Chapter 71: Crashing
On a summer night, with a gentle breeze and a burst of floral fragrance, Ilan took a deep breath and suddenly felt that his head was not as dizzy as just now, probably due to the lack of oxygen caused by poor air circulation in the venue.
It was a small garden, with low flowers and some half-man-tall shrubs planted together in a way of its own, and she looked around, and could easily see a few figures behind the bushes, and the low voices of girls.
She turned the flower bed and saw two girls with their backs to her, Fan Hao was standing opposite them, as if listening to each other, it was rude to interrupt or eavesdrop on others, but her feet were like nails, and she couldn't take a step when she stood there.
"Fan Hao, you and I are both international students in Usanda, we will all go back in the future, since the first time I saw you, I have liked you, please think about it, I think we are very suitable."
The girl's voice reached Ilan's ears clearly, and she didn't know what to do but stand there for a moment.
"Senior sister, thank you for your love, forgive me for not being able to respond to your feelings." Fan Hao said.
The girl didn't bother much, and after a few more words of the usual scene, she left from the other side with the girl who came with her.
Fan Hao was about to turn around and leave, just as a gust of wind blew, he saw the skirt being blown up next to the bush not far away, he walked over, and saw Yilan looking down at the ground.
"I heard it all," he said.
“...... Well," she didn't look up, nor did she panic when she saw a pair of shoes appear in front of her, but just stared at a certain place on the ground in a daze.
The two were silent for a while, and neither of them knew how to speak, so they stood opposite each other.
She thought about what she should say, such as being embarrassed that I didn't mean to eavesdrop, or saying a few words to make fun of him and pass this embarrassment, so it was right, but she just couldn't say it, she felt stuffy in her chest since she heard the girl's words, although she knew in her heart that Fan Hao should not respond, but her heart was also hanging before he refused to say it.
After all, she has been enjoying his care and care for so many years, and she even pretended that she didn't know anything by being loved casually, she really didn't know, no, she knew, she knew very well in her heart Fan Hao's feelings for her.
Now she has finally paid the price for her selfishness and arrogance, just waiting for the verdict of Fan Hao like that girl, at that moment she knew that nothing should belong to her, she had nothing.
She thought about the hurt she had suffered in her relationship, she swore countless times that she would never do anything to hurt others for the rest of her life, but she had been doing the most hated thing to Fan Hao, she really didn't deserve to have what others had to give to her, and her self-loathing was at its peak.
Taking a deep breath, she said faintly, "Fan Hao, I'm sorry......."
Fan Hao, who had imagined countless possibilities in his mind, didn't expect to hear such an apology, and he didn't know what to do for a while, and he didn't know how to deal with it, so he could only look at the girl who bowed his head in front of him.
"I didn't know until just now how much I did and how much damage I caused you, I knew you liked me, but I kept pretending to turn a blind eye, watching you become happy or sad because of what I said or did, I never made it clear, I hated people who played with other people's feelings since I was a child, I didn't expect to become such a person, until just now I didn't know how tormented it was to wait for someone I liked to give me an answer, I didn't know how bad I was for you, I'm sorry, I won't do this in the future, I don't deserve it, I'm sorry...... Sorry ....."
The words in her heart were said like pouring beans, she was so embarrassed that she didn't dare to look directly into the other party's eyes, the ground in front of her had become blurry, and for a second she felt that she had dirty Fan Hao's eyes, she just wanted to disappear now, just thinking about it, she immediately activated the magnetic energy of her whole body to adjust the body's skills to the highest, and in just a moment, she flashed away from this place that made her feel extremely painful.
It's ridiculous that she still wants to tell Fan Hao what she feels in her heart today, and now she feels more and more ridiculous, what qualifications does she have to say it.
Fan Hao listened to every word extremely carefully, to be honest, he understood every word, but when put together, he was a little confused, what he liked and what was sorry, before he could think clearly about these twists and turns, the other party disappeared all at once, no matter what, he couldn't let her escape at this time, since the matter had come to this, it must be made clear.
He immediately released the magnetic energy, and after capturing the direction, he hurriedly rushed towards the direction that Ilan left, and it didn't take long for him to realize that Ilan's speed of running with all his strength was extremely difficult for him to chase, damn it, he only felt an indescribable sullenness in his heart, and chased after it with all his might.
Seeing Ilan's direction, he took a shortcut from one side and blocked her way, and by the time Ilan found out, he had already collided with him.
"Don't go, I have something to say," he said, taking her in his arms.
"I don't want to say or listen, you let go," what else is there to say, she wants to find a place where no one is there to reflect on herself now, she has no way to face herself like this, let alone Fan Hao.
It was not difficult for Yilan, who majored in body strengthening, to break free from Fan Hao's embrace, and she was deftly in his arms and was about to run in the opposite direction as soon as she turned around.
Fan Hao was rejected again, he only felt a rush of anger above his head, and when he saw her turn around, he immediately took her back in his arms again, his cheek was tightly pressed against the side of her ear, and he tightened the arm around her waist hard.
The breathing sound of the two was intertwined, and Yilan slowly calmed down when he felt the power of the continuous tightening of his waist.
"Fan Hao, it hurts....... she said softly, no longer struggling.
"Didn't you say you're sorry for me, then bear with it a little longer," he said cruel words in his mouth, and he still relaxed some of the power at hand, but that power still released a signal not to let the other party escape, Fan Hao sighed secretly, how could his temper be so easily swayed by her.
It wasn't until he felt the slowly relaxing muscles of the person in his arms that he let go of his tense mood, thinking back to what Ilan said to himself just now, she just said that waiting for the answer of the person he likes is tormenting, is it what he thought, the more he thought about it, the more excited he became, and he was about to solemnly say what he thought, when he heard her words.
"Fan Hao, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, you beat me......." How should she compensate him, she was not wronged when she was killed.
"Okay," he really laughed at the girl, how could he have beaten her, and she knew her feelings, and she had to say sorry, it was like a needle in his heart, and he had to punish the culprit who made his heart complicated.
Yilan slowly turned around and distanced herself from him, looked up at Fan Hao, and saw that his meticulous hair had been blown away by the wind, and the face that had been smiling at herself did not have any expression at the moment, she immediately lowered her head and made a look of letting him beat and scold.
It wasn't until he felt the slowly relaxing muscles of the person in his arms that he let go of his tense mood, thinking back to what Ilan said to himself just now, she just said that waiting for the answer of the person he likes is tormenting, is it what he thought, the more he thought about it, the more excited he became, and he was about to solemnly say what he thought, when he heard her words. "Fan Hao, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, you beat me......." How should she compensate him, she was not wronged when she was killed.
"Okay," he really laughed at the girl, how could he have beaten her, and she knew her feelings, and she had to say sorry, it was like a needle in his heart, and he had to punish the culprit who made his heart complicated.
Yilan slowly turned around and distanced herself from him, looked up at Fan Hao, and saw that his meticulous hair had been blown away by the wind, and the face that had been smiling at herself did not have any expression at the moment, she immediately lowered her head and made a look of letting him beat and scold.
"Okay," he really laughed at the girl, how could he have beaten her, and she knew her feelings, and she had to say sorry, it was like a needle in his heart, and he had to punish the culprit who made his heart complicated. Yilan slowly turned around and distanced herself from him, looked up at Fan Hao, and saw that his meticulous hair had been blown away by the wind, and the face that had been smiling at herself did not have any expression at the moment, she immediately lowered her head and made a look of letting him beat and scold.