If it's just a dream, as long as you wake up from the dream, there's room for maneuver in even the most unacceptable things, and for me, now is the beginning of the nightmare.

Even if others don't know who Jade Jing is, Pei'er and Jiang Yao must know, Jiang Yao also waved his sword at me on the wedding night because of Yu Jing's outrageous behavior, although Yu Jing didn't do anything this time, it doesn't necessarily mean that Jiang Yao will be so kind to let me go.

I pushed away the teacup that Pei'er handed over, I was a little panicked in my heart, I looked at Jiang Yao cautiously and tentatively, he didn't know what he was thinking, his face was light, all his emotions and thoughts were shrouded in the night, making people unable to guess and know where to start.

Jiang Yao stood up, his slender figure revealed light and shadow, like a flowing painting, every step was as beautiful as the pen and ink depicted, his legs were not tired because of the long curled up under the case to review the folds, and the brocade along the lines of the legs shone brightly in the light.

I watched him walk towards me, and I watched him sit next to me, I couldn't guess what he wanted to do, my fingers clutched the sheets, and I was so nervous that I didn't even dare to breathe loudly, for fear of disturbing him.

Jiang Yao loosened his shirt, his slender fingers were a little impatient, and after a few random pulls, he turned his head to look at me: "Change clothes for me." ”

My eyes widened as I looked at the irrefutable look in his eyes, and I was convinced that I had heard correctly.

Seeing that I didn't move, Jiang Yao's hand was propped up on my side, and the head that came over brushed my neck and shoulders as if nothing: "What, do you still want me to teach you?" ”

There was an itch in my ears, and I trembled from my head along my back, and I stepped back, widening the distance between me and him, and at the same time stretched out my hand to untie the jade pendant around his waist.

"You all stand down, just have the queen here to serve." Jiang Yao commanded, and everyone naturally would not have any objections, and it could even be said that it was something they liked to see.

Jiang Yao's every word was going to beat in my heart, I didn't know what he meant, and the movements in my hands slowed down unconsciously.

When I took off the accessories on his waist and was about to untie his belt, the outstretched hand was suddenly held by Jiang Yao, and I was startled, not only did I not retract my hand, but I was also knocked into his arms by the opposite force.

"The name that the queen shouted just now, I was far away and didn't hear it clearly, and now I'm by your side, say it again."

I struggled hard and snatched back the pinched wrist from his hand, but he smiled, but his eyes were cold, "You don't dare?" ”

"I, I'm sick, my head is hot all the time, I don't know what I just said in my dream."

"And do you know why you have a fever?" The back of Jiang Yao's hand slid from my forehead to my chin, "Do you know who caused the poison on your body?" ”

I looked at him, at the fierceness on his face and the ridicule on the corner of his mouth, it was him, he really couldn't tolerate me so much!

"Don't be so afraid, for the sake of your father and brother, I won't let you die." Jiang Yao said, "Lovesickness, lovesickness, as long as you dare to think about that person again, it will erode your mind little by little, will not let you die, let you live worse than death." ”

"Well, isn't it a good thing to use against people like you? You are a smart person, in order to be worthy of your identity, and in order to be able to live decently, you should know what you will do in the future. ”

That's right, the concubines in the harem don't dare to do it, how can other palace people be able to get such a powerful poison under such strict supervision?

I actually believed Changyun's words at the beginning, but I was afraid that Changyun had already known that he was hiding from me, and there was no one in this palace who could believe it after all, even if it was a white lie, but a lie was a lie, she deceived me and I without any benefit, but it was just to maintain Jiang Yao's image.

Yes, Changyun, as a female history, the first object of Changyun's loyalty is the most powerful emperor in this palace, and then I am the incompetent queen who was forced to be shoehorned into her and had to take responsibility.

"You can not answer me, and you can never talk to me, but there are some things that you better hide and not let the lovesickness find out, oh, I forgot to remind you that the poison of lovesickness cannot be solved for a year and a half." When Jiang Yao said these words, the clouds were light and light, and a few words from him almost ended my life.

I don't want to die, but I'm not afraid of death, and I hate others threatening me the most, even if I don't have the ability to protect myself, there are still ways to make myself never hurt.

I secretly made a decision in my heart, if it really came to the last resort, I don't mind ending my name early, although my body is skinny, my parents, and my mother have passed away, I have also made my own choice for Rong, and I have no regrets in this life.

