Three hundred and eighty-five chapters
Liu Qingyao was ecstatic.
A simple gesture, a subtle smile. Enough to make his mood flutter.
The obsession that once hung in my heart was rescued at this time.
The boy fell to the bottom, and the person who was trapped in confusion and couldn't break free finally got a sweet spring in that rush.
He is not a fool, even if he has no emotional experience, even if he doesn't understand what his mood should be, he can feel that Su Bairan is about to leave him.
In that fluctuation, the thought of wanting to escape had already been placed in front of his eyes, and in the rapid estrangement, he could also detect it, in the isolation of his thoughts.
If it is separated from each other, it is like a white mist that will fly away at any time.
There is no way to catch the entity, from the person reaching out to hold it, it will turn into a piece of fly ash in front of his eyes all night, and there is no way to gently hold it in the palm of his hand.
The feeling of emptiness has always lingered in his heart, teaching him that every panic in his heart cannot be dissipated, and occasionally in the middle of the night, staring at the figure that has left in the dream and panicking
There is no fear, it seems that they may flee at any time, even if they can clearly know in their hearts, there is no way to leave, and they will soon become husband and wife in the marriage they have. It's simply impossible to stay away.
On the contrary, he will spend his future life in those long years, but there is always a shadow in his heart that is deeply caged, and there is no way to dissipate it, and he is fiercely buckled in his heart.
Why?
Maybe his fiancée is too special, different from other ordinary women, there is always a different appearance, in his eyes.
Trapped in this big world, just in a small courtyard, there will be a different kind of vision.
Different considerations, with a culture that has been passed down among the small tribes in the distance, and can seize the best opportunity to recuperate, can get the best hope.
Liu Qingyao thought about it carefully, if she changed her angle, she would stay in this narrow world, and she would not be able to contact the outside world and would never be valued by anyone.
It's just that he is living in this narrow place, whether he can get his current status, he feels ridiculous when he thinks about it, where can he think of the vastness of the external world in this world, and how can he search for the rest of the occasions.
It's just a fantasy in his eyes, there is no way to take it seriously, and he can't even imagine the future, how can other people show it in front of him.
If I really exchanged thoughts, I am afraid that I will also sink and fall in this world, and I will not be able to go to the current path at all, and I will hide my figure in the darkness, and I will not even know that I will die in it.
Therefore, Su Bairan is special.
is different from women in today's era, even better than men, under that far-sighted thinking, in the constraints that provoke time.
I don't think of another person who is also unique.
The eldest son of the Han family is extremely special, he suddenly turned over in a small family, he could afford to put it down, abandoned the royal power, and turned to wealth and prosperity to find a guarantee for the fate of the whole family, even if he is now trapped in a predicament, but he can still be leisurely, and it is not admirable to control the overall situation.
Su Bairan is like the eldest son of the Han family.
The same thinking, the same mood, has a unique shadow in the flow of time and space.
Liu Qingyao can vaguely feel that the other party's heart is heaven and earth, and can even see the different emotions born from the loneliness of which article.
is different from imagination, and even outside of common sense, there is no way to imagine in my mind that there can be such an ordinary woman.
He is afraid of being afraid, afraid of the belief he supports, afraid that the belief that has been formed over the years, at the moment when he is about to get it, on the verge of the last step, will disappear in front of his eyes, there will be no way to see each other again, and he will fly away in an instant and cannot really touch it.
Now, with a simple movement, you can even feel the soft fingers touching the cheeks, and the lines between them are engraved between the textures of the skin, and they are also gentle and gentle, like a ball of fire falling into the ice.
Under the cold of autumn, a piece of ice was born, but it was extremely fragile and light, it seemed to be the foam, and the individual who felt the cold wind swept out was tightly hugged by the ice, and only a little spark would open with his face, and this fingertip was a raging fire, like a flame born from the center of magma.
Only a slight touch made him feel satisfied from the bottom of his heart.
Take a few extra steps first.
Open your palms to hold each other's hands, and go on like this for the rest of your life.
And Su Bairan had no way to understand his emotions at all.
