aThese truths, in fact, the old people understand.

Then he couldn't help but sigh.

Full of stars, suddenly, he remembered something. That is, once he and his wife once looked at the full stars and made a wish.

Remember, at that time, he was less than 20 years old, and his own

His wife is also the same age as herself. At that time, I held his hand like this, the evening breeze was blowing, and we made a good wish together, that is, I must walk with him, and then grow old together..................

Walking together is done, and growing old together is also done.

But they didn't die together.

And along the way, the road is also very bumpy, really, he feels a little sorry for her,

But what's the matter. He really did his part.

And in his life, there was also the loss of his son and grandson, which made him feel a little powerless. And this incident also had a great impact on his wife.

If it hadn't happened, her wife wouldn't have gone so far, so that he would have to spend the rest of his life alone.

It stands to reason that women are supposed to live longer than men.

And his wife is not sick, but after hearing that his child was killed, she was shocked at first and couldn't believe it, but in the end, after witnessing the truth of the matter, they couldn't help but believe it.

After learning about such a thing, he is a big man, and he doesn't talk about it.

Not to mention a more sensual woman?

It's true.

He didn't know why this was happening.

Even now, almost 10 years have passed. He couldn't understand why so many bad things had fallen on his head when he had done so many good things.

Could it be the sin that he created in his previous life?

If that's the case, then there's really nothing to be done.

The only thing he wants to do now, or what he wants to happen the most, is to hope that he can live a better life in the next life.

and to be able to reunite with his wife,

Although such a wish is wonderful,

But whether it can happen or not, and how likely it is, really, he doesn't know, and he can't figure it out.

In an instant, his brain began to think crankily again, like lightning in the clouds, and began a bloody storm, and then his prostrate hand on the ground slowly lifted, and then covered his head all of a sudden.

Then his head twisted with the wind, like a wave of wheat blowing in the wind.

If he looked like a wheat, it might have been like that.

But if someone passes by at this moment, they might be scared.

Even if you are not frightened, the shock is the least.

As soon as I was startled, my legs began to tremble.

There are many slopes here, if you don't stand firm, you are very likely to fall, after falling, there are many rocks here, it is very likely to hit the stone at once, if you hit the stone at once, the head will break the blood flow, the concussion, the heavy may be a whimper.

It's dangerous to always come.

Gradually, Lao Rao's face began to distort.

Because he was so uncomfortable, he didn't want to think about those unacceptable memories anymore.

No............ No............ Don't think about it, okay?

Just let me ............ Can you be quiet for a while?

One couldn't help it, and he began to talk to himself.

But he found that no matter how much he tried to suppress his thoughts, he couldn't suppress them, like a huge spring, and the more you pressed it, the more you could feel a huge force of resistance.

It was almost like this at the moment, and under his intense suppression, it seemed to be starting to bounce back, really, he didn't know why this was happening.

In the past, I was obviously able to control myself very well.

You must know that such control was not developed overnight, but took him about decades of effort,

You know, even if a rookie has been polishing one aspect for decades, he can become a veteran.

It may be a little unstable, but after a period of precipitation, the wine may be able to stabilize.

But really, he has gone through that period of volatility, he has already entered the stabilizer, and so many bad things have happened since then, and again and again, he has kept coming through.

After surviving, he gradually tempered his mentality and will to become stronger.

Even, for a while, he thought that almost nothing could possibly bring him down in this underground.

Although he is not rich, as far as food is concerned, he has worked hard in the past few decades so that he does not have to worry about food now.

And it's quite redundant.

And he also has a piece of land, and he has asked someone to help him plant it. Even if you don't have to work, you can get enough food, of course, the enough food is only barely enough, and it can barely be counted as being able to eat.

As for the rest, he didn't dare to guarantee it.

But even so, he is already a good hand in his village.

Of those hundred, he was pretty much the best of the bunch.

But the bad news that happened next told him that he was just looking down on himself.

Those so-called self-omnipotent and strong-willed are just fantasies, but in fact they are still not too strong.

In this world, there are still things that can bring you down.

In fact, on this point, he also knows that there must be something in this world that can defeat him.

But in terms of probability, it is very unlikely to happen.

That's why he felt that way.

And in order to prevent this from happening, he prayed often, and did good deeds.

Of course, doing good deeds is not entirely for this, in fact, the main thing is soft-hearted, don't seem to be a man with five big and three coarse, in fact, his mind is delicate?

Anyway, it's more delicate than most of the men in their village.

The reason why his mind can be so delicate is also related to his time experience, after such a long time, due to poverty, his mentality seems to be very sensitive, and under the trend of that sensitive mentality, his mind can't help but be delicate.

