Chapter 184: Selfish Love

I locked myself up in a small dark room, which some people called a confinement room, for things of despicable character. Luckily, I've forgotten how I felt when I walked in on my own initiative, otherwise I would never have looked out at the stars from the small window on the wall like I do now, like an innocent kitten on the balcony.

Uncle Jock in the book has obtained wealth that he has never dared to imagine in his life because of his selfishness, but the heavens seem to have an eye on him, watching his every move all the time, until he also enters the little dark house of the heart. But he wasn't so lucky, Uncle Jock remembered the details of what he had done, and when he looked up at the stars in the sky outside, they had hidden themselves from him.

Su Shuang helped Fang Fan to sit down on the sofa, and then gently lay down on his strong chest, the powerful heartbeat kept hitting her eardrums, making her feel that she had become one with Fang Fan. Su Shuang raised her eyes and caught a glimpse of the book "Uncle Jock" on the bookcase, which was a gift from her father on her eighth birthday, and the young Su Shuang only used it as a prop to show off to her friends, after all, this book came from the other side of the sea, and it was already a good "foreign product" in this isolated small village. It's just that the friends are envious and jealous of the colorful illustrations in the book, and no one cares about the black words like coal.

When Su Shuang retook the book, she was already slim, and the wading village had become empty, and those friends had become a species very different from her at some point. One afternoon she opened the book of "Uncle Jock", and the stained illustrations in the book could no longer attract her attention, and the words as black as coal became the jewel in her eyes.

Over time, something resembling virtue put a shackle on her outward behavior, which was not heavy and rusty. Without a partner as a practice object, her parents became her practice object, and from then on she became bitter and mean.

When her parents ask her why, she is reminded of the old-fashioned and always chattering Aunt Marlena in Uncle Jock. This is also Su Shuang's most hated character except for Uncle Jock, who she once thought was Aunt Marlena who caused Uncle Jock's tragic end. It's as if parents must fix themselves on this damn island, in Su Shuang's eyes, the selfishness of parents is the same as Uncle Jock who only thinks about his own interests, and Aunt Marlena, who worries all day long.

The lock on Su Shuang's body became heavier and heavier, and even then she never thought of exploding, her paranoid and radical personality distorted her psychology again and again, and finally she shifted her attention from her parents to the tourists who came here.

The outward armor given to her by the shackles attracts those out-of-town people who are drunk and drunk with money, and tragedies happen one after another like several meals in a day, but they seem to be commonplace. Since then, Su Shuang has had a strange disease, every morning she forgets the events of the previous day, like a mobile phone that has to be restored to factory settings every day, and her brain has derived another ability, which is to remember only what she wants to remember.

Su Shuang lay on Fang Fan's chest, feeling a heartbeat, she recalled the feeling of sitting on her father's shoulder when she was a child, and the joy at that time would never have a chance to experience it again. Slender fingers lingered on Fang Fan's greasy face several times, she inherited her mother's resolute and decisive character, and also inherited her mother's infatuation.

"So that's love."

Su Shuang closed her eyes and enjoyed the unplanned happiness at the moment, she didn't even know when this love helped her break through the shackles, she finally released the truest self from the small dark room, and no one would say that she was a selfish bitch at this moment, let alone reprimand her behavior. Although Su Shuang longs for freedom, she still can't resist the collision of her nature on her heart after all, she chooses to disarm and surrender in front of her nature, and what she is most proud of is that she has found the love of this life.

Su Daming stood aside and watched Su Shuang being intoxicated, so he walked over and patted her shoulder gently, motioning her to come out. Su Shuang reluctantly got up from Fang Fan's chest, and followed Su Daming to the door, she asked.

"What's wrong?"

"What are you singing?"

"Dad, why can't I understand what you're saying?"

Su Daming sneered and said.

"I don't quite understand what you're doing. I didn't want to marry Fang Fan before, and tried every means to get out of here. How did you become so loving now? ”

A hint of coldness flashed in Su Shuang's eyes and said.

"I just don't want to disguise myself anymore, I'm going to live for my selfishness from today on."

Su Shuang's words stunned Su Daming, and it was the first time he saw Su Shuang like this, as if he had changed into a different person, becoming indifferent and ruthless.

Su Shuang came to the second floor, took out the comb from the drawer, and said.

"Come out."

Mo Zhu came out of the comb and asked.

"What about Fang Fan?"

"Let's go. Fang Fan said he didn't want to see you. ”

"What are you kidding?"

Mo Zhu was about to walk out but was stopped by Su Shuang and said.

"You'd better leave as soon as possible."

Mo Zhu sneered and walked straight forward. Suddenly, the window was blown open by a gust of wind, and several demons rushed in from the window. Mo Zhu knew that these evil ghosts were the mayor's subordinates.

"You betrayed us?"