There was not even a way to detect any movement in his mind.
and then cooperate with the other party to perform a play, and in that interpretation, make some additions slightly.
It's sadness, it's a joke, and it's the last resort in life.
I have long been accustomed to the true feelings of the performance, and I can't even see myself clearly, is there a real emotion in the emotion of the performance?
After all, when cooperating with the young man, his performance seems to have reached a state of superbness, and if I am still trapped in the times, I am afraid it will not be a problem to win an Oscar.
Su Bairan only felt a few goosebumps faintly on his body, looking in front of him, the person with emotions flashing in his eyes, looking at the sparkling in his eyes, there seemed to be a little bit of light flickering constantly, and I also had a feeling of not going to go in my heart.
Wait a minute!
What is there for her not to be upset about?
It was actually the mercenary killer who came to ask for his name and pushed himself to the end of the road step by step, but he still had feelings.
What kind of disgusting words are these words, dare you make it a little more unacceptable, your own little life is also constantly struggling under the injury of the other party.
Although now, I can feel it even if I stand up, and I still don't want to want my life anymore, but can what I have done disappear like this, and I don't stay in front of me?
Could it be that the damage that once hit himself could disappear like this?
What are you kidding? As long as you want to kill people, you can't have any intention of stopping, okay?
Su Bairan stared at the eyes that revealed emotions, but he consciously raised his hand and gently pressed his heart.
I don't know if the young man's knife, the moment it is inserted into his heart, whether it hurts or not, whether the cold Taoist touches the skin, whether there will be a cold taste spreading around.
He...
It's also for the existence of living a life for himself, no matter how disgusted he is, he has to admit that this person is really treated with sincerity.
At least at that moment, I really want to be able to survive, and at that moment, I really want to save myself, how complicated, and how can I push it away so easily in my heart.
Su Bairan lowered his eyes and was silent.
Between his minds, in his own thoughts, most of the entanglements gently dissolved into a ball.
The layers were stacked on top of each other, and the painting was a real chaos in front of the eyes, and there was no way to reverse the image, only this one staring blankly at the rough ground.
The person who wanted to kill himself finally saved his life and canceled each other out, and disappeared naturally in the grievances, but in the emotions in his heart.
Don't you have any more defense, just trust so easily, just because a true film can be moved?
It's really hard to do this kind of behavior, there is a vague resistance from the bottom of my heart, so that I have subconsciously been close to that heart, but I can't help but spread a trace of bitterness, quietly extending outward.
Wrapped around the heart, it turned into a shackle, blocked the throat, squeezed down with positive pressure, slowly low, and gently hit the waist.
Uncomfortable.
It's like when you're using it, and you've become such a shameless person, using other people's emotions?
It can be said that if you don't walk like this, if you tell it bluntly, whether you can still have room to live, and whether you can still retain your own shadow between this vast world and earth.
How many lines are gathered into the world in which to choose, there is only one way to barely get out and survive.
Do you want to just give up?
Give up hope of your own life?
Cut off the rest of your life like this?
Is it just for a simple conscience?
No! It's impossible, even if you don't want your own life, will the stupid girl's life be abandoned?
Not for herself, but also for the imagination of that girl, Liu Qingyao can only bear the fate of being deceived at this time.
Su Bairan thought about this, his smile lowered slightly, and he couldn't help but stare into the distance. But there was a silent sneer, flashing in his ears.
Hypocrisy and false organizer emotions, is it just to keep yourself alive and not to lie anymore?
In such a situation, can my mind think of a better way to save this scene?
There are only countless lies superimposed, only the other party's mood jumps repeatedly, and there is always a sense of guilt, and they will swallow it hard.
Just to survive.
It's just that...
Obviously, I can convince myself, staring at those eyes but I can't help but feel guilty, and I quietly wander in my heart.
"Young Master Liu..."
"Huh?"
Looking at the expectation, his eyes reflected his indifferent face.
Su Bairan said: "Let's talk about business." ”
"Maybe I'm really a career woman."
Su Bairan clasped his hands in front of him and looked at the distant sky, I have to say that as long as he doesn't think about the problem of escaping and surviving, other things are really smooth, which is a little terrifying.
