After breakfast, Changyun sent someone from the palace to pick me up, and when I saw that there was no one in the people who came, I thought she didn't come, and I was quite disappointed.

I don't think I'm worried if I don't go back to Changyun overnight, but she didn't come, and I started to panic a little. I'm afraid that Changyun really has something to avoid me and not say it, and I'm afraid that she is just acting on the spot to treat me well, and it's the same if she is someone else, the most afraid thing is that she only treats me as her task, and her attitude towards me is just because of me as a person, just because I am the queen.

In addition to the main entrance of Bunraku's palace, he saw Changyun who was talking to Bunraku, and his heart was inevitably surprised, and the thoughts locked in his eyebrows disappeared immediately. It turned out that I thought too much, but I was too sensitive, and I always liked to add my own suspicions about these things.

I was about to step forward, but I couldn't move my steps, it was not on my knees that stopped me, but Changyun's gratitude to Bunraku, she was like a parent, expressing the most genuine gratitude to the person who had helped her child, and a slight apology, that was an expression that made me feel familiar, and at this moment it appeared on someone who had no blood relationship with me.

I just hope that Changyun can have at least a little sincerity in the process of getting along with me, but she gave me too much, making my heart feel the warmth of being burned.

I want to live, I want to live well, I don't want to be a burden to anyone, if I can, I also hope that I can help those who are really good to me, if these are difficult to do, then try to protect yourself, don't become someone else's weakness.

"Say Cao Cao, Cao Cao will arrive, it seems that you really can't discuss others behind your back." Bunraku's expression looked much more relaxed.

"Then don't disturb Princess Wenle, the slave will go back with the queen mother first." Changyun's words were also finished, and when he saw me come out, he naturally ended the conversation.

"Well, I won't send it, the prescription I mentioned to the imperial sister-in-law today has also been written, oh yes, the imperial sister-in-law's knee injury is a little serious, I'm afraid it won't be better until the beginning of spring." Wen Le mentioned the knee on my leg, a little worried, "I am in a recurrent and unstable condition, otherwise I can go out of the palace and ask Dr. Chen to take a look." ”

"Then there's Princess Lo Wenle."

After they finished talking, Changyun saluted and walked towards me. She naturally took my hand and whispered in my ear: "Queen Mother, it's okay, let's go back!" ”

"Hmm." I nodded, and took her hand in the back, firm.

Sitting in a sedan chair all the way from Wenle's palace, almost no detours, directly back to the Fengluan Palace, Pei'er was walking anxiously in front of the palace, seeing our mighty team of people, almost not excited to fly over.

"I heard that Niangniang's knee was injured, how is it now? How did the slave see that the mother's hand was frozen like this? Does it hurt now? ”

These wounds on my body, she looked at her, and it seemed to be more painful than her own frostbite.

"Let the mother go in, let's talk, it's so cold outside, where is the place where you can stay for a long time."

"Yes, the slave was so excited to see Niangniang, she didn't even expect this, the brazier and the stove inside have been prepared, Niangniang come in!"

Pei'er was a little flustered, and the joy on her face could not hide the tiredness and tiredness in the corners of her eyes, and I returned to the palace where I had lived for most of the year, and I felt a sense of belonging.

It's no wonder, if nothing else, I will live in this palace for the rest of my life, I don't know how many people have witnessed the ups and downs of this huge Fengluan Palace, and I don't know how long I can maintain this current scenery.

I am a variable, no emperor can tolerate a queen who is not worthy of the throne, the two forces are fighting for each other, I will be the burial object of this power struggle, no matter who wins, either get rid of me as a thorn in the eye and a thorn in the flesh, or it is already a useless chess piece, and it will naturally fall apart with the fall of one side.

I don't care, from the day the holy decree was announced into the Mansion, I was ready to wither at any time, but Pei'er is innocent, how can I give her the stability that I can't get myself?

After dinner in the evening, all kinds of decoctions began to be delivered one after another, and the pungent smell of the medicine made me a little uncomfortable, Pei'er put a hot towel on my knees, and snuggled up to my side with her head without any decoration.

