When Jiang Yao stopped again, the building located in the mountain forest rose out of the ground, and the yin was so conspicuous that I couldn't find it at that time.

The branch in my hand sank, reminding me that the hand on the other end had left, I walked up the steps, pushed open the back door covered with green vines, turned to him and smiled, "This is my house, do you want to come in and have a cup of tea?" ”

He was still silent, the corners of his mouth that had never been raised seemed to be unhappy, and he turned around to leave, not even wanting to leave a look. I didn't know what I had done wrong, and I didn't dare to keep him, and I watched him disappear into the stone path.

Then I knew that this person was something I couldn't get close to.

When I entered, the courtyard was peaceful, and it didn't seem to cause any trouble because of my sudden disappearance. I thought I had come back in time, but no one had found out, but I didn't know that it was Pei'er who helped me cover up, so I was fooled.

The night in the mountains was a little cold, Pei'er covered me with a quilt, and said softly: "Miss can't go out without saying a word in the future, even if no one finds out, we won't be punished for this, but we will also be worried." ”

This "we" refers to Pei'er alone, even so, I have to show a corresponding attitude to respond to her concern.

"Would you like to go out with me, then? I found a small stream in front of me, and the water was clear! "When Jiang Yao sent me back, I heard a slow murmuring of water, the stream seemed to flow down from the mountain, and it was not possible to hear it without approaching, let alone notice its existence.

Pei'er nodded and said, "Go to bed first, and we'll go on a cloudy day, okay?" ”

"Hmm." I pulled up the quilt, closed my eyes, and began to plan my trip on a cloudy day.

Early the next morning, I met the fifth sister who also got up early, this time the maid behind me was holding a box for calligraphy and painting, and I also had a set of exactly the same, which was filled with the finest brushes and paints of Wenxuan Pavilion.

Although the family education in the public government is strict, the second sister and the third sister always have time to rest, but the fifth sister, who is the daughter-in-law, has no time to spare, not only because of Chen's high expectations for her, but also because of her almost strict self-discipline.

If my mother is alive, the life of my fifth sister is my life now, and there may be more things than she has to do, after all, my mother is versatile, how can she tolerate me being so mediocre, of course, mediocre or not, it is my own choice.

I touched the scar on my face, I couldn't imagine the pain at that time, and even my mother's appearance was a little blurry, but I always remember the fear that I was standing on the stage, and the people in the audience were like ghosts with raised arms trying to pull me down.

I was not in the mood to play, so I followed the fifth sister and sat on the stone steps outside the pavilion from a distance to watch her draw. She stood for an hour or two, and I watched it for an hour or two, and then she got a beautiful image of the "Mountain Dwelling Map", the lines of the clouds and rivers outlined the outline of the mountains and rivers, and the colors smudged the sparkle of all things in the world.

I went back to my room, asked Pei to find me a pen and paper, and lifted the wolf hair in my hand according to the movements in my memory, let alone drawing, I can't even write a normal word now.

Except for the gorgeous coat on my body, and my identity and status, I was just a vulgar person who couldn't even write, unable to lift my hands or shoulders, and I was not even as good as a village woman.

That's what I knew from the beginning, but I don't know why I suddenly felt so frustrated today, and I didn't know who I was comparing myself to, but I lost so badly.