The business development of all walks of life is perfect, and even the cooperation of the second young master of the Han family is quite smooth, and the various small levels that he has developed outside are also completely in reality.
It seems to point out that the part of his own escape is full of difficulties, and the rest is completely under control.
"Alas!"
Rubbing his cheeks with his hands, Su Bairan finally turned back to the room with some helplessness, and looked at the empty piece in the room.
Sha Hua lined up in a stable place, saying that he could meet from time to time, but it was always as if something was missing.
Life is involved in a lot of work. Unconsciously gradually returned to the time when he was squatting with a little pigeon typing code, and the familiar one made people a little scared.
The schedule is already on the agenda, just wait for a clever moment to run out first.
I don't know if Wang Jiu can give some energy over there?
said that he would go out to find an antidote, but he never heard the news, if he can't find it, he still has to ponder, in the absence of his own living space, can he arrange a little more in that girl, there is always a little bit of anxiety.
Clapped his hands and pressed them on his heart, slightly rubbed and stared at this piece of emptiness, and couldn't help but feel that his heart was still full of two beats, I don't know how long it took, put away his dull gaze, stood up and pushed the window.
What caught my eye was an old wall, the yellow color was reflected in front of my eyes, how many times I had not opened the door, that is, the old breath came to my face, but the water behind it would rise a little, and a wave of moisture slowly turned out in a remote location.
It's kind of fun to think about, I went out of this wall to escape, looking for a way to get myself bruised, and I saw evidence in the corner that I once wanted to squeeze my child, so I deduced the result of chilling my back. However, at this time, he was still working with this person who seemed to have killed himself.
Su Bairan thought of this, and some of me felt a little cold in my heart, maybe there were too many ideas at this time, which had been piled up in front of me, and facing my own path, it was very likely that I would eventually die.
Many thoughts are also very calm, and the fact is faced again, the existence that may really take away his name, there will be a stalk in his heart after all.
is like Liu Qingyao, who has a heartfelt disgust for this aunt, but under the current situation, for the sake of the overall situation, she must cooperate with her, and she can get a little profit for the time being, which cannot be known to outsiders.
And it can stabilize the situation of this aunt, but it can reach a balance, so it is extremely dangerous, but it can also save a lot of trouble for yourself, at least at this moment, from your own point of view, it is also safe enough.
Slightly asked his temples beating, how many troubles were lingering at this time, but he also had to succumb to the direction of fate.
Just live.
Thinking about this, I can't help but feel a little troubled, sometimes to close the window, and then take the window to collide with each other, leaving only a gap, looking at the mottled wall through that small line, I can't help but be a little trance.
The memories of the past lingered in front of me, and the faces of the people I met flashed quickly.
Sha Hua, Zhang Cuiyan, Su Baiyu, among the magnified ones this time, aren't these people very important to themselves?
Worried about his beliefs.,Hurt yourself in the dark all the time.,And at that moment, a little kindness to yourself was revealed.,The sister who has left this world.。
The second lady, who used to be loved by thousands of people, has only spent a degree in the fate of the wind and clouds, but in the end, it is only a lonely and dusty one.
can no longer make any waves, no matter how much you jump, it will eventually turn into nothingness, and no matter how much struggle there is, it will be a thin coffin.
Lowered his eyes slightly, swept his gaze over the place where the moss had stayed, and slammed the door shut, not only taking up a few points, and then returning to the small collapse.
It's good that the career is booming.
From my own point of view, it's also great to be able to run out and chase it back as a foreshadowing.
But...
Wang Jiu handed over there, there was no news, it was really a headache.
And among the partners, there is also a small unstable factor, waiting by their side, and they don't know what kind of route they can take in the end, which is really annoying.
Compared with herself, Zhang Cuiyan's level is too high, and in this most high-status state, in an identity as a concubine, it is really a good means to be able to get out of the box and control a certain small business outside.
If Su Bairan changed positions with each other, he would not be able to do this, and even this idea would not be possible at all.
