Text: Episode 11

1.

What am I here for?

Sit on the bed and let the towel slip loosely, even if you're naked. Because I'm the only one in this room. Did you just have a half-baked spring dream? Before I entered the graceful body of "Yingying", I woke up from a dream?

It's all to blame on the cards on the ground.

"Knock knock" on the door.

I stood up and tied the towel around my waist tightly.

"Who?"

"Hello sir, your call is room service."

"Okay."

Open the locked door, remove the chainlock, and turn the doorknob.

"Hello sir."

The woman who spoke was in her thirties, with long, curly hair, little to no breasts, and a beautiful dark blue dress.

I let her in, closed the door and locked it myself.

"Brother, why did you open this room? I've heard of people who died! ”

She's probably older than me, and I can see that she calls every man brother.

"Really?" I locked the door and rubbed my temples: "It doesn't matter, I don't know how many people are going to die every moment in this world!" If only I wanted to open some. ”

"That's right, you're a reader, right?"

"I've read a few books."

2.

Tossed for more than twenty minutes.

19:14。

paid two hundred dollars and opened the door to send her away.

"You can't kiss it." She just said, "You can kiss anywhere, but you can't kiss your mouth." ”

"Why?"

"Leave one last clean place."

3.

Tao Qiwu's first close encounter with death was in junior high school.

No. 203 Middle School, Songbai City No. 12 Foreign Chinese Middle School Anshi Branch, Class 15.

In the first semester of the second year of junior high school, Tao Qiwu had a messy time. He's never the only student in the entire grade. Everyone slept in class, was confused in exams, was ignorant in adolescence, and couldn't tell what it was like in the chaos.

There was a girl in the class next to him, who wore a pair of white gloves every day, and was not interested in everything, including studying, of course. She goes to class with gloves, leaves school with gloves, and eats with gloves on.

Gloves are always white.

She has a proud breast, but she is embarrassed to stand up, almost all the year round with her chest in her mouth and hunched over. It's hard to imagine that a little girl in the second grade of junior high school has boobs that look like a pomelo.

The chest of the opposite sex that he saw for the first time other than his mother was also the one of this girl with white gloves:

Maybe it's because it's not very gregarious.

Twenty years ago, in the eyes of junior high school students, being different was different, and it was natural for them to be isolated.

One day after school, behind the bicycle shed on the east side of the playground, Tao Qiwu saw several girls wearing sequined glowing T-shirts with their school uniform tops tied around their waists, pushing her to the ground and kicking her in the stomach.

She got up and resisted, and was kicked down again, with several mouths on her face.

The onlookers laughed wildly and coaxed, and Tao Qiwu was also in the crowd.

The girls were like chickens, and the leading girl threw her school uniform shirt on the ground and shouted at the crowd of onlookers: "Do you want to see what color pants she wears?" ”

"I want to yo!" There was a boo, followed by laughter.

The encouraged girls held her hands and feet, took off her white gloves and stuffed them into her mouth.

"Pick up your pants! Take off your shirt! Pick up your pants! Take off your shirt! ”

I don't know who led the shouting, and the crowd shouted.

In the twilight of the evening, her white sneakers were taken off, followed by pink cotton socks, light blue school uniform pants, light blue school uniform top, and white short sleeves with Mickey's face printed on them.

At the end, a white bra is revealed, and there are dark blue boxers in the style of boys.

She struggled, crying, her face turning red to white and then glued to a mixture of dust and tears.

"Yo he! Before the hair grows, you learn to wear a bra as an adult? ”

The girl who took the lead handsomely flicked the yellow bangs in front of her forehead and sighed: "Pick it off for her!" ”

In this way, Tao Qiwu saw the boobs of other people of the opposite sex for the first time except for his mother.

White-flowered, pink and tender.

She gave up struggling, and her helplessness turned to despair.

By the time the teacher came to stop her, her underwear had already been taken off.

Later, the parents of these bullying girls lost a sum of money to her parents, saying, "It's all a group of teenagers who don't know anything, and there is no sense of proportion when they play around, let's understand each other." ”

Tao Qiwu is one of the "ignorant children".

That night, he secretly found an adult movie to watch. Since then, he has developed a keen interest in the boobs of the opposite sex.

How should "ignorant" and "sensible" be defined?

From then on, she not only had to wear white gloves, but also wore a peaked cap to school every day.

The cap was pressed so low that it almost covered her entire face.

During the winter break of the following year, she hanged herself in a bleak woods next to the school's boiler room.

The young body was frozen as hard as a stone, and it swayed in the wind in the bitter cold of winter all night before being found the next day.

It was the first time Tao Qiwu was so close to death, and he was separated by a wall.

He could no longer see her with her white gloves.

I can't see that pink young boobs anymore.

4.

Tao Qiwu lay on the bed with his back facing the sky, looking at the round mirror on the ceiling.

The mirror is just enough to reflect the entire round bed.

It's a love room.

He looked at him in the mirror, he looked at him in the mirror.

He didn't look very comfortable in his eyes.

Dark circles under the eyes, blank eyes.

In the mirror, he rolled over and sat up.

He came to the door of the room and opened it.

No clothes on. Luckily, there was no one else in the hallway.

