He felt that there was a vicious circle between them.

He couldn't break free, and he didn't know how to break free.

Fu Yao seemed to have cut off all his emotions in an instant, and he didn't know where to start.

She seems to be gone, even the hysteria she used to be.

When faced with him, she will still resist. But in that resistance, there was a bit of resignation, which made him at a loss.

He never imagined that things would come to such a day.

The two of them used to be like crazy people, but in the past, he never panicked. seems to know that no matter how Fu Yao makes trouble, she is always in the palm of his hand, and she can't escape or break free.

But since they met again three years later, or since she entered the operating room without hesitation that day to remove the child between them, he didn't know how to pinch her.

In an instant, she became a little farther away in front of him, never before.

He wanted to be meanly to stay with her, but he had done it before, and in the end, he had ended up with such a result.

It wasn't what he wanted, and he knew he couldn't force her to stay with him like that.

Now, every time he took a step towards her, she took a step back, but he didn't dare to reach out and pull her, telling her not to move anymore.

Such a situation is like a chess game that has suddenly reached a stalemate, and it seems that no one step will work.

He really, didn't know what to do.

Except, watching him walk out of the room and into a world he might not know.

She hated him so much, she thought about it, she couldn't get a place without him Han Mo, right?

Thinking about this, I feel extremely uncomfortable.

But what can be done?

Who is to blame for getting to this point today?

It seems that no one is to blame, as if everyone should be blamed.

He didn't have any judgment anymore.

It's as if he knows that Xu Ran's child is not his own, but he still acquiesces.

What are you looking forward to?

He obviously didn't have to pay attention to Xu Ran, and he could let her direct and act there by herself.

But once he knew who she was dealing with, he couldn't help but help the weak.

Yes, I didn't expect that he, Han Mo, would have such a naïve day.

He tried to make her jealous in such a way to get her back to his side.

But she wasn't jealous, she was even so calm, looking at Xu Ran's stomach and coldly saying blessings to them.

Her reaction was so bland that he thought that he would no longer be able to catch this Fu Yao in front of him.

She said she didn't love him anymore, she really didn't love him anymore.

She can always be more ruthless than him, whether it was then or now, there is no room for him, not even a little reaction time for him.

But when Han Baiyou used Zhanbo to force him to remarry Xu Ran, the only thing he thought about was her.

That night was Chinese New Year's Eve, a day of reunion, but he was not reunited at all.

The fireworks outside the window were clustered one after another, and he looked down into his arms, only to find that there was such a person missing.

After more than four or five hours of driving, he drove to the city where she was looking for her without hesitation.

When he saw her and Xu Yi saying goodbye with a smile, he couldn't wait to rush over and pull her away.

But he still restrained himself, and today, he no longer has any qualifications.

Her reaction was muted, as if she were dealing with a stranger who had only met a few times.

That coldness sent chills to his heart, colder than the cold wind of the hunt.

He finally couldn't help it and pulled her into his arms.

He had wanted to do this for a long time, from more than five hours ago, until now, he just wanted to hold her in his arms.

She may be very bad, she may be so cruel that he wants to strangle her; But today, he drove for more than five hours, just to carry her into his arms.

Just wanted to hug her.

He hadn't seen her for a long, long, long time.

He really had a stomachache, and he quarreled with Han Baiyou before he had a few bites of dinner at dinner, so he came out of Han's house, and then went to the apartment he bought for her, and until now, he hasn't eaten much.

But she always knew how to let him go, she knew it very well, but he didn't know it.

He didn't want to be clear, he felt that he had lived too carefully and seriously in the first half of his life, so that he couldn't get anything now.

In fact, Fu Yao is very soft-hearted, but all the ruthlessness is used on him.

He said a few words, and she couldn't bear it.

As long as she doesn't touch her bottom line, she will always be such a soft-hearted person.

But the soft-hearted person is ruthless, but no one can stand it.

He touched his heart, not knowing how long he could bear it.

Chinese New Year's Eve is really a good day, he hasn't had a Chinese New Year's Eve for many years.

After she left, he stayed alone in the small apartment every Chinese New Year's Eve.

Sometimes she sat like that all night, sometimes she opened the wine and drank until she came back.

He knew she hadn't returned, but when he was drunk, he could see her.

Or sometimes, he smokes.

But after smoking two, I can't smoke anymore.