Now they are appeasing each other with common interests, but they may not be able to determine that they are really cooperating with themselves, after all, the second lady who used to work with them has now turned into a cloud of smoke, and even words have not left much.
Helplessly, he grabbed his forehead with his hand, and the slight pain was able to clear up his troubled thoughts a little.
"How it should be."
The twin sighs were entangled in the back road, but they didn't dare to continue to let go out, and they said it to themselves, that is, they swept too many suppressed emotions at this time.
In an empty room, there is only a shadow of himself, but he doesn't dare to tell the truth at all, and he thinks about all aspects correctly.
And I can't be sure how sad the future road is, all I think about in my mind is cheerful, and what can really be lived on the entity is not necessarily much.
"Miss, Mrs. Zhang is looking for you."
"yes, got it."
Su Bairan gently slapped the water on his face with water, and smashed the water beads on it hard.
Since the two of them cooperated with each other, Zhang Cuiyan's time to find it was very big, at least much more dense than before, and even surpassed his cheap father for a time.
And Su Gulin also came over from time to time, brushed an existence map in front of his eyes, and made a few words, just scaring people for no reason.
Su Bairan was already dependent on course even at this time, and his fear of being a cheap father would subside a little at that time.
It's not that I'm not afraid, but I come over every day to say that I feel afraid, and I can't help but feel a little numb in my heart, and I am just a little frightened, and in the end I have to be calm.
Now his attitude towards him is chaotic, there has been normality, and he also has a bit of a broken jar mentality, so he simply left.
I have to say that you husband and wife are quite good at having fun, do you come here to brush up on your sense of existence to test the psychological endurance of others.
Can you unify the caliber?
Come over from time to time, the two of you have completely laid the time difference, never on the same line, but you can also arrange it, sometimes everyone suspects that the two of them are there to discuss, when to come to find their own trouble.
Su Bairan thought that there was something funny here, shook his head, gently blew his shoulder, and moved his somewhat sore arm.
The ledger was stored in a good place, stuffed at the bottom of the wardrobe, and a little dust was quietly glued to the side as a cover, and it was also the location of the record.
Roll the important into your sleeve and go.
"Auntie."
"Oh, the eldest lady is here, I've been waiting here for a long time and thinking that the eldest lady is not good to invite here, so I can't help but be a little worried about being able to come, it's really good."
Su Bairan: "Auntie laughed. ”
After getting along for a long time, I found out that this aunt can speak in front of her, and she is worthy of being a champion of house fighting.
Flattering words come as soon as you open your mouth, and occasionally you feel a little hypocritical, but in the scene of that class, you can't say anything that is not.
Such a polite remark seems to be a bit of a foreign word, but in fact it is also a serious remark of others, and you can feel it when you listen to it a lot, it is sincerely polite, but there is not much embarrassment.
Her eyes swept over the rest of the aunts and followed, but her eyebrows were very flat, and she was called over to make up the numbers.
The flowers are in full bloom, the hibiscus is in full bloom, and the long flowering period is passed on, and it is specially placed on the steps on the side, and it is a little colorful.
"It's not the flowers blooming outside, I specially asked my mother's family to bring some so that the eldest lady can see the blooming period."
Su Bairan smiled faintly, and his eyes rolled slightly.
Subconsciously swept over the people who were waiting around him, and soon saw a few unfamiliar faces, with a little weirdness on their faces, which seemed to be familiar with the previous mother-in-law of the Zhang family, and the bookkeeper who was driven out, unconsciously a little associated, and thought of the words that Aunt Zhang said, and had some messages in my heart.
Zhang Cuiyan has a good intention at every point, and she has never made any mistakes, but she always grabs those relatives in the family and raises her face.
But he didn't do how to stretch, he always helped them to go up, but none of them were really helped up, and now even if the family is defeated, these people must be selected to be sent to their side.
Su Bairan now has some business in his hands, and he happened to come over to enjoy the flowers again, and it will be interesting in the future, he wants to send his relatives here, but he doesn't know what kind of attitude he puts on, can this person not accept it?
I especially want to soothe my emotions at this time, but I am also more concerned about this state, can I throw away all these intervened hands?