"It's not a betrayal, I just want to live a down-to-earth life with Fang Fan, and I don't want to be disturbed."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Do you live a down-to-earth life with him? Did I hear me right? ”

"You'd better take care of yourself first."

With that, Su Shuang closed the door and went out. With the sound of the door closing, suddenly an evil ghost rushed towards Mo Zhu, it jumped into the air with its teeth and claws, and the fishy resentment forced Mo Zhu to retreat again and again. Due to a momentary negligence, Fang Fan was kicked in the chest by the evil ghost, and then flew out through the door. He ran all the way to the road, and the demons behind him chased after him. There was a muffled sound when the fists and feet intersected, and the evil ghost flew into the air to attack Mo Zhu's head, and the other slammed into his waist. I saw Mo Zhu stepping on the wall with both feet, and then passed through between the two evil ghosts.

Before the two demons could react, Mo Zhu grabbed the ankles of the flying demons and threw them out hard, and there was a muffled sound on the floor. Don't think this is the end, Mo Zhu quickly stepped forward and grabbed the demon's throat like a plier and twisted it hard, this time it was really soulless.

Mo Zhu slowly stood up and glanced back at the other demon, it let out a hoarse dry roar in its throat, if there was a piece of skin in the way, maybe it would make a much better sound. While Mo Zhu was thinking wildly, the demon waved its ghost claws to the sides, and the ghost claws left deep claw marks on the narrow aisle walls. The two sides ran in each other's directions, only to see that the ghost claws had already waved at Mo Zhu, and suddenly Mo Zhu fell to the ground and slid the shovel, slid between the demons' legs and then quickly got up, appeared behind the demons, and then punched the demons in the back. The demon was sent out, thinking that it would stand up again, but who knew that a blue flame appeared on the demon's back, and after a while, the demon disappeared with the blue flame. Seeing this, the rest of the evil ghosts all fled, Mo Zhu patted the dust on his hands and said to himself.

"Dare to mess with me? Waste that is not enough. ”

After that, Mo Zhu stood quietly at the top of the stairs and saw Fang Fan who was unconscious on the sofa and Su Shuang, who had been lying on Fang Fan's chest. The fight just now didn't attract anyone's attention, this is impossible at all, it must be that Su Shuang has already settled Su Daming and his wife in advance, so if he goes on now, he may fall into their trap.

Mo Zhu took the vase next to him, and then rolled it down the staircase, the sound of the vase breaking startled Su Shuang, she quickly got up from Fang Fan, her eyes stared at the staircase, she noticed that the sound of the fight had disappeared for a long time. Su Shuang stretched his waist and walked upstairs, Mo Zhu looked around and then stepped on the wall and climbed onto the beam, while Su Shuang walked towards the room, Mo Zhu came down lightly, and hurriedly came to Fang Fan, he patted Fang Fan's face and shouted.

"Fang Fan, Fang Fan, wake up."

At this time, there was a sound of hurried footsteps on the second floor, and it seemed that Su Shuang had discovered that the demon had failed. Just when Mo Zhu was suffering from nowhere to hide, he saw that Fang Fan still had a Luo blade pinned to his waist, and at this time, only Fang Fan could organize Su Shuang. Mo Zhu immediately pulled out the Luo blade from Fang Fan's waist, then clenched the blade with his hand and said.

"It's still sleeping, get me up quickly."

With that, Mo Zhu quickly drew the Luo blade, and the blood soaked the red blade. Fang Fan jumped up from the sofa like a spring, he grinned at the wound on his hand and said.

"Are you crazy?"

"If I don't, you won't wake up."

With that, Mo Zhu handed Luo Blade to Fang Fan and said.

"Su Shuang is no longer married to you."

"What do you mean?"

"You still don't get it? All of this is Su Shuang's game, otherwise why would you faint after eating? ”

As soon as the words fell, a gloomy aura drifted down from the second floor, Fang Fan and Mo Zhu looked at the staircase at the same time, only to see Su Shuang looking at them intently at this time. After a moment, she said.

"Fang Fan is mine, no one wants to take him away."

Suddenly, Su Shuang stood in front of Fang Fan like a gust of wind, her eyes had all turned black, and dense web-like lines like spider webs appeared around her, looking like swelling blood vessels. Su Shuang continued to say in a low voice.

"Am I not loving you enough? Even then, are you still going to go? ”

Although her voice was not loud, it was as powerful as a bell. Fang Fan said.

"You're mistaken, we can't be that kind of relationship."

This sentence ignited Su Shuang's central nervous system at an extremely fast speed like a fuse, and she suddenly grabbed Fang Fan's neck and said.

"It doesn't matter if you don't love me, don't think about others."

Fang Fan planned to break free of Su Shuang with all his might, but he didn't expect her strength to be so great, and at this time, she was no longer the beautiful and lovely girl she used to be, she was more like a half-human, half-ghost monster at this time.