Chapter 34: The Queen's Wish
"It's a little bit."
Ivan screamed, as if he was a little embarrassed, but this was indeed his most intuitive feeling, and he wanted to break free.
When the queen mother saw that Ivan was not feeling well, she quickly let go of the hand holding him, and did not need to hug him too hard.
And Ivan, when his body was able to move, leaned back a little and looked at the face of the queen mother.
Sure enough, in the corners of the queen's eyes, Ivan could see a very clear tear stain, which was difficult to cover.
The queen mother had just shed tears and talked, Ivan could be sure, but he couldn't understand it, obviously nothing happened.
"Mother, mother, why are you crying?"
"Ahh
When the queen mother listened to Ivan's question, her face was suddenly full of smiles, and her eyes were about to narrow into a slit.
I didn't expect that I suddenly had a temperament today, and I was seen by the child in tears, which was quite embarrassing.
"It's okay, the queen mother is fine, the queen mother is happy for you."
"For me?"
"Of course, the queen mother saw that you remembered the love words taught to you by your father-in-law, and you also knew that I loved the queen mother. The queen mother is very high, so she has to show off in front of them. Our family has grown up. ”
When the queen mother said this, her eyes were full of pride, and there was no humble expression at all, and she was very happy.
This kind of thing may seem to others to be just a thing, but it does dispel the concerns of the queen mother from the bottom of my heart.
But Ivan didn't seem to be as happy as the queen mother, which seemed to be a matter of course for him.
"Queen Mother, Fan Fan just happened to remember it today, if she can remember more, the Queen Mother can be even happier."
Although Ivan's words did not mean to reproach himself, they had some different meanings to the queen mother.
It turned out that even if Ivan was still there, he knew that what he was carrying was no less than that of his other brothers.
The queen mother suddenly felt a little distressed, and hugged Ivan hard again, it turned out that the child's heart couldn't be guessed at all.
"No, Fanfan, no. Fan Fan can remember so much, the queen mother is already very happy. As long as Fan Fan feels happy to learn, the queen mother will be happy when she sees Fan Fan happy. And the words on the paper or other things, you can learn them in the morning and in the evening. ”
"If the queen mother is happy, Fanfan will be happy."
While the queen mother wrapped around Ivan, Ivan also stretched out his hands and hugged the queen mother's neck again.
Ivan also wants to hold the person he loves tighter, it seems that only in this way can he show that he really loves his mother.
After hearing this, the queen mother also seemed to be relieved, and the previous entanglements in her heart gradually disappeared.
The queen mother's face was still full of smiles, but the smile at this time seemed to be brighter than before, as if with a warm light.
Although this is only a very important thing, in Ivan's memory, it is so profound that he will never forget.
This is also the first time that he has started babbling and "I love my mother" for his mother, which is of profound significance.
At the same time, it is also one of the few times that Ivan has shown his love for his mother so seriously since he was older.
Seeing the queen mother shed tears in front of him, Ivan could only vaguely remember this incident at that time, and did not quite understand the reason.
It wasn't until he grew up that Ivan had a certain understanding of these children's affections, that he understood it deeply.
The crying of the queen mother was not sudden, but she had been patient for a long time and reached her critical point.
The cruelty of Yiguo's harem is far from being known by young Ivan. If the queen mother gave birth to not Ivan, but a princess, the fate of this princess would definitely be much more bumpy than Ivan, and it is possible to marry another country in order to marry relatives.
It's just that the main responsibility for these things is not on the queen mother, she was originally just a concubine, not a queen.
The reason why the queen mother did not fall out of favor is that Ivan still has some foreshadowing role in it, at least giving birth to a prince.
It was only later that Ivan learned that he was not a threat at all in the eyes of the queen or even other concubines.
is just an ordinary prince, who has no power or power, and it is impossible for him to have the opportunity to compete for the crown prince.
And one of the important reasons for this is that the queen mother took the initiative to plead with the emperor after Ivan was born.
As a noble concubine, she came to kneel and beg the emperor, let Ivan have a way to live, and let him choose his own path in the future.
And the emperor is actually not very optimistic about Ivan, so many princes are in the palace, and there are many more people who are better than him.
But even if no one notices Ivan at all, the queen mother's sense of crisis is still very strong, and she doesn't want to take any risks.
Since Ivan's birth, the queen mother has only one wish, he must not stay here for the rest of his life, and go as far as possible.
Ivan should go to a place where there is no such intrigue and find a beloved girl to spend the rest of his life with, without worrying about it.
In order for Ivan to be able to live a carefree and unrestrained life in the future, the queen mother even did not hesitate to break the rules of the palace and begged the emperor to release Ivan. Using his true feelings with the emperor as a bargaining chip for the bet has almost touched the bottom line of the emperor as the head of a country.
Even if the emperor finally agreed to her, the queen mother fell out of favor and was sent to the cold palace, all of which have some potential connections.
Before Ivan finally grew up to become the next king of the country, the queen mother fell ill and died, and no one knew that this would happen.
It was only after Ivan grew up that he deeply understood what the tears of his mother during the curtain contained.
The queen mother was just a folk woman, and the encounter with the emperor of Yiguo was not only a blessing in her life, but also a catastrophe in her life.
Originally, how good it would be for a girl who lived outside the imperial city to marry a certain family and live happily together.
Even enjoying old age in peace, it is normal. But the emperor of Yi is the emperor, how can it be a fuel-efficient lamp.
There are three thousand beauties in the harem, and no one has ever been indispensable, even if it is a queen, she can rest and stand again at any time.
When the novelty of a particular concubine has passed, the emperor will no longer like her. And some have given birth to children and given birth to royal blood, and the emperor's attention will be more focused on the prince. There were so many young girls that the emperor couldn't look at them.
It was only a matter of time before the queen mother fell out of favor, and her tears, Ivan always thought that she was shedding for her own love.
Since ancient times, kings have been so affectionate, and they complain that they don't admit defeat, and since they entered the palace, they have no freedom, and they haven't seen their parents.
This tear slipped down, it was the queen mother's death to the emperor, she originally thought that she would be a couple for a lifetime, how beautiful it would be.
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