"Miss, do you want to take you to the hospital?"

The waiter looked at me at a loss, as if he had done something wrong.

But where is he wrong, it's just me who is at fault.

"It's okay, Fu Yao, do you want to take you to the hospital?"

It was Xu Ran's voice.

I turned my head sideways and looked at her through the tears in my eyes.

She was obviously saying such a concerned thing, but there was a bit of smug sarcasm in her eyes.

The waiter on the side seemed to see a big rescuer, and his eyes that were originally on me fell directly on Xu Ran's body, "This young lady, you are friends, right?" I'm really sorry, I didn't notice, I got this young lady's clothes wet, and it seems to be injured, I'm really sorry, I'm at work, there is no way to leave, can you take your friend to the hospital, I will bear the medical expenses. ”

He kept talking about the solution, I looked at the cup of milk tea that I drank halfway, my eyes fell on Xu Ran's body, she was also looking at me, but she didn't move: "Shall I take you to the hospital, Fu Yao?"

I sneered, raised my leg and walked over directly to pick up the cup of milk tea, then turned around and walked back.

Xu Ran looked at me and frowned: "You want to-ah!" What are you doing! ”

I had wanted to do this for a long time, the half-warm milk tea fell on Xu Ran's face, and I watched her hair and false eyelashes get together, and finally found some comfort in the tearing pain.

She looked at me and shouted while pulling her hair: "Fu Yao, are you crazy!"

"I'm just crazy!"

I'm crazy, driven crazy by them!

The people in the café are talking about me, but what does it matter, I don't know them, they can say whatever they like, they don't know each other anyway.

I ignored them and walked out of the café step by step with my legs raised.

Today's sun was extremely good, and as soon as I walked out, the sun stabbed my eyes.

But when the wind blew, there was no warmth.

I didn't know what I was stepping on, so I fell straight down, and a car just stopped in front of me, and the front of the car was less than half a meter away from my face.

I just watched, and suddenly for a moment, I wanted the car to crash into it.

"Fu Yao?"

It's Jiang Lili, who I haven't seen for a long time, and Su Zheyuan.

I raised my head and looked at Jiang Lili in front of me, and couldn't help but smile.

Sure enough, people have to find retribution for doing bad things, I stepped in Xu Ran and Han Mo so shamelessly, now it's okay, people from all over the world can come to eat and laugh at me.

"What's the matter with you? Didn't bump into you, did you? ”

Probably knowing that I no longer have a little competitiveness with her, Jiang Lili, who has always regarded me as a thorn in the flesh, actually came over and helped me up.

I raised my head and couldn't catch off guard when I saw Su Zheyuan standing aside, he was standing there, his tears were trembling with the sun, and I couldn't see his expression clearly.

I couldn't see clearly, as if I never saw where I was.

I could only smile at them with all my might, and then raised my hand to remove Jiang Lili's hand from my arm: "It's nothing, I'm leaving, let's talk another day."

"Fu Yao—"

Jiang Lili called me in astonishment, but I didn't want to let my embarrassment stay in front of acquaintances at all.

I just want to go, it doesn't matter where I go, as long as I don't have these people.

"I'll send you."

When Su Zheyuan grabbed his arm, I was slightly stunned.

This teenager, whom I once liked fiercely and forced myself to give up fiercely, is now famous, and he has to wear sunglasses and a cap when he goes out, for fear that he will be recognized by others.

In more than two years, everyone has changed.

I don't like him anymore, and he's no longer the Su Zheyuan I like.

But despite this, in front of the people I once liked, and the people who once liked me, I think every girl wants to maintain her arrogance and beauty.

I can't keep it anymore, whether it's arrogant or beautiful, the only thing I can do is to keep my embarrassment away from him.

"No need, I'll go by myself, thank you."

I gasped slightly, and the tears didn't fall again.

But through the sunglasses, I still couldn't see his eyes clearly.

The hand opened his wrist, and he was no longer as persistent as before, and the hand that I had pulled away hung down with my strength.

He was already looking at me, but I didn't look at him anymore, grabbing my bag and walking away.

The pace under his feet became faster and faster, and the conversation between Jiang Lili and Su Zheyuan sounded behind him.

They seemed to be discussing something about me, but I couldn't hear it clearly.

It doesn't matter anyway.

I may not be able to keep even the simplest of the beginnings between me and him, so it doesn't matter what I am now or what will follow.

"Beep-"

The shrill sound of a horn was heard, followed by a shrill sound of brakes, and someone opened the window and poked his head out at me, cursing word by word.

