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Li Qingyu was annoyed for a moment, and then suddenly remembered his previous ...... Seems to have been scolded?

His face changed, and he looked a little tangled.

In the past two years, has he been too self-indulgent?

When Mrs. Li heard her grandson's address to Master Mo, she was overjoyed: "Child, you have finally figured it out now!" ”

Li Qingyu couldn't help but feel a little guilty in her heart, "Let my grandfather worry, I used to ...... Some things have been pressed in my heart, and I can't get along with myself, and I don't know what's wrong today, but I suddenly became enlightened, as if I had seen through it, and I ...... in the future Never let grandfather worry again. ”

He remembered that for more than a year, he would always lose his temper involuntarily, and he didn't have much patience with his elders.

Still thinking about running away from home.

He thought that if he left the Li family, he would be able to forget what had happened, but now that he thinks about it, he feels that he is too stupid.

Seeing his expression, Xie Qiao was curious, "Gongzi Li, what are you referring to?" ”

Li Qingyu's face froze.

The old lady also looked at him with some shock: "Are you ...... ...... to the dancing girl."

At the mention of the woman, Li Qingyu's heart jumped.

"Grandfather, there are some things that have passed in the past, and I will definitely listen to my grandfather in the future." Li Qingyu didn't say it directly.

More than a year ago, he saw Yueli dancing under the tree for the first time, the girl was very good-looking, and he did have some love.

At that time, he was not yet sixteen years old, too young, and he also knew that although his family was in decline now, as a grandson, it was impossible for him to have anything to do with a dancer.

So, he just kept that appreciation in his heart.

Thinking about it, when Yueli leaves, let the housekeeper give her more rewards, if she can redeem herself, and be an ordinary good citizen from now on, it will be the best help for her.

But he didn't expect that before Yueli left cleanly, she would die in the Li family.

He knew in his heart that Yueli should have a heart for him.

That's why she would rather die than give in and die on her own.

But at that time, when he learned that Yueli had died, he was only afraid, afraid that Yueli's heart would be known to his grandfather, and that the Li family would have a bad reputation, so he pretended not to care about her death.

He was taught by his grandfather since he was a child, and he knew that he was responsible for the prosperity of the family, so even if he was sad for Yueli, he still couldn't help but have these selfish thoughts.

The woman who made him fall in love died, and he didn't even have the courage to pay tribute.

This guilt weighed on him, and he couldn't breathe.

Not long after Tsukiri left, he began to dream.

I dreamed of a tree full of pear blossoms, and I dreamed of the scene of the moon pear dancing.

The guilt in his heart was even heavier, so heavy that he didn't dare to admit that the woman in his dream was Yueli, and when he woke up, he began to draw the pear blossom fairy.

He didn't know if he was putting too much pressure on himself, and at first he could still remember Yueli, but later, he only had the Pear Blossom Fairy in his heart.

Even a few days ago, I was thinking about going to find immortals......

Thinking about it now, I'm really stunned, Yueli has been dead for nearly two years, and I actually only have a little affection for her, why can't I figure it out, and even complain about my family for that matter?

Li Qingyu scratched his head.

"Master Mo, I didn't have much respect for you before...... I'm sorry. Li Qingyu said again at Xie Qiao.

"Children, there will always be times of rebellion, and it is true that you can't listen to people at this stage." Xie Qiao looked understanding, and after finishing speaking, he glanced at the prince meaningfully.