He knew she didn't like him to smoke, he had always wanted to quit, and he hadn't had time to tell her that he would quit for her.

But she was gone, and she had been gone for three years, so much so that until now, he still couldn't quit smoking.

It's too painful to think about being alone, and he doesn't want others to know that he misses her, so he can only stay alone.

When one thinks about oneself, loneliness is like a black hole, frightening and desolate.

He really couldn't think of any way to get through that kind of time other than smoking and drinking.

In fact, he doesn't want to mess with her, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, where is he such a confused person.

But she was really ruthless, knowing that he didn't like to listen to those words, she still popped out sentence by sentence.

He looked at her and really wanted to take a roll of tape to seal her mouth.

But before he could shut her mouth, he plunged headlong into the darkness.

He had a dream that he was not married to Xu Ran, and she did not kill the child.

She put on her wedding dress and led their child step by step towards him.

But it was a dream.

He woke up, and in front of him was Xu Ran.

For a moment, he really wanted to go to Fu Yao and die.

How could she make him so uncomfortable.

Xu Ran entered the hospital, and it was Fu Yao who pushed him.

Fart!

He didn't believe it!

Even if it was, he felt that Xu Ran deserved it.

He has never had time to move Xu Ran, but he is just thinking about the relationship between the Xu family and their Han family, but she always doesn't know what to do, and she moves Fu Yao three times and twice.

She was standing there, less than a meter apart, but he suddenly felt that even if he stretched out his hand, he couldn't touch her.

He hadn't even opened his mouth before he heard her cold words.

He knew, and she thought he didn't believe her.

It turned out that in her heart, he had become that kind of person.

He still remembers that he once told Han Baiyou about a man's sense of responsibility when he was young, and he still remembers what he said back then.

A man is a man if he can't even shelter his own woman.

Eventually, he became the person he hated.

He couldn't even make her trust.

I never felt that I had lived such a failed life for more than 30 years.

He suddenly felt that after so many years, the things he had been obsessed with were not so important.

It didn't seem to be that important anymore, but he looked at Fu Yao's disappearing back.

He knew, he understood too late.

Mom, isn't it so painful to fall in love with someone?

Since he was a child, he has never shown himself so fragile in front of Li Qian.

But now, he found that he seemed to be a little overwhelmed.

How can all of a sudden, all of a sudden, be like this?

He thought that it was the worst situation now, but he didn't realize that the truth was even worse than he thought.

He knew that he was suspicious, because the marriage relationship between Han Baiyou and Li Qian even affected his view of love and marriage.

He was afraid that he would cheat, and he was also afraid that his other half would cheat, so he would find someone like Ye Zhiqiu to be his girlfriend in the first place.

He thought that a person as easy to control as Ye Zhiqiu would not have the courage to do such a thing.

But in the end, he thinks about it, sometimes, people are weak, but they don't see what they want.

Ye Zhiqiu's derailment is tantamount to destroying all his trust in love.

He once thought that it was good to be like this alone, why should he be like Han Baiyou and Li Qian, after so many years, he was still entangled.

Li Qian led the practice, Han Baiyou was not doing well, although he never said it, but he was his son, how could he not see that he was not doing well at all.

He even heard him calling Li Qian's name several times, and he was drunk and lying on the sofa.

He listened, feeling nothing but sarcasm.

He never thought that he would fall in love with someone sometimes, let alone that this person would be Fu Yao.

He never knew what love was, and he didn't know how to love someone.

It was Fu Yao, her presence breaking all his rules.

She was like a perpetrator who suddenly broke in, completely unaware of what kind of mistake she had made, and recklessly intensified in front of him.

He always wanted a well-behaved person, but he was attracted by Fu Yao's arrogance.

In fact, at the beginning, if she could apologize softly and weakly, then there would not be so many things later.

But she didn't, even if he used such despicable means, she still held on.

She was begging for mercy, but there was no begging for mercy in those eyes, there was fear, fear, shame, just didn't beg for mercy.

At that moment, he just wanted to know if she was really as determined as she was at this time, and if she was, no matter what, so loyal.

I didn't want to write this, but I'm afraid you will misunderstand, I spent two chapters writing about Han Shaofan's past affairs, also to explain his attitude towards feelings and the impact he was affected. There is no love without a reason, and there is no hate without a reason. He fell in love with Fu Yao, and it was not so romantic at first sight. Baidu direct search: "Tianqing Academy" is free, no problem!

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