Chen Ruowen listened to Gao Tang's words, and closed his eyes so abruptly when he looked at the man in front of him.

None of this is true at all.

It's like a joke.

How is that possible?

Obviously, a few minutes ago, this man was holding her hand and stubbornly proposing to her, why did he suddenly appear when she was in danger, and then suddenly, lying here unconscious.

It's like a dream.

She must have been dreaming.

How is that possible?

Chen Ruowen suddenly remembered that she saw Gao Tang for the first time thirteen years ago, and he was wearing the pink shirt that she complained about many times later, smiling brightly and coquettishly.

He said, "It was you."

I remembered that when they met at the Beicheng Gymnasium later, he was also wearing a pale pink shirt that day, carrying the same white blazer as today, looking decadent as if he had drunk too much, but his eyes were brighter than everyone else.

Later, when he returned to Nancheng, he appeared by his side again and again in various strange ways.

We have similar tastes, he said.

He said, what a coincidence, it turns out that we are neighbors.

He said, "It's a coincidence, we all like the same cars."

He said, "We just have a fate."

remembered that after she deleted Gao Tang as a friend, he added her back at the party on the grounds of "sending a drink formula".

The formula she got that time has been lying in her mobile phone network disk for more than ten years, but she has never tasted it again.

In fact, Chen Ruowen thought about it later, at that time, Gao Tang may not have known that he secretly deleted his friend, and the formula may just be an excuse, and he avoided it once, and there will be countless times.

Because......

Gao Tang will not let go.

Even if he deleted his friends countless times to get angry with him, he still cheekily added himself back again and again.

Chen Ruowen remembered the four years in NTU, the four years when she lived in Ziwei Garden, almost every day, she could meet Gao Tang standing guard at the door.

At that time, he said that I like to think about life at the door, and he said that every time I encounter a problem, I like to stand at the door of the house, so that I can think efficiently.

But after getting married, Chen Ruowen knew that the waiting day after day was just to see her.

His love is humble and stubborn, Chen Ruowen doesn't understand, how can there be such a stupid person in the world?

She obviously rejected him, refused so many times, but he still appeared when she was in danger, stupidly protecting her, too late to say a word, even his usual jokes didn't have time to say, just left three sentences as if he was afraid that he would never have a chance to speak again.

I was afraid that she would blame herself, so he said, I was willing.

I was afraid that she would have no support for the rest of her life, so he said, Bai Jinyan still loves you.

Maybe there are some big secrets and misunderstandings hidden in this, Chen Ruowen is not in the mood to think about it anymore at this moment.

There is also the last bit of selfishness of Gao Tang.

He said, if you can like me, it would be great.

If, you can like me.

If......

"Click."

Finally, something shattered in her heart.

Disintegrate.

Disintegrate.

Disintegrate.

Then, leaving behind a huge black hole that could not be concealed at all, little by little, engulfed her.

The emotions that she had never noticed, the emotions that she deliberately ignored even if she found them, the emotions that she had never dared to declare in her heart, the emotions that she had never dared to face, finally broke through the solid barrier and emerged from that black hole.

"I like you."

"I've been in love with you for a long time, but I can't admit it. I like you, I like you, wake up! ”

How Chen Ruowen hopes that all this is just a joke by Gao Tang, just a small test to let her recognize her feelings.

She wouldn't blame him, she would just pounce on him with joy and tell him, it's great that you're okay.

However, no matter how many times she cried, Gao Tang didn't get up from the ground again, didn't open her eyes, and didn't even change her expression. It's still that face, that expression, with anticipation and regret.

Chen Ruowen finally understood what she had always felt was wrong in this relationship.

The difference is not her heartbeat, but that Gao Tang has never left her.

Never gave up on her.

She didn't feel the danger of him leaving.

Can ...... now

You...... I haven't heard me say I like you yet.

Chen Ruowen tilted her body and fell towards the side of Gao Tang's body.