In the eyes of others, isn't a big man with such a delicate mind just as calculating as a woman?

In fact, this is not the case, his mentality and measures are still very large.

It's just that his perception of emotions is very memorable.

Because of his sensitivity to emotions, he can't help but sense a lot of emotions, especially when communicating with other people. After keenly capturing Beirao's emotions, he can quickly make countermeasures, and then take care of Beirao's emotions, so that after a long time, others have a good impression of him.

But that's just an impression.

Of course, it's not exactly such a person, at least in his memory, there were still a few people who treated themselves so hard because of him, and then when the old man was down, or when he needed help, he extended a helping hand, although not much, but he really did his heart.

After all, others also have their own families.

It's not easy to get one.

For these things, he can keep them firmly in his heart, and he always thinks about their good.

Even in the end, he wanted to report on them, but who knows, in the years that followed, they all moved away one by one for some reason.

There is no last one left.

And during that time, he also continued to suffer from mildew.

In the end, the little capital that was left was almost exhausted because of those disasters.

After being consumed, he gradually saw some of Rao's true faces.

Some people, obviously they helped him so much, but in the end they were in trouble, and in the end, they needed a little bit, and it was difficult to get it.

Really, he felt quite congested.

I didn't expect so many people to be like that, really, but it made him feel a little embarrassed, after all, he had paid so much, so much.

But fortunately, a few people still remembered his kindness and finally extended some helping hands.

But really, the aid was still quite small, at least he felt a little dissatisfied.

After all, they are not very poor, and they can give a little more.

However, they were not like that, knowing that they would repay them even more if they learned that he had survived this time.

And they have given them much more before than they have given to themselves now.

After thinking about it like this, he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, but soon after, he was slowly relieved.

After all, it's someone else, and everyone has their own separate will.

Being good to others can only be your own problem.

As long as others don't hurt themselves, then whatever they do is their freedom, and they can't interfere with it.

Although my heart is a little uncomfortable, but that's all.

Because, he has no way to change, he has no ability to reverse anything, because these things cannot be reversed.

I am not more than a god, but I am not interfering.

In fact, if you think about it, you can also be relieved.

At least my kindness has not been completely swallowed up by others, and I am actually fortunate to get some feedback.

Lower your expectations, that's what you really need to do.

Although it is difficult, we must adapt slowly, and when we slowly and completely adapt, we will find that life seems to have opened a chapter of our hearts.

It's true.

In life, there will inevitably be a lot of unsatisfactory, these unsatisfactory every time is a challenge, if we survive, the future life may be completely different.

Even if you can't achieve the effect of reverse change, you can more or less exercise your will.

If a person has a will of steel, many things will become impossible to fight in the future. 4

If there is no way to beat them, they will become stronger and stronger in the magic power again and again, and finally become a generation of iron men.

Of course, steel is not his skin, but their perseverance.

It's true. This kind of person is still quite scary.

Once they have identified something, they will follow through on it.

If you compete with this kind of person, unless your ability truly surpasses them completely, otherwise, it will be difficult to beat them.

Because they know hard work, they know that they have worked hard for a long time with a 365 face, and when facing such an opponent, if they slack off a little, they may be overtaken by them.

If you leave too much behind, you may not be able to recover it.

Because, they have already pulled themselves a long, long distance.

Ordinary people, in fact, most people after seeing themselves being pulled away by such a long gap. They will all feel powerless.

And feel hopeless, as for whether there is hope?

Yes, there are, but they need to persist for a long time.

But this is undoubtedly going to kill them, you know, at the bottom, many people are very strong, and many people are lazy

Otherwise, most people would not be mediocre.

And those who are endowed will be even more lazy, because they are endowed, many things, they can easily integrate it with a little study, and then subtly, they will think that these things are very simple, and then do not pay attention to them, and finally when it is not compelled, they will work a little harder, and those efforts are still mostly useful.

If he continues like this, he actually has such a concept in his heart, that is, he doesn't want to work hard, he doesn't want to do anything, he just needs to finish it well, and finally he can get anything done in a little time.

Those things are so simple, it's so boring, it's better to do something else.

In this way, they repeat this life year after year, although they can't reach the peak, but they don't live badly, in the face of a bad life, they have neither too many complaints, nor too many pursuits, all they need is to maintain the status quo, as long as the status quo is maintained, everything else seems to sound good.

Although they think it is good, in fact, they go to a lot of things, because there are some things that they are not able to experience at their current level.

Like frogs sitting on a well, they look at the sky and think that their well is the largest.

I thought that my happiness now was very happy.

As everyone knows, his happiness is worthless in the eyes of those people.

It's not happiness at all, it's not happy at all

And those are as happy as they get, really.

This is the view of sitting in the well.

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