"Miss rarely spoke after she came back, but she felt wronged?"

I touched my hand on the hot towel soaked in the potion for a moment, then shook my head with a smile: "I just think I'm so stupid, why do I make others angry at every turn, when I was at home, my father and second sister protected me, and now that they are away, I can't learn to be smart and yin, and I don't have the ability to protect myself, but I make you worry." ”

"Miss is not stupid, but she is too soft-hearted, and she is like this when she is in the house, she always thinks about whether she is wrong first when she encounters something." Pei'er smiled lightly, a little helpless, "But others don't think so, they will only use your kindness as an excuse for unscrupulousness, just because you don't care, they think that you really won't be sad or hurt." ”

"You girl, are you crazy?" I grinned, "Everyone says I'm demented and stupid, I think you've been by my side all day, and you've gone a little sick!" ”

Pei'er also smiled, and her breath tickled on my leg, "The slave didn't have it." ”

It is rare that the two of us can still maintain a rare mentality in such a difficult predicament, but the short-term joy comes and goes quickly. While they were laughing, a shrill voice came from outside.

"The emperor drove to ——!"

I could feel Peel's body stiffen suddenly, and I could feel my expression frozen instantly, I didn't want to see him, at least not at all now.

Jiang Yao still came in, Pei'er was also signaled by me to retreat after a few hesitations, and the corner of my eye unconsciously looked in the direction where Jiang Yao was standing, as long as he existed, I couldn't help but care.

I didn't like the feeling of being in control, so I reached for the towel on my knee and clutched it tightly as the potion ran down my leg.

How hard can he be on me? This man, this person I can't resist at all!

Jiang Yao didn't mean to get close to me, he stood there motionless, no one spoke, and even his own restless breathing could be heard in such a large space.

I was a little scared, afraid that he would suddenly get angry and push me into a situation where I was at a loss, and maybe no one would pass by so well.

He still walked over, snatched the towel from one of my hands from me, and naturally threw it into the potion basin on the side, and the splash was infinitely magnified by the silence around me, infinitely matching the fluctuations in my heart.

The cold finger pinched my chin, lifted my head to look at him, his eyes were still indifferent, but there was a trace of something I couldn't understand, and the other hand crossed my face, as if playing with an ornament or pet, "My queen is so capable that even the imperial brother has to intercede for you." ”

His Royal Highness King An? I can only think of this person for a while, but I also estimate that eight or nine are not far from ten, at that time, in that situation, except for His Royal Highness King An, who could help me intercede?

"How many lives do you have enough to waste so much? Or did you just want to die and deliberately chose such a path? ”

There was no literal threat in Jiang Yao's tone, I couldn't guess what he meant, and I didn't want to waste time on these words that didn't need to be said at all, I just wanted him to let go of his hand quickly.

Every time I didn't speak, Jiang Yao would only get more angry, but today he was unusual, instead of being angry, he complied with my weakness and let go of his hand. He didn't go, but sat next to me.

I could feel the mattress sink in slightly, and because of the curvature of this point, my body unconsciously approached him.

"I heard that the Queen Mother allowed you to go back to the mansion to live after the New Year." When Jiang Yao said this, my heart also hung up, this is basically my biggest expectation for the New Year, if he really wants to deprive him of this, that is the punishment that really hurts me the most.

Fortunately, Jiang Yao didn't mean that, maybe he didn't want to see me in the palace, and then said: "Before that, it's the Chinese New Year's Eve banquet, you don't make any mistakes, go through the motions with dignity, it's good for both of us." ”

He was reminding me that if something went wrong in the middle of the process and made him unhappy, then I should not try to go home as I wished, after all, he was not happy, and naturally he would not make me feel better.

I didn't speak, and I couldn't agree with it, he just came to inform me, and he didn't consult with me, and even if I said something else, it wouldn't be of any benefit.

"Send me my song!"

When I heard this, I unconsciously glanced at him, this is the dormitory, why don't you go to the study if you want to review the recitals?