He walked to the right, past the door of 3017, past the door of 3019.

The ledge at the end of the hallway was just waist-high enough to climb up without much effort.

He looked downstairs.

From a distance of seven meters, he could clearly see the girl with white gloves lying on the ground in an "ugly" shape, and a girl with shoulder-length hair was standing next to her.

They were all naked.

"What are you thinking?"

The girl raised her head and shouted at Tao Qiwu.

"You're so good-looking."

"Closer, you can see better."

His entire upper body leaned out of the window.

5.

I don't know who tried to kill me, or what led me to this hotel.

Standing in front of the window, all the past scenes seem to come to mind one by one.

The iron fence of the window was supposed to have been installed after that "incident".

The iron fence was clinging to the window, and I couldn't lean out and couldn't see what was going down the floor.

Frowning, I can't remember what that "incident" was.

"Why are you here?"

6.

"And you, you, why are you here?"

Tao Qiwu looked at Zhao Shutong behind him in horror.

"I just came up from underneath."

Zhao Shutong pointed to the window.

"You're alone?"

"Yes, alone."

"What is a man doing here?"

"Open the room."

Tao Qiwu swallowed, he couldn't tell who was talking to whom. Is it himself or Zhao Shutong or someone else.

I remember that there was a plot in "Truman's World" that was very similar to now.

Who's talking to me? Who am I talking to? Tao Qiwu thought to himself.

"Actually, you know." Zhao Shutong walked to Tao Qiwu's side, she also wanted to look downstairs, but was stopped by the fence: "I jumped from here." If it weren't for the head-first touch, I might still be alive by now. ”

"Alive?"

"Yes, wow, alive."

Zhao Shutong raised his jade-like hand, and his slender and slender fingers grabbed it in the void.

"It was so gloomy, it was a hellish experience." Zhao Shutong made a cute expression with his face sideways: "They are tall and big, different from us." My body hurts, my heart hurts even more, no one helps me, no one saves me. ”

Tao Qiwu couldn't speak, so he could only look at Zhao Shutong quietly.

"I was a little more comfortable and numb. But really humiliating wow. ”

Zhao Shutong sighed, no pain or sadness on his expression.

"It felt like my leg was going to be broken, and I was going to die quietly in such a filthy place. I guess I can't live even if I don't die. ”

Without waiting for Tao Qiwu to speak, Zhao Shutong continued: "I think she should have felt that feeling of despair." ”

Zhao Shutong pointed behind Tao Qiwu.

The girl standing behind Tao Qiwu wore white gloves and a black cap.

7.

I think I'm sick.

Very serious illness.

What I see, others can't.

What I hear, others can't.

I don't know how that inexplicable self-blame and apology came about. I think everyone has the experience of regret or regret, and also has regret and self-blame, right?

But why am I magnifying them infinitely? I also blame myself for things that have nothing to do with me, and my heart is as fragile as glass.

The woman who did the "massage service" had nothing to do with me, and her husband disappeared when he learned that their one-year-old child had a heart attack. She has no skills, and she has no reliable relatives and friends, and the high medical expenses force her to sell herself. Her child is now nine years old, and she sold herself for nine years.

I sat on the bed, dressed, and thought about the story she told me.

At least for me, it's the story.

But this story made my heart ache so much that I could barely breathe.

I decided I wanted to treat myself.

8.

Cao Chengrui watched the latest chapter updated by Li Ling on his mobile phone, and couldn't help but open his mouth wide.

The switching of story scenes made him feel as uncomfortable as eating a ball of yarn, but it was very fascinating. The bold writing is as hot as her style in bed.

If you guess correctly, "Tao Qiwu" will send himself to a mental hospital.

9.

Tao Qiwu was excited, and a "cooing" sound came out of his throat.

I rushed over and shook his shoulder.

"Wake up, wake up!"

"Huh?"

"Nightmares?"

"Hmm." Tao Qiwu wiped the cold sweat on his forehead.

17:14。

There was a sound of the key unlocking, Lao Tao's father opened the door and came in, carrying a bag of "Qiulin Food" in his hand, and when he saw me standing up, he waved his hand and said, "Xiao Cao, I will say that your life is good!" This is not the red sausage that Uncle Liu sold to him, as well as pig's trotters and roast goose! When your aunt comes back, I will fry some peanuts and make a sharp pepper to fry the meat, and let's drink some. ”

"Okay uncle, I'll drink with you!"

"Seven-five, are you better?"

"It's much better, I'll go back to Songbai with Cao Chengrui tomorrow." Tao Qiwu moved his buttocks and put the towel draped on his body aside.

"Can it be done? Spend a few days away from home? Tao Qiwu and his father put down the bag in his hand.

"It's okay, I've been resting at home for more than half a month."

"Okay, you won't listen to what you say! See for yourself! Our family is stubborn! ”

10.

August 17, 26 degrees, after a thundershower.

10:22, at the entrance of the Seventh Hospital of Songbai City.

"Don't you need me to accompany you?"

"No, you don't."

Familiar marble floors, familiar staircases, familiar everything.

Tao Qiwu walked to the consultation room with a familiar car.

Text: Episode 11 -End-