The hibiscus flowers are colorful, and the maids are smiling.
Fingers gently pinched the pastry, and before you could eat it, you could feel the real peach blossom aroma coming in.
"The eldest lady can see that this is the peach blossom near the garden outside the city."
Su Bairan: "..."
How can this kind of setting be sung? Could it be that the peach blossoms over there are some specialty? Is there something else? I didn't feel it before I ate it.
Wait a minute!
The little brain, which is not smart, reluctantly reacts at this time.
Why did my aunt deliberately tell herself about peach blossoms?
Or is there any other implicit meaning that when he wants to introduce work to the people in his family, he deliberately says the peach blossoms in this position?
She was forced to be thrown outside.
It's not out of his own subjective thoughts, it's completely the cheap father, who has a cerebral convulsion for a while, wanting to cut off the connection between himself and his fiancé, so as to find trouble in it.
And I met rare friends outside, and we enjoyed the peach blossoms together.
Don't...
Aunt Zhang was able to find out even such unpopular news, wasn't it just the two of us who were present at the beginning?
Who else can you find know?
What are you kidding?
No, it can't be said that there are no at all, after all, there are people who send things to them, and they may know when they come.
So what do you want to say to yourself with this kind of news, is it because you know the relationship between yourself and this friend? The business cooperation that was made, the small abacus that was played outside.
When Su Bairan thought of this, he felt a real chill behind him.
I originally thought that it was well covered, and the news that my cheap father and Liu Qingyao didn't know didn't expect that it had actually fallen into the hands of Zhang Cuiyan, this is a well-connected person?
Speaking of which, since even the peach blossom thing can be known, the tricks and feet that I want to do outside, without blocking and every clue, can naturally be known.
Something is wrong, there are such networking occasions, why bother to find others to work together to do business, spend some contacts yourself, and don't you have time to do it?
It's really confusing, is it because of the small principle of the square tower behind his back to control his thinking, or do he want to win over some people from the side, and he is also in the other party's goal, and he wants to have a certain helper when this family is used as a corner?
Anyway, there have been no newborns for more than 20 years, and there are only three daughters in this one, and one has died.
Under today's goals, it is still a great goal to be chosen as a future recipient himself.
Zhang Cuiyan has followed Su Gulin for at least twenty or thirty years, and the temperament and temperament of the two have already been integrated, and they have been walking together for many years, it is inevitable that there will be no fluke feelings, even if there are not many, some inadvertent news will be revealed by the other party.
It is said that he has hollowed out his mind and pondered carefully, who can guarantee that he will not reveal the thoughts in his heart in a few words.
Zhang Cuiyan has an absolute status in this family, but she does not have a son and a half daughter, if Su Gulin dies, her future path is a little embarrassing.
After all, I also started at the beginning, and I wanted my own life, but I never moved it to the table, and there will be some shadows more or less, and I have already moved the general emotions in the palm, if it was the other party, it would have been stuck to death, but now it is inevitable that there is no hidden danger left when it rebounds back, whether the traces in the hands and feet have been cleaned up, and whether it can be managed.
She has survived until now, and she still has some thoughts on it.
And earlier the relationship between the two people was almost zero, and they did not understand what the other person really existed with each other, and there was nothing to touch.
said that one day, according to his cheap father's idea, he would accept the position of the family by himself, then this embarrassing aunt. will go into a strange program.
It's hard to get the status you have now, not to mention, if you are ruthless, it is very possible to be thrown out of this life.
From Aunt Zhang's point of view, it has always been reasonable to do some research for the rest of her life in the future.
But...
Why bring up a cliché? Everything else can be said that if they cooperate with each other, they just want to do something in business, and it can be understood at the same time, but why only mention this peach blossom?
Is it to use this to demonstrate to himself, to put pressure on himself in the countryside like that cheap father, so that he can understand what kind of position he is standing in at this time?
Amusing!
Su Gulin is just that, no matter how you say it, she really has the power of life and death in her hands, and that mental calculation is really impossible to clone. Nor is the gyroscope really something to resist.
