Yunshang was dizzy and lay in the hospital for three days.

During this time, her consciousness was immersed in a boundless blood, standing alone in the corner and watching the big explosion repeatedly, helplessness, despair, heartache, and boundless fear wrapped her whole person, and she could not find the direction of light.

Gu Shinian stayed in the ward, not daring to touch Yunshang, who was even in a coma, and was terrified, so he could only sit a meter away, thinking about the methods taught to him by the psychiatrist in his previous life, shouting Yunshang's name over and over again, talking to her, until his voice was so hoarse that he could only make a breath and didn't dare to stop.

Guan Min walked over from the end of the corridor with Wu Xiang, Yao Ke, and Wen Chengjie, saw the situation of the two through the glass on the door, and didn't dare to go in, raised his hand and knocked on the door, signaling Gu Shinian to come out and speak.

"Company Commander Gu, what did the doctor say, what's wrong with Yunsheng? When can I wake up? Wu Xiang stuffed the lunch box with millet porridge to Gu Shinian, and asked with a frown.

Gu Shinian rubbed his bearded chin, pressed his throat, and replied, "Ah Shang is just tired, and he will survive after a few days of rest." ”

In fact, without a psychiatrist, Yunshang can only survive this hurdle by her own will, and no one can help her.

Fortunately, even if Yunshang was unconscious, she still responded to the stimulation of the outside world, and the situation was far better than Gu Shinian expected.

Looking at Yun Sheng, who had lost weight in just three days on the hospital bed and didn't know when he would wake up, Guan Min, who hadn't spoken since he came over, finally broke out, and looked at Gu Shinian with a black face.

"Company Commander Gu, Yunshang is a member of our art troupe, you were fine when you took people away, why did you toss to the hospital in just a few hours! What kind of disease does Yunshang have! "What the hell did you do to the little girl in our art troupe!?

Guan Min didn't say the last sentence, but Gu Shinian understood Guan Min's unfinished meaning.

However, he didn't have the heart to fight with Guan Min at this time, he looked sideways at Yunshang in the ward, and said, "I told my family about Ah Shang's situation, Head Lin got on the train yesterday, and he should be able to come over tomorrow night, so let's talk about what to do when Head Lin comes over." ”

Knowing that Gu Shinian had notified Yunshang's family, Guan Min's tense heart relaxed, and he was no longer embarrassed by Gu Shinian, and asked the doctor a few words about Yunshang's situation, but after not asking any results, he sighed and went back.

Wu Xiang and Wen Chengjie, who stayed in the corridor, did not go in to disturb Yunsheng, they looked through the glass on the door for a long time, and when the training time was almost up, several people left the hospital in a hurry.

Before leaving, Wen Chengjie patted Gu Shinian's shoulder, pointed to his stubble-covered chin, and his red eyes and said, "Remember to take the time to sleep for a while, don't wait for Yunshang to wake up, you will lie down by yourself." ”

Gu Shinian nodded at the other party, turned around and went back to the ward, threw the lunch box aside, held the cup, and moistened Yunsheng's lips little by little with a cotton swab.

Yunshang also knew that her current situation was not good, and her consciousness wandered back and forth in that boundless blood, but she couldn't find an exit.

It wasn't until she heard Gu Shinian's voice in the dead silence that a light appeared in front of her, like winter snow melting, dispelling the ubiquitous bloody stickiness on her side.

Seeing that Yun Sheng's thin eyelids were trembling slightly, Gu Shinian held his breath, retreated to a position that made Yun Sheng feel safe, restrained all kinds of complex and agitated emotions in his heart, and shouted out to Yun Sheng again.

Yunshang slowly opened her eyes, staring at the yellowed roof for a long time, and finally landed on Gu Shinian, who almost didn't dare to breathe.

At this time, Gu Shinian's image was definitely not good, his always neat and tidy military uniform was wrinkled into dried plum vegetables, his face was gray, his eyes were red, and his chin was even more bearded, and he looked haggard.

At this time, he tensed his body, standing straight and straight, the farthest place from Yunsheng, and when he saw Yunsheng looking over, his fingertips holding the cup were trembling slightly.

"Ah Shang ......" Gu Shinian put down the cup and tentatively approached Yunshang, "Are you hungry, I asked the hospital master to stew porridge for you......"

As Gu Shinian approached, Yunsheng's body tensed suddenly, she pursed her bloodless lips, clenched the small fist that was almost transparent, and the cyan blood vessels could be seen, and looked at Gu Shinian fixedly, with an unconcealable panic in her eyes, and a touch of imperceptible alienation.

Feeling the change in Yunshang's mood, Gu Shinian's chest felt like someone had punched him hard, and for a moment he was almost out of breath in pain.

However, after the pain, Gu Shinian's heart set off a huge wave of joy.

Ah Shang knows that she hates him and knows that she blames him, which shows that her consciousness is completely awake. There is a way to vent the anger in her heart, which also shows that she no longer closes herself off.

Gu Shinian stood in place and didn't dare to move, looking at Yunshang with restrained and forbearant eyes, his heart was full of ambivalence of both happiness and sadness.

Yunshang has survived this hurdle, he will no longer be stimulated by this incident, he will no longer close himself and dare not see people, he should be happy for Yunshang.

But while Yunshang survived this hurdle, she still felt estranged from him in her heart. He is no longer a relative and lover whom she trusts wholeheartedly, but the son of a murderer who has deceived her for more than ten years and killed her family.

It is undeniable that even if that man had murderous intentions against him at the beginning, he still had that man's blood in his body. This kind of blood relationship will be a thorn between him and Yunsheng, he can't erase it, and he can't say the words that make Yunshang forgive him.

The girl on the bed was so weak that she could barely hear her breathing, but for Gu Shinian at this moment, she was so powerful, strong enough to control his fate.

Whether his future life will be heaven or hell is all in her thoughts.

The ward fell silent for a while, neither of them spoke, only two breaths, one light and one heavy.

I don't know how long it took, Gu Shinian moved his slightly stiff legs, pulled the corners of his lips, and said tentatively, "Ah Shang, is it okay to let the second brother hug you?" ”

Yunshang's fingertips on the side of the bed trembled slightly, and immediately retracted, hiding his urge to raise his arm, and silently looked out the window.

The truth of the matter is so cruel, how can she embrace Gu Shinian through three lives?

Even Gu Shinian is also a victim, even if she clearly knows that she shouldn't be angry with Gu Shinian, but the blood of her parents and relatives has been flashing in front of her, and then she thinks that she has been deceived like a fool for more than ten years, and she can no longer be as close to him as before.

At least, she can't do that right now.