"Han Mo, tell me why!"

I looked at Han Mo's back in front of me, and almost shouted this sentence hysterically.

The rain was pouring down, my hair and face were all covered with rain, and the wind was blowing and my whole body was cold.

The pain in my heart could not be suppressed, and I could only raise my hand and grab my hair.

The pain of pulling the scalp soothed the discomfort in the heart, but it was still not worth the ten-millionth of the pain at the heart.

"Fu Yao."

When Zhao Miao's hand held me, I opened my eyes, and looking at Zhao Miao's face with his head down and approaching, I knew that I was dreaming.

Dreams, but so real.

I raised my hand to wipe my face, only to realize that my face was full of tears.

Zhao Miao raised her hand and hugged me into her arms, hugging me tightly, as if she was holding Niuniu tightly.

"Fu Yao, tell me what happened to you? Why did everything change when you came back? ”

"Everything has changed? Hehe, yes, everything has changed. ”

It's really everything that has changed.

But I'm not reconciled, how can I be willing.

I raised my hand and pushed Zhao Miao away, looked up at her with tears on my face: "Zhao Miao, you tell me, you tell me from the attitude of a bystander, do you think Han Mo loves me?" Can you tell me okay? ”

I don't want to be so embarrassed, and I don't want to be so embarrassed, but what can I do?

I'm really unwilling!

Zhao Miao was stunned for a moment, and tears flashed in my eyes when I looked at her.

I'm really sorry, but I can't control myself, I can't control the tears, just like I can't control my lowly heart.

"Fu Yao, I always thought that Han Mo loved you."

She raised her hand to wipe my tears, looked at me and told me word by word: Fu Yao, I always thought that Han Mo loved you.

Zhao Miao took a breath and held back her tears before continuing to me: "I will let you go desperately, because I always thought that Han Mo loved you."

Listen, even Zhao Miao said that Han Mo loved me.

"But I don't know that loving someone is actually sending her to someone else's bed with her own hands."

Zhao Miao looked at my face and turned white: "Fu Yao, what do you mean?"

She raised her hand and shook my shoulder, not very strongly, but I felt as if I was about to be crushed by her.

I looked up at the white ceiling above my head: "It's literal, Zhao Miao, Han Mo gave me to Jiang Feiyi personally." He personally sent me to Jiang Feiyi's bed. ”

I thought it would be hard to speak, but when I said it, I realized that it wasn't as hard to say as I thought.

What's so hard to say, we are all people who have been played with by this earthly world, who can laugh at whom.

"Fu Yao, did Jiang Feiyi touch you?"

Zhao Miao's hand holding me tightened again, and the whole person trembled when she spoke.

How ironic, the person who asked me this was not Han Mo but Zhao Miao.

"No, he didn't touch me."

What if you don't touch me, I will never be able to get rid of the shadow of being given to other men by the man I love.

I didn't speak again, Zhao Miao didn't speak again, none of us spoke again.

But the tears kept flowing, and they kept flowing.

I don't know how long I cried, until I heard Niu Niu's voice later, I didn't know, ah, it's dawn.

But my world is all black.

I know about love, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, I am just very unwilling, to this day, I don't know whether Han Mo loves me or not.

Women always like to make a fool of themselves, and I don't know if I'm making a fool of myself.

But that night, he hugged me and whispered in my ear.

I think about it now, and I don't feel like I woke up from that night.

"Fu Yao, what should I do, Fu Yao?"

That was the night before I knew he and Xu Ran were engaged, and the night I was tossed by him so that I slept on the bed.

Han Mo hugged me and asked me what to do, I didn't know what he meant until the next day I heard the news that he was engaged to Xu Ran.

He thought I was asleep and didn't hear it, but I wasn't completely asleep, and his muffled voice fell into my ears one after another, and I heard it clearly.

He was asking me what to do.

I don't know what to do, but I know he's probably in love with me.

But now I realize that I seem to be wrong.

I really don't know if Han Mo fell in love with me, but it hurt more to send me to Jiang Feiyi's bed with his own hands, or if he never loved me so he could send me to Jiang Feiyi's bed without hesitation.

I don't think any woman is acceptable to any of them.

I couldn't accept it, I felt like I was going to die, but I couldn't.

Hanging with an unwilling heart struggling, every day is muddy, but there are clear counting the days when Xu Ran and Han Mo are going to get married.