But this aunt's mind is inevitably too much, and she is not her biological mother, and she treated each other as nothing earlier, so she wants to use the identity of an elder to make a prediction?
Aunt Zhang's business is still in his hands now, and it will be a little too much to do such a thing now.
Su Bairan has long had a lot of complaints about this bar from the bottom of his heart, from the stumbling he caused himself wherever he went at the beginning, to the later discovery of what he wanted to do on his own route.
It's just that because of the opportunity, there is no way to reveal these things, and now I am forced to cooperate, but I still have to take a peach blossom to oppress, which is too much.
Could it be that she and Han Yuhuan have an improper business, and it is natural to cooperate with this Aunt Zhang?
Hum!
Zhang Cuiyan raised her eyes, and the hand under her sleeve quietly drilled up, and her well-trimmed nails were there. Left a blood-red mark.
Su Bairan said: "Auntie is attentive. ”
"What did the eldest lady say? I am your aunt, so you should be attentive, but you must tell your aunt, don't hide it in your heart, if you don't say it, you don't know. ”
Zhang Cuiyan's heart suddenly fell downward, as if something stood out from the flickering at hand. After all, people who have been in this cub for more than 20 years still have a certain gap in their sensitivity to this.
Su Bairan lowered his eyes and said, "Where are you talking about?" I naturally think it's good for the two of you to do, and I may pick out any discomfort, thinking about my aunt, you are too careful, and I always feel that my daughter always dances a little too much, and it seems that she is thinking a little faster. ”
The strange procedures were cold to each other, and it seemed that they had been established in the middle of the first-level protection finals, and there was no way to see what was wrong, and the servants who followed around quietly put their hands and feet down
The few aunts who were invited over also reduced their breathing, occasionally whispered, and also looked at the mood here, and didn't dare to disturb at all, and involuntarily raised their hearts to their throats.
What happened was not something they could find a way out of it, but they had already felt that there was a small friction quietly spreading between the two of them in that politeness, but they couldn't know it anymore.
It's all well prepared, and nothing went wrong?
How to do it is like preparing to turn your face.
One of the aunts lowered her voice and said in a voice that the two of them could hear, "The eldest lady really looks like a lady now. ”
"But isn't it, this style is really a little scary, and at that time I didn't even dare to come out."
The two of them quietly exchanged a sentence and didn't dare to say anything more, suppressed their sense of existence, stared at this side, and tried their best to suppress their sense of existence and people just put it there, where can they hide?
Seeing each other's wry smiles, the number they didn't have in the hands of the lady was changed to this aunt, and it didn't exist, and now it was picked out, and it had to endure the toss of the eldest lady.
As long as the eldest lady, it's a little bit good, after all, there is no common goal of fighting, and there is a little tolerance for each other, and in. I can also be regarded as concerned about congestion, at least in this crisis situation, it has not made them lose much, and there is still a bit of a gap.
Su Bairan felt the gaze of that gaze, and glanced over his eyes slightly, but he felt the suffocating appearance of them in an instant, but he was a little helpless.
I didn't say anything about it, and after a few glances, I quickly took it back, so as not to make these people feel uncomfortable
Zhang Cuiyan said: "Come and taste this peach blossom wine." ”
"I think it's a peach blossom picked from afar?" Su Bairan smiled indifferently.
Zhang Cuiyan also kept smiling, shook her head slightly and said, "Isn't the eldest lady confused, this peach blossom wine can only be made if it is brewed some time ago, this year's peach blossoms, although they are about to fall, but there are still these times, if they are brewed now, I am afraid they will have to be drunk next year, this is last year." ”
"Oh?"
Su Bairan said: "It's something I can't experience in life, and I don't even know such a thing, it's really a joke, I punish myself." ”
In a word, it's ice stubble.
The cold was suffocating, and Zhang Cuiyan couldn't help choking her throat.
I always feel that there is something in the words, and there is no way to jump out, what does it mean, even if she can't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
"The eldest lady said with a smile, my aunt will always accompany you in the future. So how many of these little things keep in your heart? ”
"Auntie is really good."