Chapter 88
If you haven't experienced it, how can you understand? Even if you read more than 10,000 books, it is rare to find the meaning.
The young man doesn't know sorrow, but he insists on sorrow.
He never knows, how can he understand feelings.
Even if it is a pair of good couples in the family, it is not a relationship in his eyes, but an agreement that the life that is reluctant to go on for the sake of the marriage contract is a matter of decency and decency.
Willing to be like this for his life, but when he met the eldest lady of the Su family, his life was still completely different, and the jump in his heart could not be suppressed, so he also launched a new poem in his life.
Do you like it?
I don't understand.
I really don't like what my fiancée likes with others.
Liu Qingyao was upset and couldn't understand herself, but she didn't want others to understand her fiancée.
"Young Master Liu, you still took it away for an hour again, take a little rest and come back to entangle." Bai Sanbei patted him lightly on the shoulder, all of which were helpless.
Liu Qingyao raised her eyes, "Bai Sanbei, I'm very annoyed in my heart, I don't like my fiancée, but there are other people pretending to be in my heart, I just feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable." ”
Bai Sanbei sighed casually, then sat down again, looked directly into the other party's eyes, and said solemnly, "Young Master Liu, Xiaosheng has never been so good at these emotional knowledge, and he has never met it, he can't say it, he can't understand it. ”
Liu Qingyao bowed, "I know." ”
"It's just that since you are so entangled, Xiaosheng is asking you a question, think about it from the bottom of your heart." Bai San's sad eyes were gentle, and his words were doting, "You have never wanted to come from a countryman, and you can deduce a few points by yourself, and it is also to save Xiaosheng here, and what ideas do you have to make nonsense, but it has led your mind astray, taken it bad, taken away, and delayed your life events." ”
Liu Qingyao nodded, her heart was naturally solemn, she looked at each other very much, her light gray eyes, nodded seriously and said, "You ask, I'll think about it myself and stop bothering you." ”
"Young Master Liu, Miss Su, who are you in your eyes?"
"Who is I?"
Liu Qingyao walked alone on the long path, her steps were slow, and she pressed the footprints of the previous step, all at a loss.
Who is Su Bairan his?
Do you still need to ask? Naturally, it is the fiancée who has agreed to a marriage contract since childhood, but half a year later, they are husband and wife.
There is nothing to change and nothing to change.
Why would Bai Sanbei ask such a general topic, he has always been a smart person and does not talk nonsense, such a solemn question naturally has several meanings?
But why is it so difficult to figure out, and what is the use of knowing the answer at a glance?
Liu Qingyao has always been smart and clear, if there is anything in the lyrics of the poem book, he is naturally difficult, but for this fiancée, he is full of irritability, how can he not figure it out, what kind of truth should it be, is it right?
Why?
What is the relationship between Su Bairan and Sha Hua? Whether the distance between the young lady and the maid is getting closer and closer, don't make people feel uncomfortable when they look at it.
But he has a problem, and in front of himself, he said so many bad things, logically speaking, he shouldn't take it to heart, but he is sad with Bai Sangie behind his back, and it is still the time to explain the future.
Dysphoria!
It's my fiancée, so why do you always care about others? Isn't it okay to be less disgusted, cold, and indifferent to your fiancé?
He stepped on the footprints step by step, walking slowly among the huge Su family.
A few times the wind blew, and it seemed that the sorrow was a little far away.
"Acher!"
Su Bairan rubbed his nose and muttered, "Who is thinking about me?" ”
I don't know what's going on, but when the stupid girl came back, she went back to the house alone and didn't say anything, and she let go of the crack in the door slightly, and she seemed to be a little tired when she lay there alone.
It makes sense to think about it, the journey is also a little long, and I am a little anxious in my heart, after all, there is a patient waiting, and the toss of some rapid back and forth is naturally too tiring.
Sha Hua is just an ordinary person.
Su Bairan looked at the back of the girl, and sighed slightly, thinking about it seriously, if this was placed in her own era, she would also be a girl who was a high school student.
Now I want to be in this boss's house, looking at a square day, washing clothes, cooking and cooking, and coming to serve my eldest lady.
His eyes became a little dim, and he slowly closed the window, and he walked slowly outside, as if he was distracting.
