It's just that the person in front of him at this time is not his sweetheart, just like the moon under the sea, like the moon in the sky, but it has changed in essence.

What's even more regrettable is that Yao Qiao has never seen Ni Yan since then, and what he said at that time seemed to be imprinted in his mind. Together with what he said, all of them are engraved in Yao Qiao's deep memory, and he may not be able to forget them in this life.

And when this thought flashed in Yao Qiao's mind, she was surprised to realize that this was the case.

What is it that makes her reluctant to express her heart directly, obviously she wants to go with Ivan, she wants to leave.

In fact, the main reason is not that Ni Yan left Yao Qiao, the seemingly illusory promises, there is no possibility of realizing them at all.

It was Yao Qiao's own promise, she said that she was willing to wait for Ni Yan, she was willing to wait for Ni Yan to come back, and she was willing to wait.

is willing to wait until the next time Ni Yan comes, they will see each other again, maybe by then, Yao Qiao himself will be able to change a lot.

Yao Qiao believes that she will let Ni Yan see a new her, but the truth is often not quite in line with the ideal world.

Yao Qiao did become the Yao Qiao who might be more suitable for Ni Yan's thoughts and intentions, but Ni Yan never came again.

So Yao Qiao has actually achieved it, and at the same time kept his promise, which is almost four years, which is enough.

And the one who didn't fulfill his promise was not Yao Qiao himself at all, but Ni Yan, in the final analysis, it was Ni Yan himself.

It was Ni Yan who gave Yao Qiao hope, but for so many years, what made Yao Qiao chew repeatedly was only disappointment, and even despair.

Although it is said that in Yao Qiao's heart, Ni Yan is the first young man she likes, what a pure love it is.

But this only represents the wishful thinking of Yao Qiao at that time, because she was too young to think that love could resist everything.

It was precisely because she didn't know what Ni Yan was thinking in her heart that Yao Qiao couldn't convince herself that she didn't care anymore.

Convince yourself that you can forget all about Ni Yan in your life, at least before you meet Ivan.

But this is impossible for Yao Qiao. In a year, there are 365 days, and many people may have passed year by year, and not every day, most of the days are just repeating yesterday's life.

But Yao Qiao was different, she seemed to be more special, she only lived one of the long three hundred and sixty-five days.

But this day can support Yao Qiao to spend the remaining three hundred and sixty-four days, how sad it is.

This is also something that Yao Qiao could not imagine, she never thought that she would make someone her whole life.

You must know that these thoughts were in the past, Yao Qiao would even scoff at them, how could people only live for others?

But the fact is that Yao Qiao gradually became a person who lived for others, and in this matter of Ni Yan, she gradually lost herself.

Yao Qiao gradually discovered that Ni Yan had become the whole of her life, which is why Yao Qiao was able to accept that Ni Yan had left her.

But even so, it doesn't affect that Yao Qiao can still live every day after Ni Yan leaves, full of hope and yearning.

Maybe it's more because Yao Qiao deceived herself, she felt that she was still a very likely, promising person.

Being able to do this well may sound like a fantasy, but at least Yao Qiao thinks so.

The remaining three hundred and sixty-four days were just waiting for Ni Yan's arrival, which also made Yao Qiao's life so pure that it couldn't be more pure.

Time is like a white horse passing by, I don't know how many three hundred and sixty-five days have passed, time is simply too cruel.

Yao Qiao didn't know from which moment of waiting she started to become numb, anyway, she just felt that waiting like this was endless.

Yao Qiao is already a little tired, obviously his original promise has now been completed, but he still has to keep the promises of others. Isn't this a way to carve a boat for a sword? Yao Qiao has been staying in this mountain pass, and he is unable to have much contact with the outside world.

And Ni Yan has long been unaware of where he has begun, and he has started a new life of his own, which may belong to an individual.

These are all very likely, and it is difficult for Yao Qiao to imagine how Ni Yan spends every day at this time.

But Yao Qiao's intuition told him that it would definitely be very exciting, and Ni Yan was originally a very interesting person.

The days waiting for Ni Yan to arrive must be very hard, and there is no end in sight, but I always hope to be rewarded.

It is impossible for a person to do something for no reason, and among them, there must be a deep-seated reason for her.

And Yao Qiao felt that she had sown all her hope in this mountain pass, and she planted every seed of hope in the soil. This is all to wait for Ni Yan's arrival, but the reality always backfires, and I don't know how many times the flowers have bloomed.

It's more likely that you won't meet the person you had in mind before, who has already left you and is not nostalgic.

In this world, chance seems to be more important than hard work, at least what Yao Qiao has seen, many of them are like this.

When your efforts are used in the wrong direction, so many good times and so many possibilities that could have been better will be wasted.

"Miss Qiao Qiao, have you thought about it? Would you like to leave with me and start a new life? ”

Suddenly, an inquiring voice seemed to have crossed the gap in time, crossed the long river of years, and came straight to it.

Directly from a distant place, it came to Yao Qiao's ears, and the voice was faint, why was it so familiar?

Yao Qiao almost couldn't believe his ears, was this asking voice really from Ni Yan?

Is it really Ni Yan? After all these years, is he finally willing to go to this place again and return to his side?

Obviously, he didn't do anything wrong, why did Ni Yan make him wait for so long, Yao Qiao's heart couldn't figure it out.

For a while, there were some mixed tastes, obviously it was Ni Yan himself who proposed it, and Yao Qiao didn't want to go out at all.

And this idea, all these ideas, were all said by Ni Yan himself, and at that time, he was full of expectations for the future.

On the contrary, it made Yao Qiao at that time very embarrassed, and he has been slowly persuading himself for so many years, persuading himself to let go.

Everything around you will eventually leave you, and only by starting a new life will you rekindle new hope, which is not too much.

These are the changes that Ni Yan never thought about at all, and will gradually occur in Yao Qiao's body.

Ni Yan didn't know anything, he was just late at the moment, so three or four years late.