Later, the palace sent a decree to let me enter the palace to meet the queen, but my mother was really physically exhausted, so it was Chen who took me there. The queen has a lot of manners, she was born with a dignified and virtuous appearance, and she must have been a great beauty when she was young.

She asked me to bring me to her, looked at me carefully for a long time, and nodded with satisfaction: "Yes, I look very good." ”

She asked me a few daily questions, and then said to everyone: "The county lord of Changle is very smart, and since the new year, he has entered the palace to accompany Princess Wenle to the study. ”

When my mother found out, she became even sicker, coughing so much that her whole body was shaking, and sometimes she would spit out a mouthful of dark red blood. I was so frightened that I ran to my father, who said, "She has a heart disease, and there is no cure for her." ”

My father had never been so cold, like a different person.

My mother called me over, and then she let everyone go.

She spoke weakly, and she didn't know where the spirit came from, holding a cold hairpin against my face. Her hands were shaking so hard that the slightest inattention would cut my face, and I was so frightened that I didn't dare to stand still or speak.

But she smiled, half lonely and half miserable in her eyes. Then there was a flash of fierceness in my eyes, and the hairpin easily pierced my face, and let me cry heartbreakingly, a long strip from the corner of my eye to my chin, and blood stained my blue skirt and her eyes.

She touched my face, her pale lips kept trembling, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

The servants outside the door burst in when they heard the cry, and I was taken down and bandaged, and then the news of her death came.

That was the last time I saw her.

My father didn't feel much about my mother's death, but was more concerned about the wound on my face. He invited the best doctor in the capital and held my hand during the diagnosis.

I just felt pain, my face hurt, and my heart hurt.

The doctor said that although the wound on the face is long, the wound is not deep, take the medicine on time and do not get wet, and there will be no scar after scabbing after applying it externally for more than a month.

My father was very happy and rewarded the doctor.

What my mother left behind was an unresolved pain.

The mother's face was very ugly, dark and gloomy, like a dead old tree. The people who came to mourn during the day were all dispersed, and only a few guards took turns on duty. The mourning hall was so quiet that even the sound of the wind blowing the curtains could be heard clearly.

Pei Ran is here, and there is also a bearded uncle.

I saluted them, and Uncle Bearded touched my head and said, "Good boy." ”

His hands were thick and rough, warm and gentle, and I didn't want to cry, but for some reason tears poured out.

Uncle Bearded took me in his arms, and he didn't speak, but he was worth a thousand words.

I don't know when I fainted, and when I opened my eyes, I was lying on my bed, and the maid saw that I was awake, and called out to the doctor in surprise.

The doctor stroked his beard and said, "Miss is weak, don't be too sad, take the medicine on time, and it will be fine in three or two days." ”

I looked around, Uncle Bearded and Pei Ran were gone, and the second sister and her biological mother Li were there. Li Shi had no ink on his chest, and his speech was too straightforward, so he didn't think much after listening to the doctor's words: "Where can a child be too sad, and the injury on his face is not real." ”

The second sister tugged at the corner of her clothes and signaled her not to talk more, Li glanced at me and closed her mouth slightly dissatisfied.

On weekdays, she didn't even have the qualifications to look at me squarely, but now that my mother's bones are still in the mourning hall, she dares to be so presumptuous. I was dissatisfied, but I didn't want to worry about her, and I knew that this was the beginning.