She panicked in her heart, such a good opportunity was slipped away from her hands, but after thinking about it, what kind of good opportunity is this, when there are so many people around me, I also want to go with my own SLR, don't just be stopped quickly, this is also revealed early, my original plan and thoughts, I am afraid that there is no other choice.
It's just a knife with a nice sugar coating.
Pretending to be hope, in fact, is just kicking yourself deeper, following closely in the darkness, with no other meaning, just to make you look forward to it, but not to give you a chance to climb up.
"Hey!"
I am very troubled in my heart, but I have no intention of explaining it to others.
Who can say this, it is good enough to nest in your heart, but if you tell others, I am afraid that it will not be a few days.
It's uncomfortable.
Is there really a time to run out?
Su Bairan walked in the alley looking at the sky alone, even the sky was very narrow, slightly narrow, between his eyes, it was just a huge cage, but he put two layers of splints next to him.
"Miss?"
“…… Young Lady Liu. ”
Fate sometimes likes to joke with you, and it doesn't even care what kind of state you are.
Su Bairan looked back, Liu Qingyao was standing at the entrance of the alley, wearing a royal blue dress that could set off a little bit of her face, but her face was really bad, and it was inferior to that in the morning.
Liu Qingyao was worried about her own affairs in her heart, and when she suddenly saw it, she really felt a bit of fate, and quickly stepped forward, "Eldest lady is walking here, is there anything boring?" ”
"Uh... Not bad. Su Bairan agreed with a cold face.
But I was thinking a lot in my heart: Big brother, of course I'm very annoyed in my heart, otherwise I'm tired all day, and what do I want to do everywhere, isn't it still for you in the end?
This is entwined in my mind, and the two of us have been unmarried for so many years, is it necessary not to feel for me? But can I say that? As I told you, my own life is gone for the next few days.
But can this be said? No!
can only be polite to the other party with a blank face, "Liu Gongzi's health is good?" Seeing that his face was much better. ”
Liu Qingyao bowed her head, seeing that the other party's face was cold, but there was also a meaning of caring for herself in her words, "It's okay, I just don't like to be sick and Bai Sanbei cares, so naturally it's okay, and it's good to walk outside." ”
"Well, come out to breathe, save yourself more uncomfortable in the house." Su Bairan had a long face, and there was no meaningful emotion in his words, and when he said words of urgent concern, even his eyes were a little dull.
Liu Qingyao couldn't understand Su Bairan, the perfunctory words in her words, but she was anxious and troubled in her heart, but she didn't want to say goodbye to the other party, she seemed to be greedy for the conversation at this moment, and she was too much to owe.
Su Bairan remained motionless, the other party didn't speak, and he didn't speak, not giving any chance to start a topic at all, his hands crossed in front of him, silently looking at the other party calmly and elegantly.
"Miss."
"Huh?" Su Bairan looked at his dear fiancé seriously, and there was even that cold look in his eyes, such a godless look that couldn't even reflect any brilliance.
Liu Qingyao was a little evasive, as if she didn't want to see that impatient look, and in her heart, she wanted to avoid this true thought.
Looked at the moss in the corner of the wall, stared closely at the inconspicuous wall tile, and took a few breaths before he could barely squeeze out a paragraph from his throat.
"Miss, who am I for Miss?"
"Liu Qingyao." Su Bairan said earnestly: "I think this name is still quite good, if you want to change it, I suggest changing it to be more masculine, but given that you are so old, there should be no annoying children, make fun of your name." ”
“……”
Liu Qingyao pursed her lips and seemed to be silent for a moment: "Miss, I mean in the eyes of Miss, what kind of existence do I have for Miss, is there any meaning, or can I occupy a place in my life?" ”
"This ......"
Su Bairan really didn't expect that his fiancé was still a philosopher.
Big brother, why do you have so many thoughts about this kind of little daughter's mood?
There's no need to go to this level, we don't know each other very well, we've only met a few times, what are you struggling with like this?
What academic issues are being discussed here? I didn't write a thesis in those days.
That being said, since I asked myself, thinking that the other party is indeed quite important to me, after all, I can really live well without this big brother.
Su Bairan said: "Liu Gongzi is like the beginning and end of my life, and he has been around me like a dream from the beginning, and has been accompanying me through every journey of life, and maybe it will come to an end in the end." ”