It's hard to hear, but I can't even react to what he's scolding.

It was unfamiliar all around, and I didn't even know when I had run down the road.

I ran too fast just now, and after running out of that square, the exit was not familiar to me, and then I met Jiang Lili and Su Zheyuan, and I ran and walked for a while.

Stopping now, I realized I didn't know where I was.

I glanced down at my phone and was glad that there was a ride-hailing app in the world.

The driver took the order very quickly, the call came quickly, I was standing on the side of the road and the driver asked me where I was.

I looked around and tears fell again: "I don't know, I really don't know where I am."

"Aren't you positioned at Rainbow Plaza?"

"Yes, but I don't know where I've gone since I walked out of Rainbow Square."

"Are you wearing khaki? Holding a mobile phone, carrying a black bag, standing on the side of the road, and tying a red scarf? ”

"Yes."

"I see you, I'll turn a corner."

The driver hung up the phone directly, I looked down at the phone, the screen that had darkened down reflected me little by little, and tears hit the screen, like the cracked ice flowers.

"Beep-beep-"

The horn sounded at me, I was stunned for a moment, and looked up in shock, and a man in his twenties looked at me and was stunned for a moment, "Get in the car, Miss Fu." ”

I was stunned for a moment, only to realize that it was the car I called.

The heating was turned on in the car, and I sat in it and felt alive.

But without the cold wind blowing, the pain in the heart of the child's body became more and more obvious.

The tears fell more and more, and the tissues were quickly wet.

There was a traffic jam ahead, and the driver suddenly looked back at me: "You're okay, right?"

I was stunned for a moment, raised my hand to cover my mouth, and shook my head: "It's nothing."

The driver looked at me and stopped, and I knew what he was trying to say.

But he hasn't experienced everything about me, and everything he says is just what he says.

I never thought that Han Mo would always just use me as a stand-in.

The person he loves has never been me, but my face is almost exactly the same as Ye Qiuxin's.

Hahaha, what an irony.

It turned out that he left the opportunity to live to me that night, just to leave it to his "Ye Qiuxin".

This is even more ironic than that he doesn't love me, I smashed through the city wall, but I didn't expect that it was not Han Mo's arms waiting for me behind me, but his bayonet.

A knife pierced down, there is no way to dodge, there is no way to dodge.

It hurt, but he didn't blink an eye, and his hand pressed the bayonet into the depths of my heart.

The sharp bayonet, I could even hear the sound of the bayonet scraping my flesh and skin, "grinning", dripping with blood and pain.

It's ironic, he hugged me every night at such a real temperature, but only through me hugged another person.

I never thought that I, Fu Yao, would be able to have such ability and be a stand-in.

I just can't figure out what I did wrong, why they are doing this to me, why are they doing this to me!

"Why!"

"Miss! Are you okay? ”

The driver in front looked back at me as if he were looking at a monster.

Monster, I was meant to be a monster.

I'm the only one who is so stupid, I believe that Han Mo will love me.

Li Qian is really right, Han Mo doesn't love me, he didn't love me before, and he won't love me in the future.

He doesn't love anyone, he loves himself above all.

Han Mo only loves Han Mo, but Fu Yao loves Han Mo.

What an irony.

The sarcasm hurt my heart, the unstoppable pain, the pain made me tremble, and the pain made me bite the flesh on the back of my hand, but it still couldn't be soothed.

The driver in front kept looking back at me, and the car was driving slowly and stuck.

But I didn't have the strength to say anything, so I could only let him stop and shake my stomach like this.

"Miss, it's here."

When the car stopped, I raised my head, gritted my teeth, and pushed the door open.

The driver behind him was a little worried: "Do you want to take you to the hospital?"

I shook my head, if going to the hospital helps, there won't be so many people in this world who commit suicide for love.

I never believed that my heart hurts, and I didn't know until today that it really hurts.

It's not earth-shattering, it's not landslide-like, but it just hurts, one by one, and it spreads from your heart little by little.

As I fell to the ground, I heard the driver's scream, and then someone was holding me by the arm.

I tried to stand, looking sideways at the driver who was helping me, trying to laugh, but I found that I couldn't laugh at all: "Thanks, thanks."

It's hard to even say a word.

He looked at me and seemed to frown.

I didn't pay any attention to it, and walked back step by step with my legs raised.

I wanted to go back, go back and get some good sleep, and then wake up and find that everything was a dream.

I have never met Han Mo, nor have I ever loved Han Mo.