girl of the master's family, so I lightly supported her, only to see the woman's cheeks suddenly red, and the handkerchief in her hand fell instantly.
Faced with this, I had to bend down and pick up the handkerchief, and when I handed it to the beauty, I saw the long-awaited figure in front of the window next to me. This time you didn't meet my eyes as before, just chuckled helplessly, and then left my sight. I think you must have misunderstood something, and if you met my eyes like you did last time, you would have noticed how much thought I had in my eyes. When the beauty was far away, I suddenly couldn't care about the shy state of the beauty in front of me, and instantly pushed away the beauty's body and chased after the figure.
"Miss, you're alright."
"It's okay, I'm used to it..."
Not far away, I can clearly hear your weak voice, get used to it? What is called getting used to it! I suddenly couldn't care about everything, turned back to the main hall, my face was blue, looking at the flattering smiling faces under the hall, my heart was even more displeased, so I staged a royal prince's scoundrel until the evening shook my hands away. Ka Ye seemed to sense my thoughts, and when I left, I heard his voice around the corner ordering King Ji. Hope this helps...
A few years have passed, my father and queen mother have urged me to get married, and finally on that day, I said casually, and then I married the daughter of the Ji family. My father and queen mother were obviously very surprised by my words, and only the second brother looked at me with a little more joke at the corner of his mouth. It is said that the royal family has no brothers, but there is still a brotherhood like ours, and it is not necessary to say a word to understand all your thoughts.
When I saw you again, you seemed to be doing well, richly dressed and with a serene countenance. You look at me with a look of surprise, the hazy and stunned look is really pitiful and cute, I haven't seen you for a long time, I can't help but look at you, I hope you can forgive me for my rudeness.
"How about marrying me, I can give you everything you want." I deliberately showed a frivolous tone, and when I wanted to see how you should be, who had always been witty, you refreshed my heart again like a proud peacock.
"Thanks to the general's affordability, the little girl obeys the order." The look at each other, determined gaze amused me again. When you quietly stopped me in front of the wing, I seemed to understand your intentions.
"The general has a prominent reputation, but his posture is shallow, and he was born humble, I don't know why the general asked to marry?"
"Because my heart is pleased with you."
"There is no one else here, so why should the general be fooled?"
"How do you know I don't like you? What you say is not wrong, the fame is shining, the military achievements are great, why should you fool a ruined concubine who is not favored, if it is not because I am pleased with you, why should I do this? ”
"What's so bad about marrying me? The title of the general's wife can make your father of King Narui, the favorite concubine of the Huo family, and your brainless second sister, the pretending delicate third sister to be respectful to you, and your mother, no one will dare to bully in the future, what do you say? "You are you, born proud, never small and low. I don't know when the atmosphere became serious, but before I knew it, I was telling you the truth.
Soon, the palace officially welcomed you into the Qingluan Palace, although there was no official decree, but the world knew in their hearts that you would soon become my official wife. And I did my best to give you the love and respect that you have never enjoyed. I still remember the day I went out, you stuffed the red bean bag into my cuffs and gently hugged my armor, at that moment, I had the first feeling of fear, afraid of dying on the battlefield, and even more afraid of how you would deal with yourself in the future.
When the battle horn sounded, I had to let go of the endless thoughts and attachments, got on the war horse, and went to the endless slaughter, the sky was full of blood, and outside the trenches there was only fear and death. I held the red flag gun tightly, I must win this battle, because there are still you waiting for me in the palace not far away. The roar of artillery continued, and with bursts of roars and shouts, blood was splattered on the battlefield. After a while, I staggered into the tent, and there were your letters in front of the table, which were not only letters from home, but also my faith and hope.
"Report! The enemy attacked by surprise, and our army suffered heavy casualties, and the general was expected to preside over the overall situation. ”
"Reinforcements will arrive immediately, pass the order down, and fight hard!"
Out of the tent, the cruelty of the war killings, the lonely battlefield is full of remains, and there are blood stains everywhere. Watching the brothers who were born and died turn into corpses, the only warmth left in his brain suddenly disappeared. Before I could react, the curtain behind me was already on fire, and the gunpowder burst with the choking breath of the fireworks, and there was a loud bang in my ears, and I and the only remaining soldiers were blown out.
'Yet, I'm sorry, I don't have the strength to go back...'
When I woke up again, Ka Ye was standing in front of my bed, and all the environment in front of me was so unfamiliar, I only remember that before my consciousness was scattered, I vaguely heard the sound of horses' hooves coming from a large group of people, was it the arrival of reinforcements?
In September of the nineteenth year of Taifeng, the imperial court officially joined me, and the wounds left by the war were almost healed, and I could no longer stand up except for my legs.
"General, you're back..."
Before I got in, I saw you with pear blossoms and rain in front of the temple gate, I have known you for so long, and it is the first time I have seen you like this, even if I was snubbed by my father and bullied by my sisters, I have never seen her like this, I think about it, it scares you...
"Hmm." Endure a thousand thoughts, nod slightly at you, and then pass her and command Ka Ye to go directly, your hands are just hanging in the air, but I have to. In the next few months, I will always hang you intentionally or unintentionally, no longer laughing and joking with you like in the past, and your behavior towards me will gradually be no different from ordinary people, so good, so good.
In the twentieth year of Taifeng, Emperor Zhai Jue issued a formal decree, sealing the eldest son Chongcang as the general of Yunhui, giving the general's mansion, and the second son Chonghuai as the young master, staying in the East Palace, that day, I came to the door of my father, and formally asked to send you out of the palace, and my father always couldn't resist my temper and agreed. You have received the will, but you rushed into my dormitory like an explosion, these months of etiquette and rules have been completely gone, leaving only endless grievances and tears, you accuse me of why I am so cruel to you, I turned my head, only to order someone to drag you away, you don't know where to get so much strength, shook off the maid, with a voice full of grievances, fell under me.
"Ah Cang, don't drive me away, don't drive me away..."