The eunuchs also carried a pile of bookcases full of folds under my doubts, with all the things on it, followed by the little eunuchs, one holding a soft futon, and the other holding a white jade tea bowl with a delicate pattern, it seems that Jiang Yao has the intention of working here.

The entire palace is his, he can work wherever he wants, and others can still drive him out?

Thinking about it this way, the doubts in my heart are gone, anyway, he has something to do, it is better than being idle and coming to me for trouble.

No one else was around to criticize my words and actions, and I boldly lay down on the bed, which I was sitting on.

Jiang Yao's back was the edge of the bed, I don't know what it meant for him to sit so close to me, but he didn't make any other moves, and I was careful with my movements, trying not to make a noise.

"Do you hate me?" Jiang Yao suddenly asked for no reason.

I was stunned for a moment, but he didn't answer, and he asked again: "Do you hate me?" ”

I shook my head, and then I thought he couldn't see, so I said, "No." ”

"Don't you dare or don't hate?"

"It's all ......"

He smiled, and then said no more.

I don't know how long it has been, and I don't know if I'm dreaming or if it's real, but I feel in my consciousness and eyes that there is a person who looks very much like Jiang Yao dangling in front of me, he is so far away from me, so far away, but his voice seems to be close to my ear - "I should hate your ......"

Hate me? What do you hate me, what qualifications and abilities do I have to make you hate?

When I opened my eyes, there was only a dim candle flame in the hall, the sky was not yet bright, and I didn't know what time it was, Jiang Yao was still sitting there straight, and his posture of holding the pen had not changed.

Isn't this person sleepy? I looked at his back, a little curious.

Jiang Yao didn't look back, I don't know how I found out that I woke up, and said, "What's wrong?" ”

On the contrary, I breathed a sigh of relief, and no longer deliberately held my breath, and replied: "I woke up suddenly, I should have slept too early." ”

"It's just past the time of the child."

So early? If I don't feel sleepy now, I will definitely not be able to get up in a daze when Changyun calls me to get up.

I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep again, but somehow, the sound of Jiang Yao flipping through the folds was infinitely amplified in my ears, and I felt that the noise, the sound of the paper turning and the light of the candle flame made me unable to sleep.

I almost watched Jiang Yao stand up with exhaustion and stiffness after he finished correcting, and his slender figure cast a shadow on my side.

He had no intention of going out to rest in the side hall, nor did he intend to sleep in my bed, but seemed to sit down again, intending to spend the night with his head propped up on his arm.

Yin Yin this person just lost his temper with me, let me kneel on the snow for so long, Yin Yin this person always has an inexplicable hatred for me, there is always so much violence, indifference, but I still can't be ruthless to him, I turned over the inside of the bed, such a big bed, basically I only occupy a quarter of the position.

He seemed to see what I meant, and lay down, and I gave him the quilt that I had covered myself, and pulled another one out of it to cover myself. We were back to back, no one spoke, and it was rare for us to be so tacit.

Changyun didn't come to call me, because on my knees, the Queen Mother deliberately exempted me from morning and dusk, and I also followed the invitation of the palaces, so I could naturally sleep until dawn. In addition, I really waited until Jiang Yao fell asleep for a long time yesterday before I felt sleepy, and when the sunlight leaked in through the window, I knew that it was not too early.

I rolled over, stretched on the bed, didn't care that there was anyone around me, and slammed into it, startling both of you.

Jiang Yao basically jumped up from the bed, and when he saw me in the bed, he turned from confusion to shock, and then pushed open the door of the dormitory and scolded angrily: "Confused things, what time is it!" ”

The people outside were busy kowtowing for a while, and then they were busy waiting for Jiang Yao to wash, it seemed that the early dynasty could not catch up, and I never thought that the first time he was absent from the early dynasty after ascending the throne was actually delayed in my palace, but the conscience of heaven and earth, Jiang Yao really slept a little dead because he was too tired, but he didn't know what it had become.

But I have a good reputation, I don't know how much gossip Jiang Yao will be rumored because of this, even if others dare not fight in front of him, but it will be difficult for the people of the world to straighten out.