It's just that Yujing's face unconsciously appeared in his mind, his voice and smile, and every move was so clear and recognizable, is this also because of lovesickness? I don't know if poisoning is a blessing or a curse.

My head was in a trance, and the scene in front of me began to rotate again, I grabbed the railing at the head of the bed to stabilize my center of gravity, this scene fell in the eyes of Jiang Yao on the side, he naturally knew what my movements represented.

Jiang Yao seemed to see my thoughts, and said, "Do you think that the Yu clan can be lawless by staying away from the court?" The whole world is not the king's land, and the shore of the land is not the king's minister, if Yujing acts rashly because of what happened to you, I don't mind letting him bury you with you. ”

Look at this person, he always has a way to torture you, Yin Yin you didn't do anything, but he just won't let it go.

But if I really didn't do anything, why should he let him go? I don't believe that a person can have such a hatred for another person who doesn't want to do it at all.

I'd love to ask him, what did I do to you to make you hate me so much?

But I couldn't open my mouth, I just kept lingering in my mind with these questions, and I thought of the scene when I met Jiang Yao in the mountain courtyard that day.

I asked him, "Did you save me?" ”

He said, "Yes." ”

Are you the one who regretted saving me? But why am I completely unimpressed that you saved me?

The day is really cold, when I went to ask the Queen Mother to say goodbye, I only felt that the wind that blew stuck to my body, the cold soaked bones, and took away all the warmth wrapped in cotton clothes mercilessly, and the stove in my hand could only warm my palms, and my fingertips seemed to be frozen.

"It's cold, the queen also has to wear more clothes, I was sick a few days ago, why did I come out without a cloak?" The Queen Mother saw that my face was pale from the cold, and she frowned and was quite worried.

"It was the slave and maid who were negligent for a while, and the mother was sinned, and the slave and maid were willing to accept the punishment." Changyun stood up and took the sin first.

In fact, Changyun reminded me, and also took out the cloak to persuade me several times, I felt not cold in the palace, insisted on not wearing it, and it was difficult for her to be willing to do this.

"That's it, you are also a first-time offender, and the mourning family will not be held accountable." The Queen Mother didn't mean to ask about the crime at all, so she turned to her grandmother in the palace and said, "Go and bring the fire fox of the mourning family." ”

Mama bowed and went, and after a while came in with a fiery red fluff and sent it to me under the instructions of the Queen Mother.

"This is the first emperor's reward to the mourning family, the mourning family is old and can't wear such a gorgeous color, so give it to the queen."

"Thank you for the reward." This is what Changyun taught me, I thanked me and came out of the queen mother's palace, and I couldn't wait to put it on on the way back, not that I like such a luxurious big hat, but the road is too cold, and it is not bad to block the wind.

The concubines who came to invite An saw that I was wearing a red coat, and their eyes lit up one by one, and some people couldn't help but praise first, and the people behind them had to praise whether they were sincere or not, otherwise they would be very disrespectful.

In fact, there are so many twists and turns, I am tired and panicked for them, but if I think about it carefully, if I am not a high-ranking queen, but an ordinary concubine like them, will my life be as easy as it is now?

Although I made the choice I didn't want to make the most, it was already an excellent situation for many people, after all, not everyone who entered the palace as a concubine was willing, maybe they also had people they couldn't forget, but they didn't put it on the yin side, and there was no torture of lovesickness.

I asked the Queen Mother to say goodbye, and after the concubines and concubines asked me to say goodbye, the rest of the time was up to me to arrange it myself, I originally wanted to nest in the bed to rest in the past few days and have not been very clear of the brain, and the eunuchs around Jiang Yao came to pass the word.

"The emperor invited the queen to dine in front of the palace, and asked the eldest daughter Shi to prepare it as soon as possible."

Changyun was also a little surprised, and asked more: "The emperor has always disliked the concubines going to the palace, but who is coming today?" ”

The eunuch didn't hide it, and said with a smile: "Sure enough, I can't hide anything from the eyes of the eldest daughter, it's the eldest brother of the queen mother, who has just come back, and just after the debriefing, the emperor saw the meal, so he left the adult to eat, and let the slave invite the queen mother to accompany him, and it was good to see the family to relieve his thoughts." ”

"It's still the emperor's thoughtfulness, you go back first, the queen will go." Changyun listened, and there was a little more smile on his originally expressionless face.

The palace maids changed my clothes in an orderly manner, and I wore all the beads and jade rings, my head was heavy, and I felt that the jewelry in my hair weighed ten pounds.