Zhao Miao looked at me and didn't know what to say, in fact, everyone understands the truth, but few people can really do it.

If I can do it, it's probably that I don't love Han Mo anymore.

But feelings are always so irrational and despicable.

Fate likes to make you even more desperate when you think you're desperate enough, and I thought I was desperate enough.

hit one blow after another, but I didn't expect that the truth of the facts will always be painful.

When Xu Ran's phone called, Zhao Miao asked me not to answer, and she said that Xu Ran's small watch must have prepared some trap for me to jump down.

I naturally knew what pit Xu Ran would dig for me, and wanted me to jump down, and then bury me, so that she could do it once and for all.

Whether Han Mo loves me or not, at least I'm an eyesore in front of her.

I knew, but I still couldn't keep myself from answering the call.

It was as if I knew that the ending between me and Han Mo would not be too good, and I still couldn't help but jump into the fire pit.

Zhao Miao said that I don't hit the south wall and don't look back, why don't I just hit the south wall and don't look back, I will rush forward if my head is broken and bleeding.

"Miao Miao, give me your phone."

I looked up at Zhao Miao, she held the phone in her arms, looked at my face was a little blue, and gritted her teeth and called me: "Fu Yao!"

"Give it to me."

I didn't seem to hear her, and it was still the same sentence.

Zhao Miao still gave me the phone in the end, Xu Ran made two calls, and every time she called, I wouldn't call back.

I know that Xu Ran loves Han Mo, and I also know that she has always looked at me unpleasantly.

In the past, when I didn't love Han Mo, I thought it didn't matter, but later, the game between me and her has become commonplace.

It's just a pity that the one who has never lost is me.

I know that Xu Ran must not have anything good to do with me this time, she has always liked this, doing things lightly, but everything is a knife, stabbing straight into someone else's chest.

And she's the one with the knife, but she can still smile and ask if it hurts.

Xu Ran is a pervert, but I think I'm also a pervert.

She had already stabbed me many times, but I still couldn't resist the urge to pounce on the tip of her knife again.

Because I know that the only thing I can know about Han Mo's matter is Xu Ran.

Jiang Feiyi doesn't say it, Han Mo doesn't say it, then there is only her.

I've always been such a person, even if I die, I want to die clearly.

"Fu Yao—"

Zhao Miao still wanted to persuade me, but I had already pressed the dial button.

Xu Ran picked it up quickly, and she knew who I was: "Miss Fu."

I also don't want to go around in circles with her: "Let's meet."

Five days later, I still can't let myself go.

People are so cheap, especially people like me.

"Okay, old place?"

"Okay, old time?"

"Okay."

I lost, she won.

Xu Ran didn't even pretend to talk to me anymore, it was straightforward and straightforward, which made people comfortable, but it made me extremely uncomfortable.

I glanced at Zhao Miao, who was also looking at me, "Fu Yao, don't go." ”

I reached out and pulled her down the hand that she was holding me, showing her first smile in so many days: "Miao Miao, you know me, I want to make myself die more thoroughly."

The trump card is in Xu Ran's hand, as for whether it can be fatal to me, it depends on how much weight this trump card in Xu Ran's hand has.

This is not the first battle between me and Xu Ran, but I have a hunch that this is not our last fight.

I've never liked makeup, but every time I see Xu Ran, I can't help it.

Women's self-esteem is a problem, but I now understand that when competing for a man, no matter how exquisite your makeup is, once the man is not on your side, no matter how beautiful your makeup is, it will only add to the joke.

I didn't wear makeup, washed my face, changed into clothes, wore long boots, and kissed Niu Niu when I went out.

"Fu Yao!"

When I put my hand on the doorknob, Zhao Miao suddenly called me.

I looked back at her, she was dressing, and as she wore it, she said to me, "I'll go with you."

My gaze paused on Niuniu's body: "No need, you can accompany Niuniu."

"I'll go with you."

She was resolute and I knew what she was worried about.

In fact, what I was worried about was the same as what she was worried about, but this is my own battle, and even if I lose, I will lose beautifully alone.

"Zhao Miao, I'll go by myself!"

I looked at her and spoke almost word for word, earnestly and persistently.

She still has a sleeve to be able to put on clothes, hearing my words, the look on her face froze, she didn't speak, she stepped forward and hugged me fiercely: "Give me a good return!"

It's like parting with life and death, but who says no, God knows if Xu Ran brought me a bomb or an atomic bomb.